You Know, There Are Some People You Meet In Life…
You know, there are some people you meet in life…
You feel like they’re such a cool person. You try talking to them, but there’s this feeling deep down that you could never really be their friend or even an acquaintance even though you’d love to be a part of their life.
You try reaching out often. And though you try, somewhere in your heart, you feel like a real connection is impossible… because they’re totally out of your league.
There’s love from them, yes but it’s so far from you that it’s hard to even notice it, let alone feel it.
It’s like the universe placed them just close enough for you to admire, but never close enough to hold.
This is exactly how I feel about you.
It’s what I felt after one failed video call with you.
No matter how much I try or don’t
the bond... will it ever be something I can truly call a bond?
There’s no blame on anyone.
This is just how it is.
And it hurts.
Because I feel like a sister that is foriegn to you.
Everyone you love, or are close to even in terms of friendship
stays a stranger to me.
They talk to me just for the sake of basic courtesy. This is how I feel. Maybe it’s not the truth.
But the feeling is real.
And sometimes, I wonder
after mom and dad...
do I really have anyone in this life I can lean on?
And that thought… it makes me really sad.
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Don't go with the flow, be the flow
- Elif Shafak
It means instead of just doing what everyone else is doing, you should be the one who decides what to do and how to do it. Be unique and make your own path instead of just following others.
“Do you ever have those random nights where your brain won’t shut off, even though your body feels like five hundred pounds of exhausted.”
— Becky Albertalli
Chocolate raspberry cheesecake
As cringey as it fucking sounds, i wish I could erase everyone’s memories of me, no one would know me
“There are two types of people you will meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe unfold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”
— Unknown
I wanna cry out loud 14-06-22
#col #examdays #igzampressure
“My mum brought me up to think that personal happiness is more important than your family.”
— Gail Porter
I don't feel like I deserve love because I haven't done anything to earn it. I believe there must be a reason for someone to love you, and I don't see any reason for anyone to love me. Even if someone did, I would still feel like I don't deserve it. So, there's no point in being in love or in a relationship. I'm flawed, and I don't think anyone should be with someone as flawed as me. That's why I don't want to fall in love or be in a relationship right now.
I think there is no perfect time to talk about it..
You were right ..I shouldn't delay it. But I am not gonna talk to her for sure..I want her to know that you fucking hurted me and is still hurting me and if she is really concerned about me , she might ask me what happened?
Am I alright?
Yes, I am , but one thing that always haunts me is why we never work out. Why does our relationship seem dull ? Why is it just one-sided feelings?
I am gonna talk about each and every thing I haven't felt from the time 10 to 20 yrs .
People say "what you give comes back to you"
In your case, I never did
Will I ever get it?
I want you to love me like others do
I want your understanding the most
I want that patt that I don't get
I want that bond that I never owned with you.
I really need that
I need you ..
But nobody gets it..coz I am the only one that gets blamed for not being "loving & caring & and understanding."
I have tolerated all these..ik that I still can continue with this shit..
But I pray to God for a better ending
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