I Am So S H O O K

I am so S H O O K

I’ve seen this theory before but never actually read the full thing and- I didn’t believe it before buT!!! i AM SO SHOOK i AM LEGIT CRYING. I have serious love for this man and it pains me to believe this but,,,,,,, we’ll just have to find out won’t we?

God I love him I hope this isn’t true

How Kirishima May Be the Traitor (Traitor Theory)

I wrote a post a while back speculating Kirishima’s past. While doing so, I noticed that it’s possible for Kirishima to be the traitor. Some of this is rehashing what I said when I speculated Kirishima’s past. Although, everything I’ll talk about are reasons or support for why or how Kirishima may be the traitor.

I know this opinion is not going to be a popular one. Some people have dismissed the idea of Kirishima being the traitor, especially after Kirishima’s character development during the Internship Arc. However, after skimming through the manga and after reading the most recent chapters, I actually think Kirishima is the one who’s most likely to be the traitor. I’m not saying he is the traitor, but there are signs pointing to Kirishima possibly being the traitor.

Even if Kirishima is the traitor, he is still probably a good guy, and if he worked for the villains, he meant well. He has always had good values. The series has made that clear. Unfortunately, someone may have convinced him back when he was around middle school-aged that the villains are on the side of good and the heroes are harming society. I’ll explain more about it later as I show some evidence.

As I mentioned in a previous post, Kirishima really empathizes with a villain.

Kirishima feels like he understands what the villain is going through and is even willing to tell the villain his backstory AFTER that same villain shot his senpai and put Kirishima and other civilians in danger. A part of that has to do with Kirishima being a really nice guy and another part has to do with Kirishima understanding the need to become stronger. However, Kirishima’s empathy feels too strong for just that. I think he understands the villain because Kirishima was once part of the villains too.

First of all, Kirishima was different before entering U.A.

He makes an appearance in the chapter three according to Horikoshi.

Even though Kirishima is supposed to be in chapter three, if you go through chapter three, you won’t find anyone with Kirishima’s familiar spiky hair. Instead, you find a black-haired individual who has hair that looks like Kirishima’s hair when it’s down and a Quirk that’s very similar to Kirishima’s.

For some odd reason, it looks like Kirishima suddenly changes his appearance before entering U.A. This isn’t the only evidence of Kirishima being a different person from when he was in middle school. In middle school, he also bought the same keyholder as Tokoyami, hinting that in middle school, he had similar, darker interests to Tokoyami.

Kirishima may have changed from a darker appearance to the heroic persona we know now. It’s possible that if he was part of the villains before entering U.A., he had this dark appearance back in middle school and then changes himself to blend in with the U.A. hero students. He’d be less suspicious if he looks and acts more like a hero. It’d make being a spy for the villains easier. He may have based his appearance on Crimson Riot.

Kirishima also really makes strong attempts to befriend Bakugou even though Bakugou doesn’t have a heroic personality.

Kirishima wants to befriend Bakugou despite his more villainous personality, even back when other classmates don’t like Bakugou because of his mean personality. Kirishima is a friendly guy and likes Bakugou’s “manly” behavior, but Kirishima may also understand and relate to Bakugou’s personality. Kirishima may have been around villains and understands their personalities, so Kirishima understands Bakugou pretty well and even relates to him since he was a villain himself. Bakugou’s personality also may have made Bakugou a candidate to becoming a villain himself. Kirishima may have gotten close to Bakugou so that he can recruit Bakugou into the League of Villains. Kirishima may have recommended Bakugou to the villains, and this may be one of the reasons the villains captured Bakugou at training camp.

During the months Kirishima spends at U.A., he may start to realize heroes aren’t the bad guys and that he wants to be a hero himself. He even grows to care for his classmates. Even so, Kirishima would still be on the villains’ side until Bakugou gets captured.

When he hears the villains are after Bakugou, he’s devastated. His reaction to Bakugou’s capture is really important. Even though he may have wanted Bakugou to be part of the League of Villains, he may not have thought the villains would capture Bakugou by force. This would cause Kirishima to finally acknowledge the villains are not the good guys, and he feels immense guilt about Bakugou’s capture.

Kirishima feels so much guilt, that he wants to rescue Bakugou.

It’s kind of odd how Kirishima really blames himself for Bakugou getting capture even though he’s supposedly the least involved with the actual capture. He isn’t with Midoriya and Todoroki when Bakugou gets captured. This whole thing isn’t his responsibility, yet Kirishima feels REALLY guilty about Bakugou getting captured.

Kirishima may have told the villains the location of the training camp by using his cellphone as a tracking device.

He brings his cellphone to training camp. Once at camp, during the night time, he may have helped the villains raid the camp.

On the night the villains attack, he’s one of the few students not shown sleeping.

One of the boys’ beds is empty, hinting that a boy is out and possibly helping the villains.

Later, Kirishima is notably more tired than almost everyone if not more tired than everyone. (That may be because of the remedial lessons though.)

Keep in mind, Kirishima is one of the few students not shown to fighting villains during the training camp raid or getting hurt by them. He was trapped in the main lodge with the rest of the remedials.

It would have been difficult for him to help the villains because he can’t leave the lodge. In the panels above, he wants to leave to stop the villains from capturing Bakugou.

If Kirishima helps the villains invade the training camp, then it would probably be the last time Kirishima helps the villains. He may have officially turned on them when he decides to rescue Bakugou. He possibly even stole night vision goggles from the villains in order to do so.

Kirishima is evasive when it comes to the origin of those night vision goggles. They probably came from somewhere Kirishima isn’t proud of. He won’t even quickly tell Midoriya about where he got the night vision goggles from and seems pretty guilty after Bakugou gives him back money for it. Kirishima overall looks suspicious when it comes to the night vision goggles.

Now, who would have convinced a good guy like Kirishima to be part of the villains? It would be someone close to Kirishima. My guess is it’s a relative. It may possibly be the rock villain from the League of Villains.

And that villain looks similar to Kirishima during Red Riot Unbreakable.

Mangacap by @hizashi

Who is this villain who Kirishima may be close to? My guess is it’s someone who’s two years older than Kirishima, an older brother possibly.

mangacap by @hizashi

Neijire says Togata got rough with someone and caused that person to quit being a hero. That person caused a lot of problems later. When Neijire says this, the manga shows Kirishima up close twice, hinting that the person who Togata got too rough with may be someone Kirishima knows. I’m guessing the kid who quit is a classmate or someone who’s around Togata’s age. That person may be the rock villain mentioned before. If that person became a villain because of Togata, then he possibly has a huge grudge against heroes and thinks they are harmful to society. If he’s close to Kirishima, he possibly helped turn Kirishima into a villain and encourage Kirishima to work with villains like him. If someone close to Kirishima was hurt by the heroes and tried convincing Kirishima to join the villains, Kirishima would be likely to join the villains to fight against the heroes who he thinks is harming society, especially if the person who was hurt by the heroes is his brother or some other close relative. Kirishima would have been in middle school if he joined the villains. That is such a young and impressionable age. He could have meant well and was trying to help make society a better place by joining the villains because those around him told him so. The villains possibly convinced him that the heroes were pushing the poor criminals down and holding society back. Kirishima, unlike Bakugou, is easy to inspire and vulnerable to misdirection. It would be easy for villains to convince him he’s doing the right thing.

It’s actually sad to think about. I can imagine a sweet and innocent middle school-aged Kirishima working for the villains because he thinks the villains are helping people and the heroes are the bad guys. Later, after being at U.A. for while, he discovers the heroes are actually the good guys and he wants to be a hero. He would have then realized, as the traitor, he put his classmates in danger multiple times and caused Bakugou to get captured. The guilt he would feel from that would be soul crushing. Bakugou feels guilty about All Might losing his powers. Think about Kirishima would feel after all that.

This is my best attempt at making a traitor theory. It’s definitely possible that Kirishima isn’t the traitor. I don’t want him to be the traitor, but I don’t think it’s impossible like some people are making it seem.

Still Remember

Pairing: Tenya Iida x Reader, Hinted Katsuki Bakugou x Reader

Genre: Angst, Angst to Fluff?, Healing

Summary: You still remember how it all happened.

A/N: Hey guys! This is for my MHA & Readers discord server collab! Hope you enjoy, the prompt was rejection;-;

Masterlist for the works coming out tomorrow!

You still remember how cold it was that evening.

The way your breath made visible as little white puffs, or how the frost clung to the sides of the dorm building. You weren’t wearing the proper jacket to be out in this kind of cold, yet here you were, facing harsh winds instead of being snuggled into your cotton sheets.

You still remember the scolding he gave you.

The way he pursed his lips at the poor excuses that flew from your mouth, how he scolded you for not taking better care of yourself. He brought his hand up, palm open as he lightly tapped your head, faking a chop with a chuckle leaving his lips at your embarrassed expression. He shrugged his sweater off, and you did all you could to fight him on it, but the words failed you as soon as you saw his smile.

You still remember how the polyester felt upon your skin.

The way it engulfed your frame was comforting, the warmth instantly thawing your frozen features. His smell lingered on the fabric, filling your senses, and instantly soothing all of your worries. Iida had grabbed your wrist gently, rolling up the pooling sleeves so they rested above your hands. You blamed the cold for the roses that bloomed along your face.

You still remember how that was the past and how the past meant nothing.

That one moment had taken over your mind, thoughts on a constant loop as you laid awake. Even when asleep, your dreams were taken over by soft smiles and warm zip-up sweaters. However, no matter how much it had meant to you, you were sure it was nothing more than a kind gesture to him.

You still remember every day after.

Iida wasn’t a touchy person, so the little things he did made an impact on you. The way opened your doors, the way he spoke to you with a smile, the way he took it upon himself to make sure you were taken care of, the lingering touches and caring stares had to have meant something to him. It couldn’t have just been a kind gesture, there had to have more meaning behind it. Right?

You still remember the day you confided to someone about your feelings.

Bringing your crush up to Mina was probably not the best idea, not with the way she schemed. Yet you had to get it off your chest, the dam was threatening to burst at any moment you feared, and you’d rather spill the news on your terms rather than through word vomit. She helped you through it all, pushing you in the right direction to get it off your chest and out into the open. Which was what planned to do, the longing glances and minimal conversations weren’t cutting it anymore. You wanted the late-night talks about everything and anything, the company you could provide each other, the warmth of his sweater again.

You still remember the day you decided to risk it all.

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4 years ago

He’s already human tho tf yall talking abt

My take on human Gang Orca

This man has been living in my head rent free for a week now

Xksmxoan as always click for better quality bc Tumblr hates me

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4 years ago

Smh I'm just gonna find every picture of hyunjin in my gallery as revenge >:( for biaswrecking™ me

What in earth are you doing? Omg wait.. what? Wait that last middle gif. Wait, Alice this isn’t fair. Jesus Christ and you sent more of these.

FUCK!

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4 years ago

les matins (the mornings)

Although you and Monoma clashed at night, you found solace through each other’s arms in the mornings.

pairing ⟶ monoma neito/ gn! reader

word count ⟶ 6.2k+ words

warnings ⟶ pro heroes, talks about suggestive stuff, domestic fluff, angst, monoma being an asshole for a min, oh my god they were quarantined

a/n ⟶ this is a collab for sof’s discord server crackhead sanctuary!! yes that is the real name!! it was supposed to be just fluffy quarantine shenanigans but i said fuck it let’s make this super long and add sad vibes. also s/o to the very, very few people who write monoma crumbs i see u

⟶ playlist; les matins by angèle, sunshine by kyle, 12:34 by billy lemos, cariños by the marías, yours by alina baraz

You’re in the middle of packing when you hear it.

“This means no traveling, no gatherings of more than six, and by any means, no leaving the house unless absolutely essential,” the newscaster reported on the television screen, a newscaster who interviewed you plenty of times.

Pausing, you take a look at the space around you. A modernist styled apartment in the middle of the city, certainly not your city and most definitely not your apartment. “I’m stuck here?”

Now, you wouldn’t be opposed to staying in such a lovely apartment for a few weeks, but the problem was that this wasn’t just anyone’s condo.

It was Monoma’s.

Truthfully, you and Monoma hated each other since the moment you met in high school. You’re hardly one for confrontation, opting to get through your time at U.A. as efficiently and simply as you possibly could for a hero student, but there was something about the pretentious way he spoke that burned bitter inside you. Apparently he felt the same way, because when he went on his rants targeting the class of 1-A, you always seemed to be the main character.

But something changed.

Something changed, and you can’t quite place your finger on it, but it did. Maybe it was all the times you got drunk together by your third-year and he was surprisingly pleasant to talk to. Maybe it was the way he gushed about his own classmates, because his hate of 1-A stems from his love for 1-B. Maybe it was the many, many instances he risked his own life to save yours, rendering you speechless at times.

Graduating, getting jobs, moving from Musutafu, you found that you didn’t hate each other completely. You worked together sometimes, made small talk at charities, and even had each other’s numbers. He even offered to let you stay at his apartment when you took up a mission in the city he lived in.

It by no means meant that you were particularly close. Years of resentment couldn’t be mended by happy birthday texts.

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4 years ago

Kinktober 2020 ~ BNHA & Haikyuu!!

Hello, my first Kinktober is here! I’m going to do BNHA and Hq alternate between days like an author I follow but I’ll tag later

Sorry for the inactivity my body is shutting down and I can’t get anything done but I will post this cuz everyone else is. Maybe change some of these but I hope not.

Edit: I made small edits here and there but I switched the original day 8 and 10

EDIT : School’s a bitch and I will finish this when it calms down, for now I’ll unpin it and maybe post random drafts or reblog here and there

Day 1: Kaminari Denki; Sleepy sex Also includes: Quirk play, dry humping, wet dreams, intercrural sex

Day 2: Sawamura Daichi; Exhibitionism Also includes: Dirty talk, Captain Kink,Karasuno Gangbang pt.1

Day 3: Bakugou Katsuki + Kirishima Eijirou; Rape play Also includes: Excessive amounts of cum, Breeding kink, roleplay TW: Rape, noncon

Day 4: Sugawara Koushi; Creampie Also includes: Praise, Karasuno Gangbang pt.2

Day 5: Midoriya Izuku; Overstimulation Also includes: Quirk play, multiple orgasms

Day 6: Hinata Shoyo + Kageyama Tobio; First times Also includes: Spitroasting, blowjob, doggystyle, Karasuno Gangbang pt.3

Day 7: Todoroki Shoto; Temperature play Also includes: Light bondage, blindfolding

Day 8: Tsukishima Kei; Dumbification Also includes: Begging, Karasuno Gangbang pt.4

Day 9: Shindo Yo; Public sex Also includes: Quirk play, forced orgasm

Day 10: Yamaguchi Tadashi; Breastfeeding kink Also includes: Handjob, Karasuno Gangbang pt. 5

Day 11: Iida Tenya; Spanking Also includes: Sir kink

Day 12: Azumane Asahi; Hair pulling Also includes: Riding, Karasuno Gangbang pt.6

Day 13: Sero Hanta; Suspension Also includes: Corruption

Day 14: Tanaka Ryunnosuke; Biting/marking Also includes: Riding, Karasuno Gangbang pt.7

Day 15: Monoma Neito; Sex pollen Also includes: Slight!Degredation

Day 16: NIshinoya Yuu + Slight!Ennoshita Chikara; Fingering Also includes: Cum eating, Karasuno Gangbang pt.8 (final)

Day 17: Aizawa Shota; Pet play Also includes: Quirk play

Day 18: Miya Atsumu; Drunk Sex Also includes: Slight!Yan themes

Day 19: Kan Sekijiro; Stuck in a wall Also includes: Teasing, Slight!Humiliation

Day 20: Tendo Satori; Panty thievery Also includes: Dirty talk

Day 21: Amajiki Tamaki: Size kink Also includes: Praise

Day 22: Kozume Kenma; Toys Also includes: Mutual Masturbations

Day 23: Togata Mirio; Vouyerism Also includes: Quirk play

Day 24: Haiba Lev; Glasses kink Also includes: Semi public sex

Day 25: Takami Keigo; Costumes Also includes: Slapping (face)

Day 26: Bokuto Kotaro; 69 Also includes: Face sitting

Day 27: Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu; Squirting Also includes: Dirty talk, Slight!Overstim

Day 28: Kyotani Kentarou; Edging Also includes: Daddy Kink

Day 29: Shigaraki Tomura; Choking Also includes: Fear play

Day 30: Miya Osamu; Anal Also includes: Almost getting caught

Day 31: Shinsou Hitoshi; Hate sex Also includes: Fuck or die

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Unrequited | Awase Yosetsu x Reader

This is my part for the bnharem collab, please check out all the other amazing authors here. The theme this month was flowers!

Warnings: Angst.

Word Count: 4101.

You’d never been much of a flower person before. You could appreciate their beauty, but you’d never really understood their meanings. The reasons why each flower had its own unique message behind it. More interested in aesthetics than any cryptic messages. That’s why when you received the first bunch, you were perplexed.

“Oi, shitty woman. Why the fuck were these at the front door this morning?” Bakugou flung a bouquet of flowers across the room to you, the ashen smell of his explosive quirk filling the air as you took in the sight of the dishevelled paper, the flowers in a disarray as you looked down at them in confusion.

“Isn’t it obvious, Bakugou?” Ashido was already leaning over the couch to look at the paper, trying to find a note with them. Seeing the small pink rectangle and grabbing it off the sugar paper before you had a chance to stop her, your hand trying to grab it from her fingers as she held it away from you, “She’s got a secret admirer!”

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Overhaul/ Chisaki Kai x reader

"Love is cruel..."

He felt numb, it was so long that he felt this way but he surely didn't miss it one bit...

He entered the... once shared room of him and you...

God, or whoever was above him listening his own miserable thoughts... why don't you just end everthing right here and now? Why don't curse him with all the plagues on the universe for all he had done and said...

He never mean it to discount all of his anger and frustrations on you, he wanted to get back at time so desperately...

"I swear if you dare to put your filth hands on me you're going to regret for ever being borned in this god for saken planet!" He yelled while hitting your hand away from his shoulder. He was instable and already exploding all of his wrath on the closest person near his presence, sadly you.

"Kai I'm sorry, I was only trying to-"

"Trying to help?" He asked sarcastically while changing his once loud voice to a much quieter and even threating tone "This was supposed to make me laugh? Please don't just humiliate yourself like that... You never helped in any meand this organization, your presence is equivalent to a bug, absolutely nothing."

"What makes you think that I ever needed your help (Y/N)?"

He spilled these words before he could hold them back, he immediately realized his mistake when your usual soft and caring eyes turned to wide, feared and teary ones...

Then you surprise him with a laugh, by no means a gentle or even one of his favorite cute little giggles of yours...

No, it was cold. A very glacial and unhappy quiet laugh.

"Seriously?" You asked while rubbing the heel of your hand in your eyes while containing a sob "Absolutely nothing?" The cold smile you tried to mantain fell from your face as you repeated his sharp words.

He so desperately wanted to take back what he said but before he even made a single move you started to tear up and sobbing quietly.

What did he do...?

"Y-you never once made it clear that I was such a pest... How was I supposed to know when you were so different with me... called me countless times angel, saying that I'm pure... was this all a plaything to you Overhaul? Were you just hiding how you really felt?" You asked looking at him, even if it was slightly blurry your vision from all the tears forming in your (E/C) eyes and falling to the cold ground.

No no no... he never faked his feeling towards you! Don't cry... please...

He never once felt so hurt when someone called him Overhaul until now, guess he was so used to you calling him by his once given name that this hurted more than expected.

You sobbed wiping your tears away with your sleeve while turning your back to him and leaving his office stopping by the entrance only to mutter something that he felt like he was shooted straight on the chest.

"Even after all you've done, I still somehow love you deeply... that was your plan? Making me fall in love just to feel this imense pain for your owm liking?" You took a last glance at the man before closing the door "...cruel and cold, Overhaul... you did a good job."

"Wait! (Y/N)-!" you closed the door and soon your footsteps turned into running.

"Dammit!" He punched the wall as an effort to discount his hatred.

In your huried pace you accidentally bumped into Chrono, who suddenly became allarmed from your red puffy eyes and sobbing figure.

"(Y/N) what happened? Was it one of the new recruits? I'll call Overhaul righ-"

"No Kurono, he did this..." you interrupted trying to contain your cries and just breaking down at the front of your lover's childhood friend.

"Pardon?" Even with his mask you could feel the way his eyes widened. Sure you and Chisaki had a few of misunderstandings but at the point of you crying? That was new...

"Please Kurono just leave me alone." You finally got away from him and started to run in the direction of the exit of the base.

He couldn't look properly at his own room... everthing just hurted, everthing just remind him of you...

"Boss I already told the guard to close the gate but he missed the opportunity and she got out anyway..." spoke his friend in a neutral tone standing besides a fuming Overhaul.

"Where is he?" He asked in a threatening voice and his jaw hurted from how much he was forcing his teeth together. His gloves already not there.

He grazed his fingers on a nightstand before sitting himself down on one side of the bed... your side of the bed...

"W-we looked everywhere boss but she just disappeared! No one has seen her on the whole city!" Exclaimed in fear one of the precepts.

He lift himself from the chair and in a quick move he overhauled the guy on the spot.

"Chrono; you, Mimic and Rappa go after her... Now." He demanded as the arrow haired man nooded in understatement excusing himself from the room.

He had to find you.

Cruel and cold... these were last things you reffered to him, not that it was any chances a lie. But he swears he didn't meant it, any of it... God he wanted to take that back so badly.

They have been out for hours now and you still haven't appeared or even gave any signs of existence... His heart clenched, his breath was quick and heavy as he walked around the small room waiting for news.

Maybe he should have got out to look for you, no... Maybe he shouldn't had yelled at you on the first place! He closed his eyes tightly as he rubbed the back of his head anxiously...

The memory of your face was something that it was eating him alive with guilt...

His phone started to ring and he quickly answered.

"Have you found her yet?" He asked not even bothering to hide his desperation or a slight but of hope in his voice.

"Chisaki... maybe you should check the news..." spoke Chrono seriously and Kai didn't fail to miss it the tiny hint of sadness on his friends voice.

"Kurono. What. Happened?" He demanded while gripping his phone tightly over his ear.

"Just look at the news... I can't say this..." he listened an ambulance on the call and immediately his heart dropped.

It was his fault. His fault, his fault! All of this is his fucking damn fault!

"A fight between a small gang and (hero name) were happening just seconds ago by the deepest parts of the city of Tokyo. The hero could stop the attack's from the small gang and prevent any more damages, but sadly some civilians were caught in the act and the minority of them got their lifes taken away..."

Chisaki almost dropped his phone on the ground as he watched the reporter speak blantly all of the incident. He could catch the hidden presence of his comrades on the scene.

No... No, no! This was not happening-! You were ok! You had to be!

"We checked the victims... I'm sorry Kai..." spoke Chrono not bothering to express his sadness for his friend any longer.

Kai stayed there, not even moving and close to not breathing as well... after some time he slowy lift his hand to finish the call. He was so close to vomiting now, his head was spinning; or was it the room? He didn't know anymore.

Please someone tells him this is a sick joke... you couldn't been gone, not after what he did...

The hero presence was shown in the television shortly after.

"I did my best to contain all the civilians safe from the attack but to my sadness I couldn't... I apologize right here in front of the cameras for their families" he bowed politely...

"If you did your damn best WHY COULDN'T YOU SAVE HER IN THE FIRST PLACE?!" Chisaki yelled as he punched the Tv making it go straight to the floor and crashed in millions pieces...

He wasn't wearing his gloves so he could feel the sharpness of the glasses on his hand as some blood dripped... but he couldn't care less... that didn't hurt as much as his soul did right now...

That's why he was here now, searching for some bandages for his injured hand and to wash it to prevent any infections... but the moment he steeped on the room he felt sick to the stomach...

He hasn't moved from your spot on the bed... still glaring numbingly at the ground.

"Cruel and cold Overhaul... you did a good job..."

Such harmful yet rightful last words...

"(Y/N)..." he called quietly starting to feel his golden eyes burning.

Nothing.

"(Y/N)." He called once again starting to tremble.

Silent.

He didn't know which one he hated more... the hero for not saving your life or himself for being the cause of all of this...

"(Y/N)" he contained his urge to yell, as he approached his injured hand to his chest and gripping tightly at his shirt.

The tears started to fall as he tried to gain control over himself... A mental break down? You were always there to console him with your warm touch and sweet as honey words.

But now? All he felt was cold and darkness...

"Angel." He sobbed, finally cracking. "My sweet angel... I'm so sorry!" He cried out loud laying on your side of the bed and crying his eyes out as he screamed in agony on your pillow.

"I'm so sorry angel! I never meant it any of the atrocities I said to you..." He sobbed not even caring about the growing pain on his hand.

"Please..." he pleaded quietly still sobbing "Come back love... I need you more than air itself, please come back (Y/N)..."

Just when he would let out a yell he abruptly awakes sweating cold as his breath hitched on his throat. He rubbed his hair from his forehead as he tried to control his breath.

He was in his office, layed; apparently asleep; on his desk.

A knocked on the door made the man jump lightly.

"Overhaul there's someone on the line wanting to-"

"Where's (Y/N)?" He asked desperately at Mimic who was catched in surprise at seing his boss look so... terrified.

"She just came back from the bookstore Overhaul, with Kurono remember? Maybe is already on the bedro-" poor man couldn't finish his comment when Chisaki almost tripped on his tracks as he quickly made his way out of the office.

"What the hell?" Mumbled Mimic in shock.

You were there? You were ok?! You were alive?

Please god say so...

He stopped on his tracks when he saw your figure talking with Chronostasis not much away from him.

"Thanks for the company Kurono-kun! I apologize if it was such a bother." You smiled holding close your newest book.

"It was actually a pleasure (Y/N). Don't worry about it." He blantly replied, his seriousness never leaving his voice.

...Thank god...

Both of you notice Overhaul's presence shortly after, and Chrono leaves with a nod soon he notices Chisaki approaching your figure.

"Hi my handsome devil!" You beamed happily "Thanks for letting me go to the library, I was so curious about this new-" you were interrupted when suddenly he grabbed your hand and pulled you to your shared room.

You innocently giggled at his actions, still not noticing his desperation...

He checked his right hand for a moment, no injuries found...

That was a dream... a nightmare in fact...

"Hey Kai? You're ok-" you stooped dead in your words whem you saw your usual calm and serious boyfriend turning face to face to you, with red eyes; some tears even escaping and falling down on the ground; as he trembles a bit.

When he locked gazes with you he started to bitterly chuckle as he closed his eyes tightly as he rubbed the heel of his palms on the sides of his face as more and more tears leave his eyes.

"Hey?" You cooed getting closer to him "what... what happened?" You asked worriedly while grabbing his face; not even caring to ask him for permission; between your palms gently.

He oppened his eyes to found yours looking at him with no fear or hurt as he saw minutes before, but with love and worry. He let out a desperate laugh as he put it down his mask to leave a trail of kisses in your entire face, holding you so tight against him that it might leave some bruises.

He smothered your face in tears and desperate kisses, even if you were shooked; and hella confused, you didn't missed the silents coments of "you're alive", "my precious angel you're alive" and the most confusing one: "I'm so sorry."

"Woah, woah, hey?" You distance yourself a little to look at his face wiping away some finals tears. "As much as I love this unusual affection, what happened?"

He pulled you and hold you close to his chest tightly and bringing you two to sit on the bed.

"I messed up... so fucking badly..." he muttered in your hair and you felt his grip only tightening around you.

Clearly he wasn't going to tell you soon, so you just opted to wrap your arms lovingly around him as you whispered the words he so craved to hear.

"I'm here sweetheart..."

He smiled, breathing in your scent.

Yeah... you were here, safe and sound.

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