~Failure~

I need some skeptic comfort

Is it okay if you write a some skeptic comfort where the reader feel stupid and is paranoid of failing. So he tries his best to comfort the reader and tell them that everything will be okay.

(You and me both!)

~Failure~

headcanon|scenario|imagine|match-up

“Slow down or your fingers will cramp up.” He suddenly speaks, breaking the consistent silence in the home office. “It’s bold of you to tell me to slow down when you’ve been typing a million miles an hour for the past few minutes.” You quip as you continue working. “Besides, this is a big project Tomoyasu. I mean you said it yourself right?” You remind him of the meeting from earlier today at Feel Good. He falls silent and begins to think as you continue working. Having work with your significant other has its advantages, but it also has its downsides as well. One of which is this moment between the two of you. He could see the panic set into your eyes when you once again can’t figure out a simple problem arising on your screen. Your breathing becomes slightly erratic but you try to mask it under a yawn. He’s no fool. He sees it happen to often with you in the past week. “You know, if this is too much for you to take on then I can move you to a different-”

“NO! No I got it! I just...I just have to...I...” Without a single warning, a tear rolls down your cheek. Your eyes watery, stinging as more tears follow too. He gasps quietly and slowly closes his laptop before bringing you into a hug. He hated seeing you break down and cry like this. Partially because he loved you, and also because he didn’t know how to comfort people very well when they cried. Had this been anyone else then he would’ve left them alone but it was you so he wasn’t going anywhere. “What the Hell has been up with you? You’ve been acting like this ever since the meeting. I told you if the project was too much for you to be apart of then I can move you Y/N. It’s no hard feelings.” You sniffled and gripped tightly onto his clothes chest. “No please. I can do it. I just...I’m so scared of fucking it all up is all. I know how essential Feel Good’s reputation is. We’re supposed to be one of, if not the best tech companies out there. If I can’t contribute to the success then I could possibly bring down the company single handed!” He scoffed at your words and rolled his eyes. “I highly doubt you messing up would sink the company.”

“Yeah but I just don’t want to be a failure to you or anyone else. I’m terrified of fucking it up, I’m terrified Tomoyasu.” You pulled back and looked up at him deep in thought. He sighed and went to wipe some tears from your face. “I failed once.” Upon hearing this you perked up in curiosity. By word of mouth you’d never heard such a thing about him! Everyone always spoke of his success and perfectionism. You didn’t think it was possible for a man like him to have ever failed a single day in his life. “You failed?” You tilted your head to the side and he elaborated. “Yes, it was back when I was first working for Feel Good Inc. The new security system, I helps implement it. When finished setting up I didn’t take the extra second to double check it. That was the first time someone hacked into our company. I almost lost my job because of it. Surprises me to this day that I was able to become a board member after having screwed up that bad before. Anyway, what I’m trying to tell you is that sometimes failure is imminent. Although I don’t like to think about it. It was my failure that caused me to become the way I am now. It’s why I rarely EVER make a mistake both inside and outside of work. If it hadn’t been for that failure then I wouldn’t have been able to step up my game. Y/N if you mess up by chance, it’s not the end of the world alright? Just try to relax and stop the whining...you’re soaking my blazer.” You sniffle once more and kiss his cheek. “I love you...”

“I love you too, now go wipe your face and get back on it. I’ll look it over once you’re done and weed out any mistakes.”