Me: *listens To Twenty øne Piløts, Halsey, Melanie Martinez, Hayley Kiyoko, Troye Sivan, The 1975,

i’m in this very odd bubble 

like logically, i know i have a lot to do

but like, emotionally, i’m just.. not.. registering it??? i’m not so much calm but like.. standing in a sound proof fishbowl watching all of my obligations press their faces to the glass, yelling and knocking, and like, my homework and emails are teaming up to make a battering ram and my job is trying to tunnel under and i’m just standing here watching it all in muffled, deaf silence like “ok”

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I feel like an idol should be told every time, “Congratulations you worked hard, Take some time to rest and have fun, be yourself, Don’t worry about the fans, cameras, Don’t worry about work, Just be you,”

Kisses

Neverland by holland: cute soft kiss

Im not afraid by holland: french kiss full out make out….a drag queen is present

sexuality is so dumb why does it even matter who you like no one is gonna like you back anyways

quick, somebody watch all of merlin in spanish... just in case...

rob’s ad libbing causing david & aidan to break character

hello cloud 9 can you please rec some of your fav jin fics? thank you :D

ok I don’t think I can remember all since I’ve a habit of not bookmarking my favorite fics… but here are some that I manage to remember and dug out from my history ;_; 

yoonjin:

Sugar Daddy

God’s Gift - 14 Days 

Trust Life A Little Bit

selling creativity like pancakes

infinity plus one

La Douleur Exquise 

Aquaphobia    

Won’t Notice You Gone 

three’s a crowd, but my heart’s got room for more 

Entre Nous (Between You and Me) (ongoing)

there’s this dom!yoongi fic where jin gets yoongi to help him explore bdsm I love that fic but I can’t remember the title 

jinkook:

A is for Awkward

Heaven’s Light (ongoing) 

Spring, Summer, Winter, Fall 

You STARTED IT!

jinmin:

Starbucks and Chill 

Way Out 

Galaxy S♡

know we’re about to sin (but your body is a blessing)

namjin:

Safe and Sound

I rap with a prospect (yeah I rap with a mindset)

If Love Is A Joke, Then Use Me Ruthlessly

taejin:

evil flowers steadily bloom (with an array of bloodied doom)

Ice Guardians 

2seok:

Vending Machines and Bad Ideas

and the stars shine so bright, and the meteors fall so heavy

others:

Save Me (jinmin, yoonjin, ongoing)

Prince of Stars 

how’d you get so fly? (ot3: jin/namjoon/taehyung) 

Fireflies /  Vestige 

1. E'Dawn and Hyuna admit to dating for 2 years now.

2. Hui and Soojin dated in the past but are now broken up…

3. Yeeun and Yuto dating rumors.

CUBE right now:

AGUST D

there are so many important messages that suga is trying to convey to his listeners through his mixtape and im sure that if you’ve read the lyric translations, you definitely know what i mean. i am seriously blown away that we’ve been fans of bts for what, 3 years now? for 3 years, ARMYs have easily labelled yoongi as ‘lazy’, given him that ‘idagf’ image, and yet, we were oblivious to so many of his hardships. we’ve always known that he’s hardworking, more quiet than the other members, and more reflective, but this mixtape honestly blew me away because yoongi’s gone through so much in his idol career and we had no idea. 

first off, he touches on a sensitive topic that idols don’t speak openly about: mental health. he raps about seeing a psychiatrist, battling with depression, self-hate, experiencing social phobia since age 18, putting on a front, and loneliness. His entire song “The Last” really touches on this:

a word said like habit, oh, I don’t give a shit, I don’t give a fuck those words are all words I use to hide my weak self that time I want to erase, that’s right, the memories I want to erase of that day I had that concert I was afraid of people, so I hid in the bathroom and stared at myself

and in “So Far Away”:

I’m in so much pain and lonliness but people around me keeping telling me to regain my consciousness I try to vent my anger but I only got myself so what’s the point of venting my anger I’m scared to open my eyes everyday and start breathing

these lyrics from ‘At Dawn’ also illustrate this:

I pretend I’m not lonely, I pretend I’m not suffering I pretend I’m okay for no reason, meaninglessly I pretend to be strong don’t come over the wall I’ve put up in front of myself don’t throw me off this island in this wide sea 

he also talks about his struggles during his trainee days and i dont think he’s ever talked in depth about this period of his life. this mixtape gives us some insight about him moving to seoul, getting a part time job to afford the cost of living in the city, going to school dead tired after work, and still training with big hit to live out his dreams

was I needy for success? No just needy for money it’d been a long time since I forgot the words ‘in style’ I practiced at night and went to my part time job at dawn then even if I dragged that tired body to school I just slept I became 20 that way, the sight of the graduation room was suspicious

and the fact that he admits he puts up a front:

I hide the self that’s behind my defensive posture I hide myself completely like I’ve become a criminal, always I can’t even take one step outside the dorm that’s like a prison 

all of these are reasons im so moved. because it really highlights how idols only show one side of themselves to the camera, and fans can never really know them fully. we only know the version of bts’ min yoongi that he wants to show us through shows and broadcasts. 

behind every idol rapper who succeeds there’s a weak self standing, it’s a little dangerous I fall sometimes again into depression and compulsion hell no, anyway I don’t even know if that’s the real me

but through his music? through his mixtape, he’s trying to show us another side of him, and i’m so thankful that he’s opened up to his worldwide audience. this takes courage. talking openly about your hardships and your weaknesses to people who look up to you, that takes some damn courage. so thank you, yoongi, for opening up to your fans. 

Boy Groups Age Line

I love all boy groups the same and wish that they all had the same amount of limelight shined on them because they all deserve the best!

Anyways, I decided to put all boy group members together and put them all in an age line so we can see who is older/younger. I know sometimes all of us are curious as to who is older than who…so I did all the work and here you go…

From oldest boy group member to the youngest.

EDIT: MY ORIGINAL POST HAS BEEN ‘TAINTED’ FROM CERTAIN NSFW REBLOGS, SO I HAVE REPOSTED THIS LIST IN HOPES THAT IT WON’T HAPPEN AGAIN. 

I have also added in more groups…which now means, unfortunately, Jisung is not ultimate maknae. Sorry guys.

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