Writers when it's time to write the story no one forced them to come up with in the first place đ
kim minjeong x fem!reader
synopsis: when you step into the house, the smell of your motherâs cooking greets you, as if reminding you of all the memories long buried. but behind your warm smile, thereâs a voice in your heart whispering, âthis isn't the home you wanted.â even though youâre here, your soul longs for the place you left behindâa place where you felt free and full of hope.
warnings: implied cheating; angst; mention of food; i wrote this in 5 hrs and iâm sleep deprived so it may not make sense at some parts; the story is set in japan (mostly) but i didnât know much japanese idols so please ignore my character selectionđ; i forgor abt amari at the end.
a/n: i actually proofread this one once yayđ actually got this idea while listening to NIKIâs split a d reading tbhk comic volume 8. #i'm grindimg yoođ„đ„đ„ forgot to say that the story is mostly taking place in japanđ
exactly four years ago during winter, after youâd finished your daily task of shoveling snow from the driveway, a silver sedan parked at the house across from yours. that house had been empty for a long time; its last residents were an elderly coupleâmr. and mrs. jones. your family had become quite close to them after being neighbors since the day your parents moved into the house. by the time you and your sister were born, they were like a third set of grandparents, often inviting you over to play. unfortunately, they decided to spend their old age in europe when you were nine.
though you were curious about the new residents, you decided not to watch the movers unload boxesâor their child, gleefully carrying their own boxâafter hearing your mom call you for dinner. only after everyone had gatheredâyour parents, your older sister karina, and the familyâs beloved doberman, amariâdid you mention what you saw earlier. âhey, did you know someone moved into grandpa jonesâ house?â everyone turned to you in confusion.
âyn, sweetheart, did you forget or were you not listening to what i told you yesterday, huh?â karina playfully pinched your cheek, which you allowed. after a moment of thinking, you slapped your forehead.
âah! i totally forgot. itâs, uhh, mr. and mrs. jonesâ son and daughter-in-law, right? when are we visiting them, dad? i want to give their kid a present!â without waiting for a reply, you said enthusiastically, âoh, they have a kid?â your dad replied in the same cheerful tone.
âyeah, looks to be about my age.â
and thatâs how you found yourself in this situation, punching the face of a school bully notorious for picking on new kidsâespecially the ones who looked timid and helpless.
âwow, wow. looks like someone wants to be a heroâŠâ yunjin, their leader, sneered at you, wiping the blood dripping from her lip. she ordered her twin, yujin, to fight back, but before she could swing, you grabbed the new kidâs wrist and took off running.
after escaping through the school gateâthe guard was stupidly asleepâand stopping once you felt safe, you let go of her wrist. you went in search of the nearest convenience store for drinks, and she followed you quietly.
âpick anything you like, itâs on me!â your positive energy seemed to surprise her a little, but she didnât say much after you both chose drinks and you paid.
âthank you..â she said softly after you both sat down on a swing in the park just a stoneâs throw from your house.
âno problem! uh...â
âminjeong. my nameâs kim minjeong..â her soft voice spoke again.
âah! so youâre korean too! iâm yn, kang yn! nice to meet you, minjeong.â you switched to speaking korean, extending your hand. and in that split second, you both somehow knew youâd quickly become inseparable friends.
âdonât go anywhere without me, okay? yunjinâs gang is known to be⊠well, you saw, right?â you shrugged, making sure minjeong was safely inside her house before heading back home.
âwhoa, dropping off your girlfriend, huh?â your nosy sister (who was about to leave for her evening class) teased when you got home.
âno! just a friend. besides, iâm old enough to get momâs permission to date, right, mom? iâm fifteen this year.â your mom just hummed in agreement.
the next day, as you requested, minjeong waited for you in front of her house to walk to school together. âmorning, minjeong!!â you waved your hand energetically with your full energy at the early hour.
at school, you didnât run into yunjinâs gang; your classes were on completely different floors. they were in class F, while you were in class Bânot bad for someone a little lazy. unfortunately, minjeong hadnât taken her class placement test yet and was temporarily assigned to class F. when you learned this, you were worried to death, but minjeong assured you sheâd be fine, so, reluctantly, you let go of her armâand you swore you heard yunjinâs gangâs mocking laughter.
at lunch, you let your friends know not to wait for you in the cafeteria since youâd brought lunch from home, and then you sprinted to minjeongâs classroom. âminjeong-ah! letâs eat lunch together!â you yelled unashamedly, causing a teacher passing by to jump a little. you both picked a spot under a big tree near the soccer field to have lunch together. âhowâs class? did yunjinâs gang bother you?â
âno, i threatened them. told them iâd make them pay if they messed with me. i told them i was actually a taekwondo expert, and they didnât dare touch me.â you burst out laughing at minjeongâs story, âha! oh my god! my stomach hurts! theyâre so gullible?â wiping tears from your eyes.
and so went your high school days, with minjeongâwho quickly became close to your groupâyou, ningning, and kazuha, though you ended up closer to minjeong because of how close you lived. sleepovers, movie nights, and study sessions filled your eveningsâand your sisterâs pranks. you didnât realize it then, but your understanding of home started to change because of the person eating ice cream beside you.
winter passed by quickly, and summer came with all its love stories. minjeong, who was once calm and gentle, began to pick up some of your traits, cheerful and spirited. once again, you found yourself in minjeongâs room.
âgot any plans for summer break?â you asked, lying on her bedroom floor while she sat on her bed, playing her nintendo.
âuhuh, spending it with you.â it happened again, your heart rate suddenly spiking, and your face flushing red, âi meanâ to, uh⊠what are you planning to do?â you stopped fanning yourself.
âi dunno, whatever you wanna do, iâm in.â
turns out she wasnât lying. you decided to help at a local eel farm for harvest season! minjeong, who absolutely hates eels, hesitantly dipped her feet into the muddy pond full of eels, and as soon as one coiled around her ankle, she screamed and fell right in (in the end, you were the only one helping with the harvest, but at least minjeong agreed to forgive you and keep you company under the shade of a tree after you bought her two handfuls of ice cream). with clothes full of mud, you two spend the rest of the day cycling through the entire villageâwith minjeong being your passanger princess. a few days later, you both visited some high school festivals with food stalls and arcades before attending the big event together with your familiesâthe tanabata star festival.
âare you ready?â your dad's head popped in from the front door. he and your mom were wearing matching yukatas, as was your sister with her girlfriend giselle, and you...
âminjeong!!!â after getting out of your respective cars, you quickly returned to minjeong's side, linking arms with her.
âremember, you need to be back by 9 sharp if you donât want to walk home alone,â your mom reminded you again.
and so began the great snacking adventure at the stalls with minjeong! you started with classic food, takoyaki. the steaming, round snacks tempted you to eat them, and you devoured them hot. minjeong reached out her hand, and you reflexively spit a round piece of takoyaki into her palm. she tossed it into the nearest trash can and washed her hands three times with soap before you both bought melon soda at the adjacent stall. after that, the tanabata star festival wouldnât be complete without playing goldfish scooping and shooting games! you successfully got the teddy bear you wanted, but seeing minjeong's disappointed face when she couldnât win the bunny plush she desired, you decided to trade yours for it.
âwhat did you write for your wish?â the night grew late, and the fireworks show was about to start. even though it was already 9:30, you and your sister agreed to go home together in your dad's car after your parents were too tired to continue and headed home first. âyou better not turn on do not disturb!â your sister shouted before her girlfriend pulled them away for a photo.
â...it's a secret.â minjeong covered her tanzaku paper.
âhey, i gave you my red tanzaku!â ah, there it was; your childish side hadnât fully faded yet.
âfine, but show me yours too.â
bingo. minjeong wrote, âi hope i can always be with yn,â and you wrote, âi hope minjeong can always be with me.â you quickly exchanged your papers and then laughed awkwardlyâat least you got the green light. after hanging your tanzaku on the large bamboo tree, you climbed a hill a bit away from the crowd, spread out a blanket, and laid out the food.
you sat under the starry night sky, enjoying the scattered lantern lights around the festival. minjeong glanced at you, who was busy finishing the takoyaki you had earlierâboth of you had agreed to eat while sitting. after a moment, minjeong smiled and began to tell a story.
âyou know, yn?â minjeong started, her voice soft, almost like a whisper. âthis tanabata festival actually has a really romantic story. itâs about two stars, ori-hime and hiki-boshi⊠they are a couple living in two different worlds, separated by a great river called ama-no-gawaâwhich we know as the milky way.â
you paused from putting food in your mouth and looked at minjeong; of course, she knew. your siaterâs japanese girlfriend had told her about it at the tanabata star festival three years ago. but you tried to maintain a look of amazement.
âthey can only meet once a year, on the night of the tanabata festival,â minjeong continued, gazing at the sky as if searching for the two stars. âthatâs why people like to write their wishes on tanzaku, hoping their love can be as strong as ori-hime and hiki-boshiâs. even though theyâre separated, they keep looking for each other⊠they believe that one day in a year is enough to strengthen their love.â
you smiled softly, a bit shy. âthat sounds like an unforgettable love story.â
minjeong nodded slowly, then looked at you with a gentle gaze. âyeah⊠thereâs something beautiful about people who are willing to wait, right? they both remain strong and faithful, even though they have to be apart for so long.â minjeong paused for a moment, as if savoring her own words. âmaybe true love doesnât always have to be together every day. sometimes, just waiting for each other and believing that in the end, they will meet again is enough.â
you felt your heart race at minjeongâs words. slowly, you smiled as if you understood the hidden meaning behind the story. you both looked up at the sky again, each with a wish tucked away in your hearts (which were actually the same).
as the moments leading up to the fireworks display drew closer, the atmosphere around you became increasingly tense and filled with anticipation. the sound of people whispering filled the air, while the lanterns flickered in the night breeze. minjeong looked at you with sparkling eyes, as if she wanted to express something that had long been buried.
âyn,â she said softly, her voice almost drowned out by the crowd around. âi⊠i feel like thereâs something more between us. ever since the first time we met, my heart has raced whenever iâm with you.â
a gentle smile formed on your face, your heart beating faster. âi feel it too, minjeong. you make me feel comfortable and happy like never before.â
time seemed to stand still as minjeong leaned closer, the distance between you narrowing. the fireworks began to adorn the night sky, bursting forth in stunning colors. in that magical moment, you locked eyes, ignoring the commotion around you.
âdo you want to share our wishes tonight?â minjeong asked, her face trembling with hope and tension.
âof course, i do,â you replied, feeling your heart race with excitement. before you realized it, the fireworks exploded above you, casting bright lights that made the night even more dazzling. amidst the cheers and awe surrounding you, minjeong leaned in and gently touched your face before her lips found yours in a soft, heartfelt kiss. as the fireworks erupted in the sky, their colorful lights created the perfect backdrop for that momentâthe moment when two hopeful hearts finally united.
after that night, you officially became the subject of teasing in your household. returning home with slightly messy lip tint, both of you were immediately put on the spot by karina and giselle in the car. âdid you just kiss?â checkmate. no one dared to speak, but your flushed cheeks answered their question. your parents of course knew right away because the first rule in the house was: ask for permission if you want to date! and it shouldnât affect your grades.
but oh, itâs true that summer and seventeen are inconvenient times to fall in love. your dad was reassigned to the us after spending 19 years in japan. three months before your departure back to the us, he finally told you. it was the first major fight.
after hearing the news about your father's move to the us, you feel worry creeping into your heart. mixed emotions fill your mindâhappy for newfound love, but also afraid of loss. that night, you decide to talk to your mother in the kitchen, a place that has always felt comfortable for you.
âmom,â you say, your voice soft. âwhat should i do? we're leaving, and i⊠i donât know what will happen with minjeong.â
your mom pauses for a moment, looking at you gently. âhoney, i know how you feel. love can be strong, even when separated by distance. i experienced something similar with your father back then.â she reminisces, a nostalgic look filling her eyes. âwe had to communicate, trust each other, and do our best to stay connected. love wonât disappear just because of distance.â
her words offer a little relief, but the worry still lingers in your mind. after that conversation, you feel a bit calmer. and surprisingly, minjeong doesnât even cry when you tell her about the newsâor perhaps sheâs just accustomed to staying calm in all situations.
the night before your departure, minjeong takes you to your favorite spot, where the night sky is filled with stars. there, she has a little surprise for you.
âyn, i want to give you something,â she says, pulling out a beautifully decorated tanzaku paper. âthis is our hope for the future.â you open the paper and read: âmay we always be together, no matter the distance that separates us.â
your heart races as you see it. âminjeong, this⊠means so much.â
minjeong then gives you a small bracelet made of colorful threads. âthis is a reminder for you, so you know iâm always with you, no matter where we are.â
you both exchange warm hugs, feeling the emotional moment as the stars shine above.
âcan we write letters to each other? even though we can also text every day...â you suggest, the idea making you feel more at ease.
âof course,â minjeong replies with a smile. âevery month weâll exchange letters. itâll be our tradition.â
as you write down your hopes and dreams on the paper, the atmosphere feels full of warmth and love. when the letters are exchanged, you feel the bond between you grow stronger. even though distance will separate you, you believe this love can endure.
but oh, you are wrong again. in the early years, you and minjeong did exchange messages every day, writing to each other every month, but suddenly all that stopped. you both got busy with your respective studies, especially with graduation day approaching. you, studying law, were busy helping to handle cases at the firm where you interned.
time passed, and the messages that once filled your days began to dwindle. at first, you hoped everything would be okay, but without realizing it, distance and busyness gnawed at your relationship. the longing was there, but no words came out. one day, as you returned to the city where you first met during your semester break to visit your sister who continued her studies and lived with her girlfriend there, you decided to visit the famous tanabata festival again. the atmosphere felt nostalgic, reminding you of all the beautiful memories with minjeong. you almost wanted to call her but changed your mind, wanting to surprise her by picking her up on the bicycle you used to ride to the eel farm. even though your relationship over the past two years was unclear, your status was still girlfriendsâor at least thatâs what you thought, and you hoped to see her (hoping those feelings still existed).
upon arriving at the festival, the lively and festive atmosphere reminded you of the moments with minjeong. you strolled around, observing the lanterns shimmering in the night, hoping to feel her presence. suddenly, your ears caught sound of a familiar chuckle.
minjeong.
she stood near the bamboo tree, surrounded by a crowd, but something was different. as you approached closer, your heart raced. minjeong looked radiant in a beautiful dress, her face is still pretty as ever but the lines of her face have grown to be more... mature.
âi feel like iâve known you forever! youâre so easy to be around.â she said as she laughed with someone standing beside her, your heart felt a deep ache. it felt like time stopped for a moment as you stared at her. however, as her gaze shifted to the person beside her, you felt something was off. when she reached out for the personâs cheeks, you finally noticed the sparkling ring on her finger. ah, you were too late, it seemed. youâre pretty sure that the tanzaku you and minjeong once wrote were still hanging at the tree because look, you are together right now. how funny, you shouldâve been more specific. you turned around with a chuckle, decided to go home and pack for the earliest flight to US. unbeknownst to you, minjeong catch glimpses of you when you were stopping by the kiosks. she made a mental note to visit you after sheâs done with her date.
as minjeong and her âdateâ wrapped up their evening, her thoughts kept drifting back to that glimpse of you she'd caught at the kiosks. she couldnât shake the nagging feeling that something was left unsaid, unfinished. after parting ways, she decided she couldnât wait any longer and headed straight to your place.
meanwhile, youâd already started packing (karina was at her girlfriendâs). the memories were overwhelming, and each item you placed in your suitcase felt like a little piece of the life you were leaving behind. just as you zipped up your suitcase, you heard a familiar knock on your door. surprised, you hesitated, debating whether you should ignore it. but then you remembered her smile, the tanzaku youâd both written, and the promises whispered under the stars. with a sigh, you opened the door.
there she stood, slightly out of breath, eyes searching yours. she seemed hesitant, almost as if she was second-guessing herself.
âare youâŠgoing somewhere?â she asked, her voice soft as usual.
you nodded, trying to keep your composure. âthe earliest flight to the US,â you replied. a moment of silence passed between you, filled with all the things neither of you had said. her gaze dropped to the ring on her finger, then back to you.
âlook, iâŠdidnât know how to tell you,â she whispered, the weight of the moment evident in her tone. âbut when i saw you today, something justâŠclicked. i couldnât stop thinking about us, and how we wereââ
you cut her off gently, a bittersweet smile on your face. âyou donât owe me anything, minjeong. iâm happy for you. really, i am.â
but she stepped closer, not letting you finish. âmaybe not, but i owe myself the truth. and the truth isâŠthereâs been someone iâve been seeing since you left-â she glanced down, biting her lip as if debating whether to say more.
âthen why did youâŠâ your voice faltered as you glanced down at her ring, a painful reminder of how things had turned out.
âi was- i love you yn, but itâs hard for me to consistently giving love to someone whoâs not present.â she admitted, her voice barely a whisper. her eyes searched yours, guilt and longing all wrapped into one.
frankly speaking, you wanted to beg for her to love you one more time, you want to throw that ring across the continents but you two remained silent. your gaze fell down as you told her, âi loved you too, kim.â
kim minjeong was your home after all.
pairings: stepmom!aeri x virgin!yn
warnings: oh shit i forgor, choking, fingering, face sitting, a lil bit of scissoring, cum eating?, LOTS of nipple play, also this counts as stepcest right lmk if thereâs more, excessive use of sweetie i believe :|
a/n: woohoo your favorite writer is back! i swear this took me a while to finish because life has not been good to međ but iâm okay now :) btw 'iâm so bad at synopsis so no more synopsis. hope yâall enjoy!
âwhat?!â you stormed into aeriâs study after she called (yelled) out your name a couple of times. you had been sorting through your fatherâs belongings, something that shouldâve been his responsibility, but of course, he was too busy. the room wasnât very big, only half the size of your fatherâs office, yet aeri seemed perfectly at home behind the sleek mahogany desk, going through stacks of legal documents.
aeri had married your father two years ago, and though people whispered about her being a gold digger, you knew better. she didnât need his moneyâshe already had plenty of her own. what she wanted was status, influence, the kind of power that came with having your fatherâs last name. it wasnât love, but an arrangement that worked for them both: your father got a beautiful, young wife to parade around at charity galas, and aeri got a seat at the table of one of the most influential business families in the country.
âi need you to sign here for your shares in the company, sweetie.â that smile again, that sweet-but-poisonous smile. âyour dad finally decided to hand them over, and i must say, iâm a little jealous of how much power youâll have now.â
wow. she was rightâit was a lot. more than you expected. aeri handed you her pen, but you took one out from your right pocket instead.
âi have my own,â she chuckled lightly as you leaned against her desk, steadying the paper to sign. âthere.â you didnât hate her presence openly, but aeri always found ways to annoy youâlike now, sitting herself on your lap the second you put your pen back on your shirt pocket.
âaeri, get off me.â you said, voice low.
âwhat? don't like sharing space with your stepmom? you know your dadâs leaving on a business trip right?â she teased, plucking your pen out of your pocket and slipping it down her cleavage with a smirk.
you tried not to stare.
this wasnât the first time she pulled shit like this. ever since your 19th birthday, her teasing had only gotten worse. it didnât help that you were only seven years apart in age. did she marry your dad for you or what? you wondered oftentimes.
âaeri... give it back...â you divert your gaze somewhere else, her nightgown slightly ajar. but sheâs persistent, putting her thumb on your lips and letting her hand cup your cheek, pulling your face to the front.
âwhatâs wrong, sweetie? canât take it by yourself?â her voice dropped an octave, you got up the courage to look at her. lips crimson, eyelashes curled, cheeks pink. you noticed a bead of sweat on her forehead, under her bangs.
âdonât fucking play with me aeri, i got a class in thirty minutes.â you get up, lifting aeri and putting her down on her desk before getting your head yanked to the back. âwhat the fuck!?â
aeriâs grip on your hair tightens, her hands proceed to roam under your shirt as she pulls you closer. you can feel her hot breath on your nape, teasing you more than ever. she presses her boobs against your back, sending a jolt through your body.
âyouâre so easy to tease, sweetheart.â she let go of her grip on your hair, moving that hand to circle your waist, and holding you still against the desk.
âyou think i donât see how badly you want me? the last time we all had dinner you were basically eye-fucking me, honey.â her hands got braver, playing with your bra strap and taking forever to unclip the hook. fuck, you donât want to admit that you want this but your body reacts to every single of aeriâs touch.
âooh, a sensitive girl i see...â she unhooked your bra (finally), quickly taking it off along with your shirt. her palm hovers just a few milimeters above your hardened nipples, the anticipation made you whimper.
âplea- donât fucking do that aeri.â ânot gonna touch you until you say please.â she retreats her hand from your boobs, taking a step back and slowly made her way to the door, locking it. you stand still, staring with your mouth agapeâyou didnât realizeâas aeri slowly took off her night robe and put it on a coat hanger across the room. and oh my god, itâs as if aeri knew what is about to happen because sheâs wearing a satin, lacy lingerie. you can see her panties as the satin part of the dress parted at the front when aeri walked to the sofa that was just beside the coat hanger, sitting with her legs crossed.
âcome here.â you never let someone command you ever but somehow you obliged, wondering what would she do to you next. your legs faltered towards her, as you stand in front of her awkwardlyâdonât know what to do.
aeriâs smirk grew wider before she grabs your wrist, guiding you to sit on lap. âyou must be cold, look at your nipples...â oh, itâs all hard and sensitive. you bit your lower lip as aeri fixes her glasses, then puts her middle and index finger inside your mouth. you instinctively suck it as aeri plays with your nipples. the tingling sensastion makes you whimper, hips jerking for friction.
âlook at you, all cute and obedient for me.â you want to deny, but aeri's hand that started to creep up your inner thighs leaves you silent. after all, your blushing face was enough for confirmation. aeri chuckled softly, wanting to do a âlittle experiment.â she picks you up and lays you down on the coffee table by the window, you could clearly see the gardener adding some fertilizer to your mother's flower pots. while you were trying to distract yourself, aeri slowly pulled down your shorts and threw them across the room.
ârelax pretty.â your breath hitched as aeri moves closer into your core and begins kissing your inner thighs while playing with your increasingly aroused nipples, slowly, her kisses turn into tiny licks. her mouth begins to tease your leaking cunt, thumbs stroking your sensitive bud gently. your legs tremble, feeling aeriâs finger on your entrance.
âmay i teach you how good this could feel cutie?â she lift her face from between your thighs, lips ghosting over your heated skin as her teeth teasingly tugs at the hem of your panties. your breath hitches, too embarassed to meet her gaze, but you still nodsâheart pounding with anticipation.
âhey, look at me.â aeri crawls up to meet your faceâeyebrows furrowed, eyes watery from the pleasure, lips swollen from how much you bit it to hold in your moans. thatâs when aeri knows, she gazed at you intently, her smile slowly widening as her awareness grew. her hand reached out, touching your face, which burned beneath her fingers.
âoh my gosh, sweetheart. you are a virgin.â you could only let out a soft whimper, her voice dropping an octave, something thrilling in the way she spoke. her thumb brushed against your flushed lips, then trailed down to your chin, holding it in place so youâd keep looking at her. âno oneâs ever touched you here, huh?â she asked, though her tone sounded more like a statement than a question.
you resist answering, but she already knows. the expression on your face, the way your body trembles under her touchâare all enough for an explanation. aeri let out a small sigh, like sheâs holding herself back. her hand goes down further until it touches your chest, she squeezes, fondles, and pinches your tits while still keeping her eyes on you. this time, her gaze is softer, her touch gentler. you're still trying to hold in your moans when aeri finally breaks the gaze and settles her warm mouth on your nipple.
there is no part of your tits that is missed by the sweep of the aeri tongue, the warm sensation of her mouth mixed with saliva makes you tremble violently, as you hold your body to stay lying on the now entirely messy coffee table. âemmh... aeri...â
âyes sweet girl?â her eyes gazing full of control, you can now clearly see aeriâs face-a little sweaty, and a little tense. her makeup becomes a little messy, but her face still unexplainably pretty.
âi-it feels so good...â you manage to let out, holding onto the sides of the table. âi know,â aeri starts tracing your neck and leaves some marks while stroking the mound in the middle of your legs, âand it's about to get better.â
aeri shifts her position, she kneels in front of you and positioning her hands on your legs to keep them apart. she makes the first lick along your slit, long and slow to make sure you feel it. you let out a long whine as your back arches from the sensation, eyes shut, and lower lip bitten. you throws your head head back, and aeri starts to raise her speed.
your arousal drips down into aeriâs mouth and overflows until it drips onto the table, aeri humsâchuckleâthe vibration from the hum makes it feel even better. she decided to stick her tongue inside your cunt when she thinks youâre unable to control your moans anymore. youâre getting more desperate, and aeri struggles to keep your hips stay still because you keep wriggling it for more friction.
âyou like it?â she asks, even though she knows for sure you love it, you let out another lustrous moan as an answer. aeri smirks and gets up, the excess arousal flows down her chin. she gather some on her fingers, âwoah, youâre really... aroused. you know?â she licks it off clean shamelessly and moves closer towards you.
âcome sit back up.â she grabs your jaw gently and crashes your lips together, you voluntarily open your mouth for aeri to slip her tongue inside your mouth and lets you savour your own taste. she hums in satisfaction as she let go of her grip and puts her palm against your nape, pushing you forward to deepen the kiss. the kiss gets more desperate, sloppy, and rough as aeri lets you take control of the kiss. actually, you didn't hate her that much, you were mostly jealous, but it feels like those feelings just dissipate into thin air right now, otherwise why would you let yourself be all submissive under your stepmotherâs touch?
slowly, without letting go of the kiss, aeri starts to lower her hands down, one hand settling on your left breast, the other on the mound between your legs.
âyouâre so wet...â she hissed in between kisses, toying with your bundle of nerves. letting go of the kissâyou unconsciously follows her mouthâshe hugs you. confused and dazzled from the stimulation on your clit, you just follow her lead.
âdo you ever pleasure yourself?â aeri whispers, her breathing heavily against your ear. being the nerdy loser virgin you are, you answer, âof course, i had some experiments, but i never really-â aeri's laughter cut you off mid-sentence.
âlet me rephrase the question. do you ever have sex?â you pushed aeri back and shriek.
âwhat? no! i will never let anyone touch me, ever!â âyet here you are, reacting at every of my touch,â aeri lets out a giggle, âbut seriously? a freshman like you? the senior used to always went out for cute freshmens like you, yâknow?â aeri teasingly asks.
âno, fuck, my class.â suddenly, you were snapped back into reality. what the fuck are you doing right now? shit, your embarassment grew when you realize that aeriâs fully clothed while youâre naked. you were about to get your shirt back, but aeri holds down your waist, pushing it back against the table.
ârelax sweet girl,â aeri cooed, she grips onto your waist tighter, youâre sure that a red mark would be seen, âweâre not done.â
âbut my class-â âoh plese, youâre late anyway. besides, pfft, you really think i would let you go so easily after tasting you?â you nod, â... adorable.â you squeal, feeling more and more aroused as aeri guides you to the brown sofa and push your back so that you can watch her undress. her movements are slow, almost careful, aeriâs hand slowly make its way to the ribbon knot on her shoulder and with a small tug, the fabric that covered her chest drops. aeri bit her lower lip and watches your reaction, clearly amused.
âlike what youâre seeing?â aeri let the clothing fell to the floor and walks up to you then positioning your thighs in between her legs, then sat, you can sense clearly when her arousal are starting to spread all over your thighs.
âfeel it baby? feel my cunt on your thigh? see how much i want you too?â aeri went for your ear, licking and biting while simultaneously grazing her hard nipples on your chest.
âah... hnggh...â you hold both of her shoulders, attempting to push her back, but she only smirks, unfazed by your weak resistance.
âhmm... needy, aren't we?â she teases, sitting back on your thigh and starting to move her hips back and forth. she guides your hand to rest on her hip, placing the other on her chest with a deliberate touch.
âcome on, don't be shy, do whatever you want.â her words ignite something in you, and without hesitation, you start putting into practice the things youâve seen in porn. you start by playing with her nipplesâpinching, caressing, licking, until her pussy is begging for attention too.
âhnggh.. yn... please- here, touch me...â you carefully slide your middle finger inside her, watching her face for any sign of hesitation before adding another one. her hips starts moving again while youâre still trying to find the pace of your fingers. with every touch on her skin, aeri gets more needy and desperate until she decides she couldnât take it anymore. your fingers arenât enough.
she pins you down on the carpet and grabs a fistful of your hair gently while positioning her pretty cunt on your mouth, a few of her arousal drops onto your face before she lowers her body to feel your warm tongue lapping her sweet cunt.
âshit- yn, sorry i- havenât- got fucked- this good....â she immediately moves her hips frantically. you instinctively tease her bud with your left fingers as the right hand massaging her bubble ass, âmmh, am i doinâ this right?â your mumbles sent out a vibration that made aeriâs body tense up, âfuck youâre gonna regret letting me taste this sweet cunt of yours aeri.â you can feel that sheâs close by the way her walls are clenching around your tongue.
âyes youâre doing so great baby,â your hand that were previously on aeriâs butt lowers down, finding your own pussy soaked, aeriâs movements gets more and more desperate when you hear a loud pornographic moan. afraid that anyone hears it, your first instinct were to grab her neck and kisses her roughly as she rides out her high.
âwait-â as aeri try to catch her breath, you quickly take the advantage to crash your cunts together, grinding it harshly as you feel your high is about to come too.
âfuck aeri please let me use you, âm sorry, fuckfuckfuck...â it really didnât take you long to reach your high after tasting aeriâs sweet cunt. you collapse beside her, both of you panting, bodies slick with sweat. aeri's hand finds yours, fingers intertwining as she turns her head to look at you with a lazy, satisfied grin.
ânot too bad for a virgin.â
warnings: slight somnophilia, pet names (kitten)
idk about you guys but to me short hair karina screams sugar mommy who loves to spoil her baby. you live with her in her apartment because youâre lowkey a broke college studentđ she loves to take you in though, easier âcontactâ she says, iykwim. coming home to you snoring on her bed is the best because then she can fuck you right away! quietly unbuttoning your shirt along with your jeans, hands creeping up under your t-shirt... âh-huh? jimin-unnie?â you eventually wake up from how hard sheâs squeezing your boobs are. âhi kitten, had a nice nap?â without pausing, she gently positioned herself in between your thigh, giving your clothed cunt a long, slow lick. âhmmh... uhuh...â shit, you both know you couldnât resist her even though youâre beat up by the assignments your professors had given you today. âgood- because iâm not letting you- sleep tonight- all the meetings- i had today- was awful...â with every pause, she gives your bundle of nerves a kiss, your hand is already nestling on her hair. âyou like my haircut kitten?â you can only nod because rinaâs starting to slip her tongue inside your puffy cunt :((( you try to hold in your moan but of course, rina had to add two fingers making it impossible to keep quiet. âawww, youâre so cute when youâre all whiny and messy like this, kitten~â oh! donât forget the excessive marking and biting on your neck because sheâs obsessed and need everyone to know that youâre most likely not single. yeah, just sayinâ... ahaha first time posting something short like thisđ defo gonna turn this into a full fic tho...
srry i can't produce any fics these days but aeriđ€€
finishing two fic on one night is crazy yâall
oh my god. i need pt. 2 of stepmom aeri
*sigh* i guess we back to grindingđȘ
i did not expect people would love thisđđ
girlfriend!karina x fem!reader
synopsis: yn joins karina and her family on their first vacation together. as they explore osaka and share playful moments, yn finds herself falling for karina. a heated kiss in a hot tub takes their connection to the next level, but their moment is hilariously interrupted, leaving them both embarrassed yet closer than ever.
warnings: they make out and got caught; the tension is craaazyy; intended lowercase; mild choking.
a/n: i'm bored in class so here i am writing a fic about two dorks in loveđ„° (i'm single af)
the airport buzzed with excitement as travelers hurried to their destinations. you stood nervously, scanning the crowd for familiar faces. this trip was a first for youâyour first vacation with karina and her family. your own family was far too busy to join you, making this a chance to step out of your comfort zone.
finally, you spotted karina, her radiant smile lighting up the room. she waved enthusiastically, and your heart skipped a beat. as you approached, you noticed her family was with her, looking just as welcoming.
âhey, yn! iâm so glad you could come!â karina exclaimed, pulling you into a warm embrace. the warmth of her hug made your worries melt away, and you felt your cheeks flush slightly. you returned the embrace, feeling a sense of belonging in this moment.
the journey to osaka was filled with laughter and chatter, with karina sharing stories about her family and her favorite places in the city. as you strolled through the streets, your heart swelled with happiness at simply being with her. you admired the way her eyes sparkled with excitement, each smile making you fall a little harder.
the days in osaka were a whirlwind of adventure. the aquarium was a highlight for you, and you found yourself lost in wonder as you marveled at the vibrant sea life. your eyes lit up every time you spotted a colorful fish or a playful otter. karina noticed, her own face lighting up at your enthusiasm. she leaned in closer, her voice a soft whisper as she pointed out the creatures swimming by.
you exchanged glances, and in those moments, words felt unnecessary. the joy in your hearts filled the silence.
after a few days, you made your way to fujinomiya for a day of fruit picking. the fresh air invigorated you as you approached the apple orchards. the sight of the towering trees filled you with anticipation, and a playful pout formed on your lips.
âi want to pick apples, but that gorilla got to have you on its lap before i did,â you teased, crossing your arms dramatically and pretending to sulk. karina chuckled, her laughter like music to your ears.
âoh, come on baby. itâs just a silly gorilla.â she replied with a playful roll of her eyes. you both continued to joke and laughed as you spent the day picking apples, but you couldnât really focus on the job when karina reached up an apple at a higher place, towering over you. nearly fell, you quickly catches your hat, holding onto karinaâs arm.
âooh, careful baby,â karina replied as she placed your hat back on. after a fun-filled day in the orchard, it was time to enjoy the fruits of your labor. you and karina sat side by side on the edge of the gazebo, while karina's family gathered in the middle.
"first to peel 5 clementines wins!" karina announced without warning. but watching her furrow her brows in concentration made you pause. this girl had so many sides that made you fall in love with her over and over again. karina's mom captured the moment on her phoneâkarina would tease you about it later, but both of you knew she was just as down bad for you.
when you arrived at the cozy accommodationâwhere you and karina shared a roomâyou decided to relax in the hot tub provided. after only 10 minutes of closing your eyes, you feel something heavy on your lap. "see? you got to have me in your lap with this gorgeous swimsuit." after karina said that, you didn't dare to look downâyou can be sure that your cheeks are tinged with red.
"this is nice," karina leaned her head against your shoulder, her lips coming into contact with your neck briefly as she bobbed her head. you nodded in response. with the hot steam evaporating into the air, the desire to kiss karina grew even greater.
you shifted slightly, making karina move her head away from your shoulder to look up at you. "you're so beautiful," tension filled the air between you before you inched closer, capturing her lips in a gentle kiss. it started soft, a brush of warmth, but as you melted into the moment, the kiss deepened. your hands found their way to her waist, pulling her closer. karina responded with equal intensity, her fingers trailing up to your neckâsqueezing it lightly.
the kiss grew more heated, the sensation of her pressed against you sends a jolt of electricity all over your body. you pulled back for a breath, only to have her lips follow yours, hungry and eager. you both laughed softly in the midst of it, caught up in the moment.
just as things were getting even more intense, you heard a throat clear from behind you. your heart nearly stopped as you quickly pulled away from karina, eyes wide with shock. standing at the doorway was karinaâs mother, her arms crossed put a playful smirk tugging at her lips. âwell, well, what do we have here?â she teased, clearly hiding her amusement.
âi was just coming to see if you girls wanted to join us for the movies, but it looks like that youâre... occupied.â
âwe were just... uh, talking.â you stammered, though karinaâs swimsuit, the redness on both of your face, and the way you were still sitting close in the tub told a different story.
karinaâs mother just laughed lightly, shaking her head. ârelax, iâm not mad.â she glanced at karina, still hiding her face in embarrassment. âjust try not to drown while youâre... you know, âtalking.ââ
âmom!â karina groaned again, finally peeking out from behind her hands, looking mortified beyond belief.
âokay, okay, iâm going. just wanted to check in on you two,â her mother added, clearly enjoying the situation far more than karina did. âhave fun, girls. but donât stay out too long.â with that, she gave a knowing smile and walked away, leaving you both in stunned silence.
karina slowly sank down even further into the water, her entire face still flushed. âoh my god. i canât believe that just happened.â
you, still recovering from the shock, let out a nervous laugh. âi guess... at least she wasnât angry?â
karina let out a groan, her head dropping against the edge of the hot tub. âiâll never live this down.â
âwell, it couldâve been worse,â you offered, nudging her lightly. âat least she didnât, like, sit down and start giving us advice.â
karina shot you a horrified look before both of you burst into laughter, the tension dissolving into a shared moment of humor. even though the embarrassment still lingered, you could feel the closeness between you growing, the awkwardness of being caught somehow making the moment even more memorable.
ânext time,â karina mumbled between giggles, âwe need to lock the door.â
itâs giving this (€â€)
aeri uchinaga x fem!doctor!reader
synopsis: It's aeri's birthday, and while her members celebrated with her at midnight, you had something a bit more thrilling in mind. a private escape to your place quickly turns into an unforgettable night as the two of you get lost in each otherâs arms.
warnings: explicit sexual content; smut; roleplaying; oral sex (aeri receiving)
a/n: idk how tf i even come up with this lol, this is the first time i ever write smut so bear with me. itâs pretty short and ACTUALLY rushed because i forgot to check the date... funfact: my momâs birthday is the same is aeri. anyway, ENJOYđ„ł
the clock struck two, and the SM building was finally quiet. after a long day of meetings and photo shoots, aeri was wrapping up her work in the company building, exhausted yet excited for her birthday celebration with you. her members and a few staffs had surprised her as the clock struck midnight earlier, but your surprise is always the one she wait for every year. as soon as aeri reached the dorm and said good night to her members, she reached for her phone, searching your contacts among the numbers in her phonebook.
you quietly slipped into her room as she dial your phone, an anticipating smile on her lips. âhey, birthday girl,â you whispered on your phone, leaning against the doorframe, âiâm sorry for being a little late, the surgery went a little overtime. ready for a real celebration?â
aeri looked up, clearly surprised by your presence but her eyes sparkling with intrigue. âof course, pretty.â
âletâs go to my place.â you replied, extending a hand.
with a mischievous grin, aeri took your hand, excitement bubbling in her chest. you quietly made your way through the empty halls, careful not to alert anyone that probably had already dozed off. the cool night air greeted your faces as you slipped outside, the stars twinkling above.
after a brief drive from aespaâs dorm, you reached your apartment. as soon as the door opened, the space between the two of you vanished as you closed the distance, lips crashing together in a heated kiss. it was electric, full of the longing and love youâve shared over the years, igniting a fire within. the world faded away as aeri melted into you, hands roaming here and there, bodies pressing closer, the soft sounds of the city outside drowning out everything else. time seemed to stop, and in that moment, nothing else mattered but the two of you, lost in their own little world.
after what felt like an eternity, you pulled away, breathless and smiling. aeriâs cheeks flushed, her eyes sparkling with mischief before pulling you into the bedroom.
âdoctor yn, can you please check me up here? it feels hot and burning...â aeri layed her back on the bed, spreading her legs. you took a moment to observe the way the faint moonlight made her skin glows, her oversized top and short wrapping her body perfectly.
âhmm, letâs see. does it feel hot... here?â you pressed her stomach softly, teasing smile tugged your lips. you lowered your right hand as the other make its way inside her bra, fondling her hardened nipple.
âor here?â your right hand pressed her clit delightfuly, causing her body to lift up and leave her cunt crazy for any friction.
âehm... yes, right there. what do you think i should do, doc?â
âstrip.â and in a seductive manner, she undoes each piece of her clothing one by one. aeriâs eyes gleamed as she slippes out of her oversized top, letting it fall to the floor, followed by her shortsâwhich she kicked aside aside with a grin. she pulled you closer by your arm, and her breathing quickened, her gaze never leaving yours.
âsuch an obedient patient,â stepping even closer until thereâs no space left behind aeri, you adjusted your stethoscope, pretending to be fully in character. you leaned in, brushing your lips over her collarbone as your hands traveled up her sides. ânow, let me make a thorough examination.â
her breath hitched as you traced slow, warm kisses along her neck, pausing just below her ear. she shivered under your touch, fingers clenching the bedsheets as you pressed your stethoscope on her chest, playing along with the teasing.
âmm, heart rateâs elevated,â you whispered, âbut i think we know whatâs causing that.â
she giggles, her cheeks flushed, but her voice was a little breathy, âmaybe you should check it again, you know, just to make sure.â
âiâll be as thorough as you need, maâam,â your hand glided down, settling on her waist, fingers pressing gently. slowly, you guide her to climb up your face, settling down onto it. your nose nudges her clit, releasing a pornographic moan from aeri. you place your arms around her figure, wrists dangling from her waist. aeri grinds down onto your face, moans from you vibrating against her warm cunt. you tease her clit gently with your lips, then trail your tongue up her slit. her hips begin to move faster, responding eagerly to your touch. aeri lets out a string of curses, struggling to hold herself back from pressing down on youâshe doesnât want to overwhelm you. a whine escapes her lips when you pull away, leaving her wanting more.
âyn? why did you-â aeriâs words got cut off as you slide in two fingers inside of her, watching her reaction when you start to curl it just right to hit her g-spot. you start a rythm, fingers moving in and out, with aeri starting to grind her pretty cunt on your mouth again. you feel her gummy walls clenching your fingers, leaving a mess on your hand. sensing her release approaching, you pick up the pace and with a gasp, waves of orgasm hit her. her body collapses onto yours, begging for her to kiss you through her orgasm.
as she comes down from her high, aeri leans in, lips meeting yours once again with a tenderness that contrasts the intensity of just moments before. her kiss is soft, almost shy, like sheâs savoring every second. you feel her body relax on top of you, her breathing slow but warm against your cheek as she nuzzles closer.
âyou have no idea how good that felt,â she murmurs, voice laced with lingering satisfaction and a trace of playfulness. you smile, brushing a strand of hair from her face and letting your fingertips trace down her back, relishing the calm that settles between you.
âgood,â you reply, âbecause that was just the start.â a smirk tugs at your lips as you pull her closer, fingers grazing her flushed skin. her cheeks deepen in color as she raises an eyebrow, intrigued.
âjust the start, huh?â she teases, catching her breath. she presses another kiss to your lips, her hand slipping to your waist as she shifts, eyes glinting with anticipation.
girlfriend!minji x fem!reader
synopsis: a cozy christmas eve with cinnamon, cocoa, and peppermint sets the stage as yn spends the evening with minji and her family. amid festive decorations and shared moments, they navigate love, family dynamics, and their evolving relationship. between gingerbread decorating and intimate conversations, yn begins to feel like part of something bigger, but the night ends with a playful reminder that love doesnât always follow the rules.
warnings: implied insecurity and unhappy family?; other than that none i guess it's just fluff :3
a/n: AHAHA back with another masterpiece (i hope) iâm trying a new writing style which are just basically my rawest thoughts so yeah this is very raw :D i hope you enjoy reading though. (early) merry christmas every1âïžđ
a warm blend of cinnamon, hot cocoa, and peppermint fills my cozy apatmentâs air. christmas is coming. the decorations have been set up, the trees have been decorated, and the gingerbreads were about to be frosted. iâm in my kitchen, still waiting for minji to come in through my apartment door with her smiley face, itâs 5PM, she shouldâve done with her work. three minutes into the thought, the girl that had been occupying my mind finally arrives.
âynn!â she excitedly exclaims my name with her hands up in the air. oh, she brought potter. i immediately handed minji her apron after giving her a quick peck on the lips. how was your day? i was meaning to ask before seeing her furrowed eyebrows and pouty lips, i grinned at the sight and get back to decoraring before she sense my gaze and caught me being an absolute loser when it comes to loving her.
fortunately, before i couldnât resist the urge to once again kiss her lips senseless and possibly ruining yet another christmas eve activity. she looked up and with a soothing tone, asked me, âhow was your day?â i was more than pleased when she asked that, she senses my thoughts, i like having my mind read.
ânot much, since final season is over iâve been focused on catching the hours iâve been awake to study, i walked around the block near at three ans got brunch. how about you?â she has all my attention the moment those lips part.
âoh you know, itâs been a whirlwind lately,â she begins, concentrating on piping icing onto a cookie, âthis morning, we had a photoshoot for vogue korea. they wanted to capture both traditional and modern concepts so we got to wear hanboks and some chic contemporary outfits. it was exhausting but so rewarding,â she pauses, selecting a gumdrop for her gingerbread man.
âafter that, we had a meeting about our upcoming independent projects. since leaving ador, weâve been navigating everythung ourselvesâplanning, scheduling, even managing our social media. itâs a lot of responsibility, but itâs empowering to have creative control.â her eyes met mine, a mix of excitement and fatigue, âhonestly, itâs been nonstop, but at least i got to soend more time with you which is the best part of my day.â there it is again, the glimmer of her eyes washing over me. i donât think i can continue this conversationâlooking in her eyes tooâany longer without a kiss or two so i went back to my gingerbread house and didnât ask anymore questions furthermore.
âmy parents invited you to dinner tonight. are you willing to come this year?â she used a softer, more tender vocabulary than last year. somehow, even after spending more time (with the girls) than ever to get used to the feeling of togetherness, i still feel a tinge of anxiety and annoyance when i picture a family dinner. a real family dinner. where everyone is included. she had tell me how her family is like at times. i thought for a second and replied, âdo they know about us?â to my relief, minji smiled and nod, âtheyâre a lot more familiar with your name rather than the girls.â with a few words of reassurance we drove to her house after covering the gingerbread cookies with a nearby cloth.
i drove, she hasnât got her driverâs license yet. ârelax bro, theyâre gonna like you. youâre a great person.â i muttered thank you though i wasnât sure if i were even a good person to begin with.
âthere! thatâs my house.â i was mesmerized when i took my glance of the house. it wasnât the traditional korean house like i imagined, rather, it was a modern, fully decorated house. i laughed realizing that her house has the most, what was the word again? crowded. yeah, her house is very crowded with all the christmas lights and decorations.
the first meeting with her family was surprisingly comforting to me. her mother shared the same gaze and speaking tone with her, offering me some pear juiceâi politely accepted it and chug it down in one breath, i was nervous. we sat on the dinner table, everything is ready.
âyou want galbijjim or roasted chicken?â minji whispered softly as she took my plate, her voice barely audible over the quiet hum of conversation. everyone else had already started eating, but she, as always, made sure i was served first. it was a simple gesture, yet one that spoke volumesâa habit sheâd carried since the day we met, placing my needs before her own with an ease that felt like second nature.
âboth.â i smiled for the first time after arriving at the house, my nerves has started to relax. the dinner table feels warmer than i expected, with the soft hum of conversations swirling around me. the glow from the christmas lights, which feel like theyâre everywhere, dances across the room in little flickers, adding to the festive atmosphere. minjiâs parents are seated at the head of the table, her mom, just as graceful as minji, making sure everyoneâs glass is full and everyoneâs plate is filled.
âso, yn,â minjiâs dad says, breaking through the noise with his deep voice, âhowâs life been treating you? what have you been up to lately?â his tone is casual, invitingâlike heâs genuinely curious, not probing.
i clear my throat, suddenly aware of the quiet that surrounds me. âoh, uh, not much. just finished finals, so iâve been... trying to breathe again,â i laugh softly, the nervous tension in my chest easing a little. âand spending time with minji, obviously.â
minji looks at me with a small smile, her hand subtly brushing mine under the table. itâs comforting, knowing that in a room full of unfamiliar faces, thereâs this unspoken connection between us.
her mom laughs, a light, melodic sound that makes the whole room feel a little less stiff. âyou two always seem so happy together,â she says, her eyes warm. âiâm glad to see minji with someone who makes her smile so much. itâs rare, you know.â
i glance at minji, a soft flush creeping onto her cheeks, but she doesnât look embarrassedâjust content. she catches my gaze, and for a moment, the world outside the dinner table fades.
âyou guys have been such a great couple,â her dad adds, and i can feel the weight of the words settling in, almost like a compliment wrapped in a quiet approval.
i smile at minjiâs parents, grateful for the warmth theyâre offering, and without thinking, i reach for the galbijjim, placing a piece on minjiâs plate before mine. itâs a small thing, but in this moment, it feels like the right thing to doâfollowing the same simple gesture sheâs done for me so many times before.
"thanks for having me," i say softly, almost shy.
her dad gives me a knowing smile, and i see minjiâs mom glance between us before she turns back to the table, her face lighting up with the joy of the moment. thereâs something peaceful about thisâbeing here, in this space where iâm allowed to be myself without any pretenses.
the meal goes on, each dish more delicious than the last, and slowly, i begin to feel like part of the family. itâs the little thingsâthe way minjiâs mom keeps her eye on me, making sure iâm comfortable, or how minji subtly moves closer to me every time i glance her way.
when dessert comes, a sweet red bean cake topped with powdered sugar, the conversation shifts to quieter topics. minjiâs mom shares stories from minjiâs childhood, laughing about the times she was a little troublemaker, always getting into things she shouldnât have. i find myself laughing along, feeling like iâm part of this intimate, warm circle, and when minji rests her head on my shoulder as we sit together, i think to myself that this is what christmas is all about.
thereâs no pressure, no need for perfect moments. just us, together.
the night grew as the conversation grows, her parent had asked me about my future plans and intentions with their daughter out of nowhere. in the midst of that conversation, her brother came home with a couple of his friends. woah, they really all look alike. they sat on the floor, not long from where we sat but the milisecond frown that i made is enough to make minji aware of my uncomfyness.
âwanna go home? finish our gingerbreads?â she whispered once again. i also like when minji refers to my apartment as home, it makes me feel like i have succeeded in building a home i once never have. i nodded, âcan i... can minji stay over at my place tonight mr. kim?â with a rush of courage i asked her father before stepping outside, âi promise iâll be good, eh-â realizing how childish i mustâve looked i retreat to the carâafter minjiâs dad patted my back several times, approving.
as we drive back, minji is quiet, her hand brushing against mine as she hums softly to the music. itâs comforting, the way we donât need to say much. just the presence of each other is enough to make everything else fade. i canât help but smile to myself. i know thereâs still a lot of questions aheadâabout us, about where weâre goingâbut right now, all that matters is that weâre here.
as soon as we step into my apartmentâhomeâminji pushes me up against the wall and started to kiss me all over the place. i pull away, chuckling nervously. âwait, wait. i promised your father iâd be good.â
minji grins, that mischievous glint in her eyes. âyeah, but i donât,â she teases, her hands sliding up my shirt, her fingers just grazing my skin. âkeep resisting me, and iâll keep doing things to you.â
and just like that, all the uncertainty from earlier vanishes. i canât help but laugh, my heart pounding in my chest. she knows exactly what sheâs doing to me. but for now, as we stand there in our homeâtogetherâitâs perfect. i donât need any more words.