Sh + Sch1zophrenia Culture Is Cvtting To Let The Bugs Out, Bvrning To Keep Them Away And Pvnching To

what I think will happen if I message my mutuals

they hate me for my slut waist and recurring self harming behavior

so glad im a tumblr girly, i was on edtwt the other day and when i tell you its the most disgustingly fatphobic community like. OMG theres threads of hindreds of pictures of just ppl existing holy shit😭

bitches want a loser bf until he can’t live without you

getting sick is my body's way of telling me to slow down and take a deep breath. as much as i appreciate the reminder and accept its what my body needs, i really don't want to be sick now of all the times to be sick:/

tw mentions of gore/sh

i used to have a really bad problem with watching gore as a form of self sabotage.. does watching horror movies count? i havent watched one in a while and im scared itll trigger me

Anxiety/mindfulness tip!

cold showers are so helpful, they force deep breaths and help balance the adrenaline system. most importantly, you can make everyone think youre a badass whos not afraid of anything (cold showers are a scary bikers biggest fear(i would know i, too, own a motorcycle(no i dont)))

have you been kind to trans women? what about trans women who don't pass? trans women who are bald? trans women who are fat?

how about fat trans women who don't carry their weight in a way you consider feminine? or people who are transfeminine but whose gender identity doesn't involve the word "woman"? transfems who can't or don't take feminizing hormones? transfems whose gender is fluid and not always feminine?

and if you are somebody like this: have you been kind to yourself?

i think i believe in some kind if higher power, its not like, god, or anything like that. recently ive just been noticing that things are happening that align perfectly with my goals and my needs. like, at work, i had to do a job and i needed a certain number of things to do it and i grabbed the perfect amount first try?!?

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or, like today, i was going to skip lunch but as i was leaving the house my friend asked me if i wanted some of the curry her mum made and its like. okay, maybe the universe wants me to eat today?!?