I Don't Wanna Die By Suicide
I don't wanna die by suicide
I want an accidental death. I don't wanna bring shame to my family by killing myself, becoz if ppl find that I killed myself, they ll cook up numerous false theories and even blame my parents for their lack of attention. When it is accidental, nobody is gonna know what I went through, why I was yearning for an end..it was just a instant untimely death, might even sympathize with my parents, gossip a Lil about me and my family and will leave the hell of outta my home after those funeral functions.
Idk abt my family, ig they shud be fine, mom will prolly despise me for being selfish enough to think that I wanted an end. After all, she did say that you get all that you prayed for.
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Love is a matter of awareness and letting go of all trying
-Ien Chi
Don't be restless, First understand the situation, Then Comment.
"Think before you act"
(applies for everyone)
" For your peace of mind, do not try to understand everything. "
Don’t regret what’s happened. If it’s in the past, let it go. Don’t even remember it. Protect yourself from.. your own thoughts ✻.ღ.*.Rumi.*.ღ.✻ ƬĤΛИҠ Y♡Ʊ F♡Ŕ ßƐĪИƓ
Only time when ppl can get to know what someone is going through is only when they end it forever
So ig they're never gonna know
“True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.”
— Josh Grayson, Sia
Me: I hate to be alone.
Mind: Learn to Love it
Me: I tried.. didn't work out
Mind: You need to face your fear.
Me: It makes me vulnerable
Mind: That will make you strong too.
Me: What if i fail?
Mind : What if u succeed..?
Me: I am just too afraid to face it..
Mind : The biggest fear is fear itself.
Me: Yes..
Mind: : Only way to get rid of it is through exposure..
Me: Never
Mind: Begin with a positive mind
Me: ..
Mind: Positive beginning will lead to positive ending
:)
This time, i am going home with zero expectation from my people.. Coz ik only i can make me jovial
How can I just disappear in a thin air
I CAN ,I CAN ,I CAN, I CAN,
I CAN DO IT
