Realizing You’re Built To Understand But Not To Be Understood

I love her but I don't want her to be disappointed in my as a person.would she even love me if she knew more about me?

I’d like to believe that in another life I could be loved

I look like a zebra lol

Dm for pics

being loved by me is a privilege because i will literally love you with everything in me.

I'm always fucking up everything, no matter who I talk to and no matter what I do. I'm sick of this.. Can someone please just bash my head already?

So do we all agree that even if we don’t want to recover we still support other’s recovery right?

RIGHT?

I want this to be serious but I'm also like rlly afraid.

Theyre wonderful, they absolutely are, the person I'm afraid of is myself. I'm afraid of fucking up, afraid of not loving enough, so afraid my mind makes up this concept of loving too deeply and being afraid of that because I'm afraid of being hurt or crossing the wrong lines.

i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut

Do you notice my absence?