Good Day For Mcr Fans Everywhere

Fuck. Definitely feeling depressed right now. First of all fuck MAGA, and second of all can I just get some sleep please. I've definitely been feeling some sort of imposter syndrome, if that is the correct word, when it comes to my friendships.

Like, yeah I have friends.

Yes, I DO love my friends.

But do my friends love me? Not sure about that.

I SHOULD feel like they do, we talk all the time and share a lot of shit about our lives to each other, but it just doesn't feel real. I feel like I just implanted myself into someone elses friend group, like a thirsty tick. I don't understand why anyone would want to be my friend so I don't understand why I have any in the first place.

I feel like sobbing and I wish it would just stop. I wish I had somebody to hold me and tell me that they loved me and everything was okay, to kiss my head and hold my hand, but I'm so scared. From such a young age I've been told by my peers that I was unloveable, and I would often get used by others to put down and make fun of, I was often a door mat.

I almost hate myself for not having the trauma many of my friends. To not be a victim, or abused, or live in a tough household. I like to act like all my problems are the end of the world, when in reality I've had two friends enter mental wards since Christmas time. Some sick part of me wishes someone would hurt me, so my pain would be for a reason.

I guess I'll try to get some sleep now, maybe listen to some MCR, I love you all.

W Valentine's day

i love when nudity is portrayed as purity rather than filth

My mom walked in on me looking at this but it's ok because she thought Ash was a girl

made me think of them.

@sillydelusionnight how high do you think the actors gotta be to film this shit?

Quiet on set please. Tubi Cowboy is manifesting.

Hesitant alien Gerard!!

I know I'm not the best at digital art but it's so much fun watching myself improve and learning new skills. This is probably my fav piece I've done so far!

POSTING THIS AGAIN!!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE CAREFUL OUT THERE!!!

Three words: diego deserved better.