Lexi And I Have Known Each Other Since Preschool, And, Like, In Some Ways, She’s My Best Friend. Even

Wilmon and hands season 2

I love how they kept the focus on Wilmon and hands in season 2.

Even if they had a lot less really intimate scenes and much more focus on their separate development, them touching and holding hands remained a focal point in season 2.

Even in Wille's dream it's a prominent and important aspect of the intimacy they share. To touch and be touched is so important for Wille.

And it's one of the last thing he dreams of before waking up - holding Simon's hand tenderly.

Then their hands touch by accident (or was it an accident) and you can basically feel the charge that runs through them.

How many memories run through their heads before Simon pulls away. Because Simon is hurting and he's realising just how hard it is to be near Wille. How much it will hurt and how much he can't ignore the pain.

So he pulls away because he's protecting himself and his heart. And then after this he asks Wille for space.

And I think this moment is so much more powerful because of the distance between them through season 2.

Even though Simon has pushed him away before, Wille is still reaching out.

There's a bit of hesitation but at the same time he feels assertive. As if he knows that there's hope for them now.

But he's slow and careful so that Simon has the chance to pull away if he oversteps his boundaries . It's still on Simon's terms but even if it is Wille is still managing to show Simon what he wants.

And this time Simon is not pulling away at all.

It's such a beautiful moment where they are both trying to figure out what will happen to then. They are bringing comfort to each other again. They are trying to be on the same page even if it's difficult because Simon needs to go to the police to bring himself justice and for Wille that has huge consequences.

He'll have to give up on the freedom he's just realised he will be able to have.

It should feel hopeless, it should drive them apart even more.

But it doesn't at all. Because they are being honest and communicating with eachother and most of all. They understand eachother and listen to eachother.

It feels like they feel hope for the first time in months. Both of them.

And then we have their final moment together. Such a beautiful scene.

They hold eachothers hand, they comfort eachother, they are on the same page and Simon most definitely helps Wille be brave. Even if they are litterally ten meters away from everyone else in a wide open corridor they are not afraid to be affectionate and show their love.

It's such a beautiful and tender moment for them.

The more I think and a analyse this season the more I fall in love with it!

day 1

Well, day number 1 (87/88)

My plan for today was

 The Shawshank Redemption 7/180 pages

Started the day with a small meditation

Did my homework for metal resistance (I hope I translated it right)

Made a sport diary for PE

Wanted to do homework for probability theory and mathematical statistics but it was quite difficult, so i decided not to do it today. Instead of this I did

Hw for theoretical mechanics  

There are left 185 videos in watch later 

I suppose that day was productive enugh

day 3

The Shawshank Redemption 27 pages 13.2%

Made drawings in the inventor and on the paper

started presentation for English class. I am going to talk about features which are going to disappear in cars in the nearest future. today I found the information and suppose to analyse it tomorrow

YT 188 videos left

have gone to the shop, a real event

I can’t name that day even a little productive, but I tried my best. My thoughts were like ”just lay down and do nothing”, but I remember that the most important part is to start, so I read just a few pages but after I more easily wake up and continue searching for the information

Me: Man, there’s so much stuff I can do today!

My brain: You know what would be really productive?

Me: What?

My Brain: Watching the tv marathon of that show you already watched 12 times!

Me: Seems legit

Nah, probably nothing. based on my post, which I just couldn’t stop thinking about

Timmy correcting Armie’s pronunciation of “lassiez-faire” still kills me.

All the lights couldn’t put out the dark running through my heart. Lights up, and they know who you are, know who you are. Do you know who you are? HARRY STYLES - LIGHTS UP