I Miss Being Active So Much

yall need to learn how to fucking shut your mouths if you dont have something nice to say. ale is an amazing person and yall are such assholes for harassing her like that. karma will bite all of you in the ass

Okay so are anon post are turned off, my mom came to me and asked if she could put her opinion out there. Why that upset some of you idk why.

She just wanted to help me, and that made y'all mad. I knew I shouldn't allowed her to do it, but she wanted to be there for me.

And just because my mental health is questionable at times, doesn't mean I'm not allowed on Tumblr. I come here to forget everything

So just please stop sending me hate, I would share the asks but they are triggering.

Here's my mom’s blog @bun45sblog

vent under the cut feel absolutely free to ignore this

so ive pretty much lost all my irl friends, hold for like, 2 best friends and one person who i occasionally chat to but know we would be there for each other. ive been celebrating my past two birthdays with two people after my 18th lowkey made me feel like almost all of my friends sucked so it came to that. now this year i wanted to have a party again, i just really felt like it but i literally have 2 people. two. ended up inviting the other person mentioned above and my fucking dealer, and told everyone they can bring whoever they want. 2 people (who my friends were bringing) already cancelled (technically 3) and two people are still on the fence but probably not coming and my dealer doesn't know if he'll come either, he quite literally said if someone else asked him spontaneously he isn't coming and I just. one of my friends keeps saying she's looking forward to the party so much, she can't wait but. i kinda just wanna cancel and curl up in bed. i feel so so god damn alone here, everything feels like its just turning shit randomly the past few weeks. on top of that i hate my birthday, I don't wanna age. I don't want everyone to act like it's a big deal for 10 minutes after I've been alone the whole day, i don't even want my friend to come over tomorrow. but i can't even decide that. in less than 12 hours I'm 21 and it fuckinh sucks. i feel more alone and more like a failure each year. wtf man.

welcome to totally not gothghostiie's second account she made when she was shadow banned - hello

- will occasionally post insects and crochet

- no requests on here!

literally me n him!!

Stick bug :3

I wish I had a stick bug man

also fun fact I used to be terrified of stickbugs until I was at an event and was forced to hold one, there's pics of me absolutely terrified with the little fucker on my hand

hey (shows you my roach)

amogus

update:

maybe I'll make an Instagram account too for small asks n stuff

man I love raising bugs