Cutting Myself Isn't Enough, I Need To Skin Myself Alive

Are you flirting with me like “haha this is a fun way to pass time” or “haha I can picture us growing old together?”

i feel like such a fucking problem

It really stings when you tell someone what you like, what you love, what makes you happy and sad and vulnerable and they just don't really remember or bother or care

all this effort for what?? im still fucking disgusting, ugly and pathetic. i feel so fucking useless. what’s the fucking point of trying anymore? i can’t see it.

i dont know if i ever could really.

being chronically on tumblr is so embarrassing because i look like a crazed stalker liking peoples posts 1 millisecond after it was posted

venting is only annoying when i do it btw. everybody else is innocent and free of sin

No matter what I do I'll never be special.

hemmorh. oils, 2020

When ur trying to get clean for summer but the urge to cut is genuinely larger than life