THE SORROWFUL BIRTHDAY
4 years ago the last thing you told me
Was “Happy Birthday & I love you.”
I was turning 16 I believe
And now I’m turning 19.
And still
I await that call.
But it’s well acknowledged
It will never come.
It’s my birthday tomorrow
I saw a blue and yellow sunset tonight
It reminded me of you,
those were your favorite colors.
This year my wish will consist of one thing
And only one thing.
To see you again, even if it’s only in a dream.
A glimpse, a flash, a memory, anything…
God how much I regret
Not hugging you that one time,
I think about it all the time and it doesn’t fail
To make me disappointed in myself,
Over and over again,
Every
Single
Time
-Sincerely the daughter that should’ve gone first
reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something
Murderbot wrote this.
YESSS!!!!!!!
I'm living! Actually sitting in the corner and watching what's happening in my life. To be honest im wiped. Sometimes i hate being me. im dying to taste the real happiness, im dying to do the productive stuffs, im dying to be the best version of my myself or atleast the better one. I don't wanna hide my pain behind my smile anymore ! *Still figuring out*
Will reblog this every.single.time
Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.
oooof… this hits hard as a loner…
“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”
— Jodi Picoult
To all the people that are on Tumblr, thank you sooo much for your kind words, the only other place I think I've met such amazing people other than Tumblr is pinterest tbh. And a special thanks to @yahtyy you have been a great friend in times of need.
You know what I learnt today? There is nothing, and i mean absolutely nothing that a good treat can't fix. Like a milkshake for instance.
The one thing that I dislike about Harry Potter is the way they are like, "Oh how do we know if he's telling the truth??? Hmmm..... Maybe he isn't..... But maybe he is..... Let's just assume it ourselves!!!" Like bro, first off you need to improve your investigating skills and second of all dude you guys LITERALLY have a TRUTH SERUM!!!!! Like wanna know if someone's telling the truth?? Just chuck some into their tea! But oh no... We are gonna use that on innocent students and not to know if SIRIUS BLACK IS A CRIMINAL!!!!!! Bro none of this would've gotten this bad if you just gave the person you thought was responsible for it a bit of Veritaserum......
I am soooooo disappointed rn...