To All My Future Partners This Is How You Deal With Me. /nsrs /vent

To all my future partners this is how you deal with me. /nsrs /vent

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iloveeeeaaron

10 months ago

Sorry i never got clean for you

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iloveeeeaaron

10 months ago

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iloveeeeaaron

10 months ago

SH culture is listening to songs about self h@rm because they're relatable

recommendation of sh songs in the comments?

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iloveeeeaaron

4 months ago

hunger sc4le

painfully hungry: hunger pains, dizzy, feeling ill

very hungry: could eat anything, might binge

mildly hungry: strong signs of hunger, a little dizzy

hungry: 1st signs, stomach growling

neutral: emtpy not hungry or full, content

comfortably satisfied: hunger has been satisfied

very satisfied: hunger has been satisfied a little too well, full

beyond satisfied: starting to feel sick but manageable

uncomfortably over stuffed: feelings of guilt, heavy feeling, a bit nauseous, food coma

extremely stuffed: could throw up, bloated, feels heavy, sluggish, can't look at food

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This is the hunger scale, knowing this can hep you read your body. I personally try to stay 3-6. This helps keep me with my from b1ng1ng/ overe4ting.

keepingn track of your feelings and emotions before and after you e4t is also helpful, so you can find patterns in your eating behaviors like:

(before) am i actually hungry?

(before) what is my hunger scale?

(before) am i sad?

(before) am i stressed?

(before) am i happy?

(before) am i angry?

(after) how much did i eat?

(after) what is my hunger scale now?

(after) how do i feell now?

stay safe loves xox

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iloveeeeaaron

5 months ago

Oh, you're mad at me? Ok, well, what if I sl1t my fucking wr1sts then💕

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iloveeeeaaron

11 months ago

I asked my therapist what was so bad about sh especially cvtting if it helps me and doesn't hurt anyone that doesn't consent and she couldn't directly answer

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iloveeeeaaron

5 months ago

god i look like shit

body check btw but it’s not really skinny enough to need a tw!😜

how to grow the fuck up

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iloveeeeaaron

10 months ago

"but why do you ctt 😭"

My BROTHER IN CHRIST

It feels like this of course I'm addicted

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iloveeeeaaron

10 months ago

i don't really ever talk about relationship problems its always so personal my boyfriend is so good with words but wow 🙁

idk what to even say or think or anything

he doesn't even know about the really bad things about me too ☹️☹️☹️

he went back to being sweet and everything but I don't know what to do about it at all

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i love my boyfriend bpd bpd thoughts borderline personality disorder tw s3lf harm tw ed but not sheeran ana is my friend bpd problems actually borderline borderline thoughts ana0rex1a

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