Finally Gave In And Drew Ender

“So Rin kept a candle by her books, dripping hot wax on her arm if she nodded off. Her eyes would water in pain, she would wipe her tears away, and she would resume her studies. The day she took the exam, her arms were covered with burn scars.”

p.22 The Poppy War, R. F. Kuang

she managed to get both of the most popular kids and doesn’t know how

enders regret

the yins being such a happy family

bonus saikharas cause i missed ms paint

billie wrote this song thinking about him i fear

alt rinvenka inspired by @sweeetsh ‘s amazing emo rin

they came to poland for a sedes koncert frfr

“When Mingzha died, she did not so much as look in his direction for up to a year. Nezha’s mother loves him, but it’s a strained, wretched love, one stained by the ever-lingering suspicion that the person who came back from the grotto was not really her son.”

close up of the eyes:

i, for one, will never forget you, benerino

ilyttt <33

very real, literally what happened!!

alt rinvenka inspired by @sweeetsh ‘s amazing emo rin

they came to poland for a sedes koncert frfr

to me wiat it means is simply that when the aiua is brought from the outside (i don’t remember if that’s what it’s called) it is created for it’s purpose, and will do everything to conform to that. Like when Miro switched his bodies the “new” one had to have a full range of motion like miro wanted it to. when it comes to peter no.2 the situation is a little harder, Ender saw him as a monster in his memories so even though they were reintroduced when peter became kinder that’s the image of him that stuck. But enders soul is in peter and he was not created with the same “vision” and while for a majority of his life he saw himself as a monster he always fought against that part of his nature.

in all of this the aiuas’ different raison d’etres start an internal struggle. the body is created of one purpose but the mind of another. so in all wang mu is trying to make sense of all lf this

I dont know what the book is going for exactly but my brain understands and it isn't telling me so what are yalls thoughts