need this, need him, need your writing
being with you doesn't feel like drowning,
from vi
ᰔ pairing . . . m. townsend !
ᰔ with . . . a f!reader
ᰔ category . . . angst. hurt with comfort. one - shot. requested.
ᰔ in which . . . when you saw michael's injuries, everything falls apart. trust is broken, & the connection you two had is tested. michael attempts to keep the truth from you, but it's too late▰the damage is done. now, both of you have to deal with the repercussions of your actions.
ᰔ tags . . . 5.4k. major spoilers. reader is not a natural but not invisible. raised in the house, still feels like a guest. trust issues ft. too many secrets. blue-purple bruises. “i never asked you to love me” <— okay jane austen boy, ouch. the slow burn of breaking down walls. everyone knows but no one says it. fbi = feelings buried indefinitely. friends who read you like crime scenes. windowsill confessions. love, interrupted. trust issues but make it cozy. held together by forehead kisses. he reads you better than his files. love in lowercase. statistics say he shouldn't love this hard (he does). he’d classify you as essential personnel. ooc. grammatical errors.
ᰔ look around . . . m. list , m. townsend & the naturals m. list
────── vi whispers . . . ᰔ
001. AAAAA, nonnie,,, this was supposed to be 7k but it DIDN'T save💔 im sorryyyyy😭😭
002. you sent this around three am ish & i was LOCKED in❕❕
003. idk if i did you justice, nonnie 💔💔
004. horrible writing because i started writing this at,,,, 3 am
005. also... i couldn't keep this spoiler free😭😭 my head was blank because WHAT WOULD THE TOPIC OF THEIR ARGUMENT BE????? so i js... tweaks & tweaks..
006. as i said in note four,, this is badly written so don't expect much 😭 I CAN'T WRITE ANGST
you weren't supposed to be here.
judd had instructed you to remain where you were, michael would return tomorrow.
& sure, perhaps you were snooping, perhaps you shouldn't have gone into his room without knocking, but you were missing him, and the jacket he'd left behind still smelled of him.
besides, you've done the groceries.(that usually takes you all day because the group chat keeps adding more things to the list.)
so you'd gone in.
& hell broke loose.
because the moment you laid eyes on the bruises, the cut on his jaw, the way he winced when he reached too far▰your breath caught in your throat.
you weren't a profiler, hell, you're not even a natural but you weren't stupid either.
you knew what a beating looked like. & michael could lie with a smile, but his body was always honest. especially to you.
he turned just as you walked in.
froze.
like a deer in headlights.
like he hadn't meant for anyone to see him this way.
you didn't speak.
he didn't either.
just stood there, half-shirted, ribs smeared with ugly blue-purple marks.
& god, it was like someone injected ice water into your veins.
because he told you it was a family business.
he told you he was fine.
& you believed him.
"what the hell," you said, hushed. too hushed.
he hauled down the hem of his shirt. "it's nothing."
"don't," you said, & your voice broke in a way you despised.
"don't do that."
he sat on the edge of the bed like this was normal. like you didn't just interrupt something that made your chest too tight to breathe.
"you're back early," he said, staring at the floor.
"& you're bruised," you snapped. "so maybe we both have bad timing."
he sighed. "it's not a big deal."
"not a big deal?" you had said, voice rising before you pushed it back down. "michael, what the hell are you even saying right now?"
he didn't glance your way.
didn't blink.
just kept his eyes fixed on the floor as if he remained silent long enough, all of this would disappear.
"you went back there," you told him. "to your dad."
"i told you i was visiting family."
"you lied."
he glanced up then, and sure, maybe you did wait for that. maybe you needed to see his face.
because he didn't look angry.
he looked exhausted.
so exhausted it curled your stomach.
"what do you want me to say?" he asked.
you blinked. "i want you to say something."
he got up, & you resented how slow & deliberate his movements were.
you resented that he was accustomed to pain like this.
like it was normal.
like it was a habit.
"i'm fine."
"you're not fine."
"this happens," he said. "it's not new."
you stepped forward, fists curled at your sides. "you've been my boyfriend for months. & i never knew."
"because i didn't want you to know."
that line hurt more than it should have.
"why?"
"because it's my problem," he stated, finally, like something in him cracked open.
"it's not yours. it's not anyone's. i've been dealing with this my whole life▰"
"that's the problem," you cut in, voice low. "you deal with it like it's your fault."
he paced slightly, running a hand through his hair. "don't psychoanalyze me."
"i'm not," you said. "i'm begging you to talk to me."
he fell silent again.
& you hated that.
because he was so good at this▰retreating into silence, allowing you to talk until you quit.
but you weren't quitting. not today.
"do you even trust me?" you asked.
his jaw clenched. "don't do that."
"don't do what?" you snapped. "don't ask if my boyfriend▰who's keeping this from me▰trusts me?"
he remained silent.
"you didn't tell me," you breathed. "you didn't tell anyone, but▰"
"lia knows," he blurted out before he could stop himself.
you stiffened.
you glared at him like he slapped you.
"what?"
he gazed away once more. "she figured it out. it's not like i told her."
"but she knew," you replied. "and she didn't say anything."
"that's not her job."
"it's not yours either, apparently," you snarled.
the silence that hung between you afterwards was colder than anything else.
you didn't weep. you wouldn't.
but god, you wished to scream.
"do you have any idea how dumb this makes me feel?" you asked, voice trembling though you resented that it was. "do you have any idea how it feels to be excluded from everything because i'm not one of you?"
his eyes grew cold. "this has nothing to do with you not being a natural."
"doesn't it?" you asked. "because you tell them things. they know things. & i'm just the girl who was raised in the house & still gets treated like a guest."
he opened his mouth. closed it.
& that was the worst part▰he didn't argue.
he didn't fight back.
because maybe he knew you were right.
"i've been here since i was eight," you said. "i grew up with you people. judd raised me. hell, tanner used to read me silly bedtime stories, i cleaned up after sloane when she spilled powdered sugar all over the place, i held lia's hand when she got stitches, i taught dean how to braid hair because his kept falling in his eyes, i let cassie stay in my room because that stupid locke haunts her every time.”
your voice cracked again.
you're no natural, just someone scarlett hawkins took in before she died. & judd didn't send you to an orphanage because he knows that this is what his daughter wants. you don't know what she sees in you, but there was something. you had skills, enough to be qualified in the fbi. if it weren't for your age.
"but i'm not a natural. so i'm not one of you."
michael didn't look at you.
& that only made it worse.
"you were the only one who made me feel like i belonged," you said softly now. "you were the only one who didn't look at me like i was on the outside. so i don't get why you shut me out too."
he finally looked up.
& he looked destroyed. wrecked.
"because it's not about you," he told me, & his voice wasn't angry. just tired. "it's about me. it's about not wanting to see your face change when you look at me. it's about keeping the only good thing in my life safe."
"safe?" you echoed. "from what? the truth?"
"from me."
you looked at him.
& this time, you said nothing.
he exhaled & sat back down, as if standing was now too much work.
"you weren't supposed to see," he said. "i know how to handle it. i've done it before."
"& how's that working out for you?" you asked, frustration boiling. "you keep going back, michael. you keep getting hurt. what, you think that's brave? you think it's strength?"
"i think it's survival," he said harshly.
"then perhaps you should learn a new means of survival."
he didn't say anything.
you took a trembling breath, pacing now, because if you stood still the room felt like it was closing in on you.
"you should've told me," you said. "even if you didn't want to be helped. even if you didn't want me to make it better. i'm not asking to be your savior. i'm just asking to know."
he nodded once, slowly.
but it did not feel like an honest answer.
it felt like he was folding in again on himself.
closing off.
retreating.
"you don't get to make choices about me," you said, coming closer again. "you don't get to choose what i can or cannot handle. if you didn't want me on board, then maybe you should not have gotten me to fall in love with you."
his head jerked up.
you hadn't intended to say it like that.
but it was out now, & you weren't backing down.
"i never asked you to love me," he said, voice low but cutting.
& wow.
that hurt more than it should've.
you blinked. "no. i guess you didn't."
he shut his eyes. ran his hands through his hair once more. "that's not what i meant."
"but it's what you said."
he glared up at you again. "i didn't mean it like that. i just▰this▰"
he pointed vaguely at his ribs.
"this is ugly. & i didn't want you to see it."
"well, i did," you said. "so now what?"
he didn't speak.
you looked at each other for what felt like an eternity.
neither of you saying a word.
& perhaps that was worse than the words.
because it meant you were both suspended in the in-between.
not broken up.
not fine.
just there.
distant, angry, & unsure what was next.
the ssilence between you & michael was heavy for days.
it wasn't just the fight anymore▰it was the way it landed in the space between you.
you weren't broken up, but the air was thick with things unspoken, with questions still hanging, unasked.
you tried to concentrate on the work.
attempted to bury yourself in homework, in assisting the team, despite your heart feeling as if it were walking around with a pain you could not rid yourself of.
didn't help that everyone else seemed to be able to tell something was wrong.
lia saw someone was off first, naturally.
she always did. she knows you. & that isn't because she's a lie detector or anything of the sort.
she was a lie detector, & even when you tried to smile, she was aware.
the way your shoulders stiffened every time michael entered the room. the manner in which you always averted your gaze before anyone had time to ask. you could sense her gaze upon you, could sense her attempting to read you & send shivers down your spine.
but you never allowed her to ask.
you couldn't.
not yet.
cassie. oh, cassie. she noticed. when she came to your room that night, asking for comfort, your eyes looked puffy. red.
you looked like you didn't want to talk about it. so she didn't. only hoping her embrace will at least make you feel better. hoping that the next time she enters your room, your eyes won't look tired or puffy or red or sad.
& then there was dean.
dean. someone who knew you since you were twelve.
dean. someone whom you thought of as a brother in every sense that counted.
dean, who observed you going in & out of the safe house with michael, who guarded you with a look that made his eyes keen & his fists even keener.
you noticed it in the way he looked at you now.
the way he questioned you with his eyes, with the way he stayed too long when you entered the kitchen for breakfast.
you detested that look.
you hated that he could see through the cracks, but you didn't want to speak up.
so you didn't.
instead, you concentrated on the people who didn't ask the questions▰like sloane.
sloane, who always had a way of seeing things without mentioning them.
she was quiet in her noticing.
but she could sense the tension, & she was there when you needed her most.
you were sitting at the kitchen counter, doing your best to ignore the glaring emptiness in your chest, when sloane came over, sitting beside you, her hand casually brushing yours.
you didn’t flinch.
you didn’t pull away.
but it was comforting.
it was sloane.
“you okay?” she asked quietly.
you swallowed.
“yeah. i’m fine.”
sloane didn’t buy it.
& she didn’t press either.
she simply left her hand hovering close to yours, a gentle pull, a comfort that didn't demand anything back.
it was in these small moments that you felt the cracks in your heart start to mend▰slowly, agonizingly, but they mended.
but even the tiniest crack won't go undetected.
not when lia's around.
the instant you walked into the room, lia raised an eyebrow.
you attempted to escape her stare, but she saw you anyway.
she rose to her feet, approaching you, her expression impossible to read.
"tell me," she told you, voice soft but slicing all at the same time. "what happened?"
you stalled.
you knew she knew.
you just didn't know what to say.
"nothing's wrong," you grumbled, attempting to brush it off, but lia was not accepting anything.
"nothing?" she repeated, folding her arms. "then why do you look like someone stole your soul?"
you bit your lip.
you couldn't lie to her, not like this. "we fought," you said, voice strained. "that's all."
lia's expression softened, but her frown grew deeper.
"about what?" she asked. you shook your head, already knowing what would happen if you told her.
she knows. you were upset at first. but you knew it's not her fault for knowing.
she didn't need to know everything. "it's just. it's complicated." lia looked at you for a long time.
& for a moment, you'd hoped maybe she'd let it drop.
but no.
lia wasn't the kind of girl to let something go.
particularly when it involved you.
"so. he hurt you," she stated, not a question, but fact.
you bristled, heart skipping a beat in your chest.
you couldn't meet her gaze. because pergaps she wasn't wrong.
"no," you asserted hastily, shaking your head. "not like that."
but lia could see right through you.
she always had. she moved a little closer, voice low & guarded.
"i won't help you unless you tell me."
you groaned.
"i'm not hiding anything. i just. i don't know how to put this into words. i just need space."
lia gazed at you for a moment, & you could see her considering her words.
then she just said, "just don't push him away. whatever it is, it's not worth losing him over." you nodded, feeling the heaviness of her words hit you.
you didn't want to lose him. but you didn't want to hurt him either.
you and michael were moving around like strangers.beyes not meeting. words few and far between. but it wasn't easy to forget. not when you shared a house full of people who noticed everything.
at dinner one evening, judd sat beside you, observing you with his characteristic silent watchfulness.
you were fiddling with your food, shoving it round your plate, hardly eating it. he didn't tell you what was the matter, but you could sense him looking at you▰like he was waiting for you to talk. & at last he spoke.
"you have to talk to him," judd said, his tone as quiet as ever. he doesn't know what happened. & he won't ask.
you shook your head hastily.
you're not even surprised that he knows.
"i can't."
"why?" he asked.
you bit your lip, not meeting his eyes.
"because i don't know how. because everything's all screwed up, and i'm. i'm afraid. i'm afraid that whatever this is, it's gonna ruin everything we have." judd sighed, leaning back in his chair, arms crossed.
"you've been through worse, kid. you know that, right?" you glanced at him.
which is correct. you not being a natural doesn't excuse what you've been through. scarlett hawkins. lacey locke. your past.
when scarlett died, judd knew he wasn't the only one struggling.
yes, he had lost a daughter, & you have lost a sister. not by blood. & blood wasn't a necessity for scarlett when it came to you.
briggs making the program was what saved the both of you. dean saved the both of you. not just dean. he saved veronica sterling.
"yeah, but. this feels different."
"of course it does," he whispered. "but you can't keep running from him. you have to figure this out."
you were quiet for a long time, taking in his words.
he was right.
you couldn't just hide from him forever.
you had to confront him. just… when?
it was late when michael appeared in your room that night.
the door creaked quietly as he pushed it open, & you looked up from where you sat at the window. you didn't say anything at first. didn't know what to say. he didn't wait for an invitation.
just walked in and shut the door behind him, standing beside it for a moment. "can we talk?" he asked, voice low.
you nodded slowly, biting the inside of your cheek.
michael leaned against the edge of your bed, a couple of feet from you.
you remained by the window, uncertain if you should approach.
the tension between you was thick once more.
both of you being so cautious, as if anything wrong would break it all. "i'm sorry," he broke the silence.
his voice low, too quiet. "i know i messed up. i didn't mean to hurt you. i just. i didn't want you to know. i didn't want you to see me like that." you at last turned to look at him.
"but you lied. you kept things from me, michael." he nodded, downcast eyes.
"i know. & i'm sorry. i just. i didn't think you could handle it."
"you don't get to decide that," you breathed, moving in close to him.
"you can't shut me out like that."
he stared up at you, his face filled with regret.
"i know. i messed up." you sat beside him, the gap between you still too great.
but you couldn't help it. you were afraid.
"i'm just angry," you confessed quietly. "i'm angry that you didn't trust me enough to share. i'm angry that you think i can't handle it. but i don't despise you, michael. i could never despise you."
his hand crawled out, touching your fingers softly.
you did not jerk away. you let him.
"i know i've been stupid," he declared. "but i never had any intention to hurt you. i just. i'm just so used to facing it all alone. i don't even know how to ask for things to be easier."
you took a jerky breath, eyes dropping from yours to fall upon your other hand, still clenching his.
"i'm sorry," you explained, voice shaky.
"i'm probably being selfish. i just. i just need to know you're okay. i don't want to keep pretending like everything's fine when you're falling apart." he shook his head softly.
"you're not being selfish. i'm just stupid for not seeing how much you care." you paused for a moment, gazing at him.
"are you okay?" he closed his eyes, tightening his grip on your hand.
"yeah. i'm getting there."
"it's okay," you whispered softly, reaching up to brush his cheek.
"it's okay to not be okay."byou overanalyzed every little touch, making sure not to hurt him.
but michael drew you in, holding you tight, his head against yours. "stop overthinking it," he whispered. "you're not hurting me. you never will."
& for the first time in days, you felt the tension finally release.the evening following your conversation with michael, things were quieter, more gentle. the air between you two wasn't as stifling, but it wasn't completely healed either. nonetheless, there was a shift.
the house was quiet that evening. everyone was in bed or otherwise occupied, leaving you & michael alone in the living room. the gentle hum of the fridge & the muffled sounds of traffic somewhere outside were the only things disrupting the silence.
michael sat on the couch, the same spot where you’d spent so many nights together. this time, though, it was different. there was no tension, no walls between you. just a quiet, comfortable silence.
you sat at the edge of the couch, uncertain at first, not wanting to know what to do after all that happened. you did not want to intrude upon him, did not want to make matters worse by pushing his limits.
but michael, as ever, appeared to be reading you like an open book. without uttering a word, he eased slightly to the side, opening up space for you to sit beside him. his eyes were warm, the slightest suggestion of a smile pulling at his mouth, as if he was promising you something.
"come here," he breathed softly, his voice gruff but gentle.
you bit your lip, nervousness rising up in your chest. "are you sure?" you asked softly, still not knowing if your touch would hurt him.
he smiled at you, the kind of smile that was only for you, & nodded. "yeah, i'm sure. you're not gonna hurt me, y'know."
you paused for another second, then slowly walked towards him. as you sat beside him, his arm fell naturally across your shoulders, drawing you closer.
but you tensed slightly, still overthinking every little thing, every small touch. you weren't accustomed to feeling so guarded, so attuned to everything.
"i don't want to hurt you," you breathed, voice so soft it was barely audible. "i'm just. i don't know how to do this without hurting you more."
michael smiled gently, the warmth of the sound enveloping you like a blanket. "you're not going to hurt me, angel. you're not.”
he tugged you a little nearer, & this time you let yourself slip into his side. being close to him felt so normal, so comfortable, that you couldn't help relaxing slightly, allowing your head to lean on his shoulder.
"i just▰" you'd begun, but michael interrupted, raising his hand to tilt your chin up carefully so that you were facing him. his eyes were so soft, so knowing. as though he could penetrate right through your fears.
"it's all right," he whispered. "i know that you're being careful. but you're not going to break me, you know that?"
you nodded, but the knot in your chest did not completely dissipate. you still wished to ensure that you were not doing anything wrong, even in a momeent such as this, when all you wished for was to feel close to him.
michael appeared to sense the restlessness still present within you, & his hand softly cupped your cheek. "hey," he whispered, "if you're not comfortable with anything, you can let me know, okay?"
you smiled softly, grateful for his patience. “i’m okay now. just. just scared of hurting you.”
he leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “you’re not going to. just trust me.”
you blinked your eyes shut for a second, allowing the heat of his hand seep into your skin, & gradually, all your tension dissolved. you felt the calm rhythm of his breathing, the way his pulse beat in sync with yours in perfect harmony.
"i'm sorry i was acting weird earlier," you mumbled, voice hardly above a whisper.
"don't apologize," he told you, his thumb making little circles on the back of your hand. "you've got nothing to be sorry for."
he was right, but the guilt still hung in your chest. you couldn't help it. you cared too much. you just wanted to protect him, even when he wasn't asking for it.
you moved closer, not bothering to be cautious anymore. the way his arms were wrapped around you was stabilizing, like
"thank you for not giving up on me," you whispered, your fingers tracing across his arm. "i don't know what i'd do without you."
michael pulled you nearer, his arms tightening around you in a warm grasp. "don't worry about that. i'm never leaving, angel. you're stuck with me." he doesn't know what he'd do without you either.
you smiled quietly, running your fingers over & over his chest in gentle, soothing patterns. "good," you breathed. "i think i prefer to be stuck with you."
he leaned down, his lips brushing the top of your head as he sighed contentedly. “same here.”
you stayed like that for a while, just existing in the quiet, the soft rhythm of each other’s breathing the only sound that mattered. there was no rush. no pressure. just the warmth of his body, the comfort of his presence.
soon, michael moved a little, grabbing the blanket from the back of the couch & draping it over both of you. his hand migrated to your waist, & he pulled you in closer, as if too close did not exist when it came to the two of you.
"you know," he mused softly, now teasing, "you're the cuddling champ."
you smiled softly, rolling your eyes. "oh, really? is that so?"
"yeah," he said, his fingers running along your side in that special way that always made you shiver. "if i had a dollar for every time i thought about how perfect it feels when you're in my arms, i'd be rich." well, he already is. but you know what he means.
you smiled, your heart filling with love. "you're cheesy, you know that?"
"perhaps," he grinned, "but you adore it."
"perhaps i do," you confessed, the tension in your chest melting away now entirely. "just a little."
he leaned against you, the sly grin on his face as his lips whispered against yours in a soft kiss. "just a little?"
you smiled against his lips, the sense of his warmth spreading through you like the gentlest kind of comfort. "okay, perhaps a great deal."
"that's what i thought," he whispered, kissing you again, this time deeper, slower. like he was tasting the moment, like he was ensuring you both knew this was real, this was something you were going to cling to.
you smiled & leaned back a little, your forehead against his. "you know," you whispered, barely above a sound, "if i could spend every night like this, i'd be happy."
"me too," he said, his fingers running through your hair, drawing you back into his arms. "me too."
the gentle glow of the tv danced around the room, illuminating soft shadows on the couch where you & michael were snuggled together. all was calm, so calm that you nearly forgot the world existed outside of this moment. the soothing sound of his breathing & the rhythmic thump of his heartbeat against your ear made everything seem right.
until, of course, you heard the distant sound of footsteps from the hallway.
you blinked, the serene moment interrupted. michael must've heard it too because his body stiffened slightly, his hand reaching out to lightly rest on your back as he turned his head towards the door.
there was a gentle tap before the door groaned open, & there, in the doorway, was sloane. her dark eyes were opened wide in a mixture of sleep & curiosity, & she rubbed her eyes as if by accident.
you blinked in shock, but a gentle smile curled your mouth. "hey, sloane," you whispered, not wanting to disrupt the peaceful moment. "what's going on? why are you up so late?"
sloane shifted her weight, a faint flush rising to her cheeks. "i. um. i couldn't sleep. i was just. thinking about things," she stammered, her voice still heavy with sleep.
you raised an eyebrow, worry flashing in your chest. sloane wasn't typically one to struggle to sleep, & when she did, it was typically because something was wrong. you could tell she was holding something back, not wanting to confess why she was actually awake.
"sloane," you said quietly, your tone full of love, "you know you can tell me anything, don't you?"
she paused for a moment, but then nodded slowly, although she still did not look entirely at ease. "yeah. i just. i don't know. sometimes it's just hard to sleep."
you knew there was something more to it, but you didn't push her. instead, you shifted slightly on the couch & gestured to the space beside you. "come here, lovely. let's talk."
sloane didn't budge immediately, but after a moment, she crept over, crawling onto the couch next to you. you put an arm around her, drawing her into a hug. the hug was nearly motherly, & it came so instinctively to you that it was like second nature.
michael moved a bit, but he didn't look uncomfortable. he knew the relationship you had with sloane, just like he knew the relationship you shared with everyone at the house. you weren't just a friend to them▰you were like their secret garden, the one they could rely on.
"hey," you murmured softly to sloane, "you know you're not pestering me, right? if something's troubling you, tell me. we'll sort this out."
sloane let out a deep sigh & leaned against your shoulder, wrapped in your embrace. "i know. i just. i don't want to intrude on you & michael. you two look like you're snug as a pair of bugs.
you chuckled, gently stroking her hair. “don’t worry about us. you’re never a bother. but you should probably head back to your room, huh?”
sloane looked up at you with a small frown. “i don’t want to sleep alone.”
you smiled softly at that, the protective instinct inside of you flaring. “you’re not alone, sloane. you’ve got cassie, remember? she’s in the room with you.”
“yeah,” sloane muttered, “but she’s already asleep.”
you smiled softly & glanced at michael. he nodded slightly, understandingly, his hand on your back as if he were giving his silent approval to the moment. "how about this," you told sloane, "you go to your room, & i'll escort you there. if you're still upset, we can discuss it tomorrow, okay?"
sloane paused, but then nodded. "okay." she murmured.
you got up, still holding sloane gently by the shoulders, & began to lead her towards the door. when you reached it, you turned back to her. "sloane, it's all right to be vulnerable sometimes. you don't have to keep that from me. okay?"
sloane's face relaxed, & she smiled at you weakly. "yeah. i guess so."
you smiled back, hugging her quickly before she turned to go towards her room. "get some sleep, s," you whispered. "i'll check on you in a bit."
she nodded, a bit more at ease now as she headed toward her room. "goodnight, you two," she said softly, just before heading down the hall.
you faced back toward the couch, your heart feeling a bit lighter now that sloane was at least going back to her room. you headed back to michael, who had waited patiently for you to finish soothing her.
he looked at you as you came back to sit at his side, a warm smile on his face. "everything alright with her?”
"yeah, just. a bit disturbed," you told him, getting back into your seat beside him. "but she's going back to her room now."
michael nodded, his arm instinctively coming around you as you leaned back against him. the heat between the two of you still lingered, constant &,,, unchanging even after all that had occurred.
"you're good at this," he murmured, his lips feathering across the crown of your head in a gentle kiss. "good at taking care of everyone."
you smiled up at him, your heart filling with his words. "well, i am their emergency contact, so,, it's easy." you whispered. "but. it's not always easy, is it?"
he sighed, wrapping you closer so that you were snuggled under his arm. "no. it's not. but i'm glad you're here with me."
you curled into his chest, the beat of his heart calm you like a lullaby. "me too. i don't think i could do it without you."
there was silence for a moment, and then michael kissed your forehead, the touch so soft that you hardly felt it. but you did, and you dissolved into it, sensing the gentleness in the way he wrapped his arms around you.
"you're not doing it for them, though," he whispered, his voice low & seductive. "you're doing it for yourself too. & that's what makes you unique."
you gazed up at him, a gentle smile playing on your lips. "you're cheesy, you know that?"
"you adore it," he smiled, his fingers stroking along your jawline.
you smiled & drew him into a kiss, slow & deep. michael kissed you right back, his lips against yours like he couldn't get enough of you. the kiss was sweet at first, but then it deepened, becoming more desperate, more urgent. your hands wandered to his neck, your fingers tangling in his hair as you drew him in closer, desperate to feel the connection between you two, to drown out everything else in the world.
when you finally broke away, gasping, you gazed up at him, your vision misty with love.
"more?" he whispered, his voice a little hoarse.
you nodded, your forehead pressed against his. "always.
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kira is basically cleopatra when it comes to au’s, and i fucking live for it
i can’t wait to f**** this man until 🫣
ᡣ𐭩 pimp!theo – a local pimp whose notoriety goes beyond the city. has his own strip club/house, but sneakily scouts in different ones, luring the girls he deems worthy into his web. has an extensive clientele from around the country, and it’s not easy to get into the circle – he’s very picky. takes care of what he considers his, which are his girls, reputation and money.
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venus in leo is proud and boastful, enjoying all the attention they easily attract. they feed on validation and adoration, and won’t hesitate to make it known. this placement will find a way to make themselves the center of your universe, and you will definitely feel it, in more ways than one.
brother’s bsf!lorenzo berkshire x nott!reader
warnings: 18+ mdni, voyeurism, masturbation (m), the tiniest bit of degradation, cursing
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you had no idea what prompted you to go to your brother’s dorm this late at night. it’s not like you really needed anything, you didn’t have any nightmares, plus, you knew he’d very likely spend the night at some girl’s room. still, something was calling for you, and you found yourself at his door at the ass crack of night. surprisingly, it was cracked open, which was quite a surprise – everyone should’ve already been asleep, no? curiosity won over everything, and you peeped inside, trying your best not to make any sound just in case.
what you saw made your heart leap straight into your throat, and you barely held back from choking on nothing but air.
lorenzo was laid out on his bed, legs slightly spread, completely naked in the dim light of a lamp on his bedside table. one of his hands was moving over his hard, dripping cock colored deep pink, and the other one was massaging his balls. his cheeks were flushed, that much you could see in the dusk, his hair stuck to his damp forehead, and you swore you could distinguish freshly wet streaks of white on his stomach. so it wasn’t the first–
you shook your head, trying to will away the image, but it was damn near impossible when the object of said image was right in front of you, deeply indulged in the very thing you were imagining. your eyes were glued to lorenzo’s hand tightly wrapped around his cock, moving up and down with wet, squelching sounds. just how often had you dreamt of seeing exactly this, of hearing his small sighs and quiet moans as he pleasured himself… you lost count a long long time ago.
heat quickly burned low in your stomach, and you silently cursed at yourself for ending up in such an awkward position – you were still behind the door, in the corridor, and literally anyone could walk by. the last thing you needed was a random slytherin sleaze seeing you touch yourself out in the open. of course, he’d get his jaw broken by theo afterwards, but still, it was an embarrassing thought. nevertheless, your panties were rapidly getting soaked, and you had to squeeze your thighs to try and hold back waves of intense arousal.
unbeknownst to you, enzo was fully aware of your presence. he caught the sight of you peering through the crack in the door a while ago, but didn’t say anything yet. something about the fact that you were watching him while he jerked off – to the thought of you, of course – made the whole experience even more intense, more thrilling. his hand picked up the pace on his cock as he imagined you biting your lip, your pretty eyes fixed on him, your pussy starting to leak into your tiny pajama shorts that he always ogled whenever he was lucky enough to see…
"fuck," he groaned, arching off the bed and squeezing his balls in an attempt to stop the orgasm that threatened to crash into him sooner than he’d like. that single hoarse word from him was entirely too sexy, and you found yourself imagining how his voice would sound with your name on his lips… your cheeks were aflame, but you were too mesmerized by the sight of lorenzo to care.
he was getting close, he knew it, but he didn’t want to cum like that. not when an opportunity to have you presented itself on a silver platter – you were already undoubtedly turned on, he just had a very reliable hunch, and theo was nowhere in sight. he stopped suddenly, and your eyes widened, not really getting why he did that. but when his head turned, and his gaze landed on your face, illuminated by a faint stream of light coming through the crack, your heart dropped to your stomach. but the heat you felt burning down there only grew, spreading all over your body at the realization of being caught red-handed. even though technically, you were the one who caught him first.
"sweetie," lorenzo murmured, a smirk spreading on his face as his thumb lazily moved over the swollen tip of his cock, spreading shiny precum all over. "i can see your pretty face there, you little slut. come inside."
you swallowed thickly, the ‘slut’ going straight into the gutter, making your pussy clench desperately around nothing. you hesitantly opened the door and stepped inside, now getting a full view of lorenzo’s body. it was unfair how handsome he was, slick with sweat and streaks of cum drying on his stomach from the apparent previous orgasm you weren’t a witness off… he chuckled, watching your flustered but curious expression with a smirk firmly planted on his lips.
"come on, babe, don’t be shy. we just have to have some fun now, no? i won’t tell nott, i promise… if you’ll be a good girl, of course."
i’m so ready to be destroyed and used like a fuck doll by this little devil 🦭
kira is making me wet again guys, i might faint
devil!mattheo – the devil himself. you never know he’s got you until he’s right there, his fiery breath on your neck, his raspy voice in your ear, whispering sins into your very soul. you can try praying him away, try to plead to every god you know, b u̶t̶…̵ ̸h̵e̷’̶s̵ ̶a̷l̵r̶e̶a̴d̷y̵ ̷ť̶̝͕͔h̸̬̜̉̀e̵̢̪̐́r̷̰̻͓̈́e̸̲̺͑…̶͈̠̽̾ ̸̣̬͊͜͝ậ̸̰̑n̷̞̼̎̿d̸̨̘̊̐́ ̵̼̈̍͐t̴͉͆̉h̷̯̼͐̚ẹ̷͐̐r̷̜̪̞͐̊̍ě̷̠͝’̴̠̲̂̏s̶̥͐ ̴̴̢̘̻̭̜̤̘͇͑͑̓̏̈́̃̕̕͝n̶͈̗͂̈́ò̷̝̦͔͚̗́̍̾̿̎ ̸̢͓͕̳̘͖̈́̂̚ĝ̴͇̼͈̎̎ǫ̵̨̭͇̺͒́͝ḯ̵̳͈͙̒̐͛̀ń̶̝̠̯̭g̴̡̗̪̜̪̍ ̶͍̰͇̂̍̊b̵̭̰̼̗͋͆̿̈́̚ą̵̛͍̺̘̙̯̒̋c̷̥͖͚͐ḳ̵͍́̏͌̀…̸̧̢͓̹̝̑͘
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can you ask a nagi version of the bachira “no way he pulled that” !! thank you sooomuch
Absolutely!!! And npp!!
Also shoutout to the other people asking for a Nagi version in my requests-you've got taste.
And not to be dramatic, but I love how literally all my current requests revolve around this "No Way He Pulled That" beach idea. Like yeah, I made that concept while pacing around my room, headphones on, blasting my saved TikToks and imagining the wildest daydream ever. I was fully in my own world and now it's lowkey becoming a whole saga.
No Way He Pulled That Pt.5
Ego had declared a rare break from the brutal training sessions of Blue Lock—a full beach day, no drills, no strategy talks, no footballs (unless you brought one yourself). Just the sun, the sea, and your fellow egocentric maniacs trying to figure out how to relax without turning everything into a competition.
Nagi arrived last, of course. Board shorts hanging off one hip, hair messier than usual, a towel draped over his head like a cloak. He made it exactly ten steps before collapsing under the nearest palm tree with a soft groan and his signature phrase:
"Too much effort…"
No one paid much attention to him—because no one ever believed a word that came out of his mouth. Especially not when it came to the mystical, possibly imaginary girlfriend he always mumbled about.
"She's real," Nagi had said one night, mouth full of instant ramen. "Really pretty. Soft, too"
“Is she your body pillow?” Isagi asked, deadpan.
"...No"
Reo had stopped believing months ago. Rin never believed to begin with. And Bachira? He was convinced Nagi had made her up after watching too many romance animes while half-asleep.
But then the beach volleyball game started. And that’s when everything changed.
A group of players had set up a net near the far edge of the shore, and laughter rang out as the match heated up. But one particular sound cut through the air like a melody.
Your laugh.
It was light, breezy, warm like honeyed sunlight—too charming to ignore.
Someone spiked the ball too hard. It shot over the net and landed dangerously close to the lazy white-haired boy under the palm tree.
You chased after it, completely unaware of the dozen Blue Lock boys who had just stopped whatever they were doing to stare at you.
And how could they not?
You were a vision—skin kissed by the sun, hair tossed in a high ponytail with strands flying free, your swim top peeking through a loose-knit tank, shorts that hugged your curves, legs dusted with sand. You radiated sweetness, like something out of a summer dream. A soft energy that clashed entirely with the high-strung testosterone-choked beach.
Reo dropped his smoothie.
Chigiri blinked like he was buffering.
Rin narrowed his eyes, confused and slightly annoyed by the way the sun hit your smile so perfectly.
You bent to grab the ball, tucking it under your arm. When you glanced toward Nagi, your entire face lit up.
"Sei!" you called, practically bouncing as you jogged toward him.
The boys followed your gaze like it was a horror movie reveal.
And Nagi?
He looked up, blinked twice, then broke into the laziest but fondest little grin.
"Hey. You're here" he said, voice low and soft, like you were the only thing in his world.
You reached him, tossed the ball aside, and flopped onto the sand next to him, curling up like it was your usual spot. Then, casually, you leaned over and pressed a kiss to his temple.
"Missed you" you said sweetly.
Silence.
Crickets.
Barou’s eye twitched. Otoya took off his sunglasses like he needed to confirm reality. Karasu mouthed "WHAT THE—"
Rin’s glare was sharp enough to slice metal. Bachira looked like he’d just discovered aliens were real.
:Waitwaitwaitwait," Isagi stammered. "That’s her?! That’s the girlfriend?"
Reo nearly combusted. "No way he pulled that. No—no way"
"You said she plays Animal Crossing!" Chigiri accused.
"She does," Nagi replied, already resting his head on your lap.
You?
You just smiled, oblivious to the mayhem behind you, fingers carding lazily through his hair as you fed him slices of cold watermelon from your cooler.
"God, she’s nurturing him," Reo whispered, devastated.
"Like a sea goddess nursing a shipwreck survivor" Karasu added mournfully.
Rin stood, muttered something about touching grass, and walked directly into the ocean.
Nagi yawned, totally unaffected. "Told you she was real"
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mattheo riddle x fem reader. warnings: smut (mdni), pnv, mattheo being a dick, orgasm denial, pussy slapping, mentions to blood, swearing, degradation, violence (he’s a fighter).
mattheo’s breathing was out of control, his chest was rising and falling as his fists pounded his opponent. the adrenaline was taking over his body so violently that his blood seemed ready to explode from his veins; he could barely hear the screams of the crowd, who seemed furious as soon they realized they were going to lose yet another bet and money because of him.
you were a little further away than usual, clutching the small microphone between your fingers as you sat among the other organizers of the event, observing the bloody fight before you. you looked at the fight, thinking if you should feel intimidated by the force mattheo was using to give blow after blow on his opponent, or by the poor man now on the ground beneath mattheo, coughing up blood and desperately trying to get the possessed champion off of him.
the two options seemed interesting enough for ya, but from the crowd's point of view, the fight was already getting repetitive.
he always won, and it was getting tiring for everyone.
you massaged your temples, cursing under your breath, ignoring the confused looks the other organizers shot your way, the gears of your brain grinding as you thought about a way to make the fight more interesting. but nothing came. with no better option, you quickly got up and made your way toward the center of the ring with determined steps.
some of the angry people in the crowd turned their gazes to you, their eyes almost stripping you naked and making you shift uncomfortably as you made your way. yet, they knew better than to do something to you. your connection to the underground and your strange connection with mattheo—who now was pressing his opponent’s head against the bloodied floor—was enough to scare them away.
mattheo’s smirk widened when his eyes met yours, almost like he was saying that the victory and the money were already his.
at least that was what he thought, until he saw you bringing a microphone to your lips and heard the words that would make him furious. “let’s take a short break.” you said, trying to ignore mattheo’s murderous glare and focusing on the sighs of relief from those worried about losing money. “the fight will be back in 15 minutes.”
mattheo was beyond pissed, his bloody fists clenched at his sides before he gave you one last look and stormed off the ring. the crowd was still buzzing, but you could tell mattheo wasn’t interested in the break in that moment, so as soon as he entered one of the dark hallways of the cage, you followed him, calling out his name and receiving angry shouts in return.
and before either of you realized, mattheo’s cock was inside your wet folds, fucking you hard while you struggle to catch your breath.
“fuck, mattheo!” you bite back a moan, your thighs shaking from the force of his strong thrusts into your cunt and the way his fingers kneaded your flesh, leaving bloody handprints on your soft skin—handprints that would probably bruise later, but you didn't seem to care; his cock felt too fucking amazing opening your walls for you to do so.
“you like this, don’t y’a, bitch?” mattheo’s callous fingers dug even deeper into your thighs, his blood-soaked bandages tracing your curves with crimson as the pressure of his hips against yours increased more and more. “you like it when i fuck your desperate cunt, even after what you did? like you actually matter, don’t y’a?”
mattheo let out a raspy chuckle against your ear, his cock sinking even deeper into your silky folds as you nodded eagerly in response.
both of you could hear the screams of the crowd and the loud music coming from the ring at the other side of the hallway, the anxiety of being caught sending shocks of pleasure straight from his cock to your sensitive cunt—almost as if he had transmitted all the remaining adrenaline in his body to yours through the violent thrusts of his hips, tearing your inner walls apart.
“what now? y’a can’t handle the consequences of the shit you did?” his voice was raspier than usual, and he chuckled when he heard your whimpers—whimpers that, from his perspective, were nothing more than pathetic excuses to make him stop fucking you like the slut he knew you were. “what excuse of a pathetic bitch you are, huh?”
you nodded stupidly, only to feel a wave of embarrassment wash over you at your own pathetic attitude. your head spun as the burning sensation in your soaked folds grew stronger with each thrust, his cock slamming into you at a merciless pace.
he fucked you and tore you apart like you were nothing more than a doll, something to be used for his pleasure—nothing more than an outlet for the adrenaline he couldn’t shake off in the ring.
your only purpose was that.
“mattheo—”
“shut up, fucking slut,” he hissed between gritted teeth, clenching his bloodied hands on your thighs even more, his cock fucking you harder as he felt your pussy squeezing him desperately with each clumsy but precise pushings of his length.
mattheo’s bloody hands released your thighs, already marked by his blood, to move to your covered waist, pressing down and leaving crimson stains on the white fabric of your white shirt, but he only squeezed your waist tighter, burying his hips harder against your wet cunt, as if he was trying to distract you from the marks he’d left.
a smirk curled on his lips, knowing you’d be furious when you saw the dirty shirt.
“do you think it’s fair?” he began, each word being accompanied with another thrust. “making me leave the fucking ring when i was about to win the fucking fight?” he asked, trying to put his cock even deeper into your dripping pussy, though he knew it was already impossible—he was buried so deep that he was sure his dick could stay there, lost in your heat.
you didn’t respond, too focused on the sensation of being filled so good.
mattheo let out an irritated growl, his hand gripping your chin forcefully, smearing blood onto your skin and spreading it down to your neck. “when i ask you something, you fucking respond!” he snarled. each word came with a thrust—each thrust a new sensation of pleasure and pain for your pussy and a fresh wave of dominance for his cock.
“no.” you managed to respond between moans, your eyes closing as you tried to find the right words while you felt your pussy being filled, your orgasm almost there. “i don’t think it’s fair,” you said, almost cursing yourself for how ridiculous you sounded.
this man made you lose your goddamn mind; you fucking hated him!
“fuck yeah~,” he began, moving his cock inside your pussy more slowly. “just like i needed to hear,” he murmured, and without waiting for another word, he pulled his cock out from inside your tight walls, making you gasp at the lack of contact.
you blinked confused, your chest rising and falling as you struggled to catch your breath. slowly, your eyes to meet his, and even though his pupils were dilated, they still carried that cynical, almost eager look, a look that only seemed to increase as he caught the furious look you were giving him.
“why did you fucking stop?” you asked angrily, your pussy clenching around nothing in a desperate attempt to stop the frustration. “i was about to cum, fucking asshole!”
mattheo let out a dry, amused laugh, almost as if he couldn’t believe your audacity. you had interrupted his fight, and now you were mad that he had interrupted your orgasm? a little hypocritical on your part—if you asked him.
“well, you have fingers,” he mocked you, bringing his hand close to your pussy before slapping your soaked cunt. the sound echoing through the room, making you whimper as a red imprint stained on your skin, “use them, since you’re so fucking desperate.” he chuckled.
without another glance, he put on his pants and turned on his heel, ready to walk away.
“are y’a fucking kidding me, riddle?!” you asked angrier than before, knowing the other organizers would make questions if they didn’t see you in the ring at time.
“i’m fucking serious, miss,” he purred over his shoulder, a mocking smirk playing at the corner of his lips, and he almost laughed when he saw your fingers teasing your greedy cunt for some sort of relief.
“oh, and before i go… just a little warning,” he stopped in his tracks, his eyes locking onto yours.
“what, now?!”
“before you enter the ring, change your shirt,” mattheo said with mockery. you blinked confuse, making him laugh as he pointed to the bloody handprints on the white fabric. “it's a little dirty, y’a know?” his smirk widened, making you look down at your shirt. your blood boiled when you saw the prints staining it.
“you son of a bitch!” you screamed in his direction, the words practically burning with anger. but he didn’t even flinch. with that same smug smirk playing on his lips, he turned around and started walking away, completely ignoring your shouts.
mattheo’s focus was on winning the fight, and maybe, just maybe, making you lose some clients in the process.
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A seemingly innocent and thoughtful gift turns out to have an unexpected surprise.
heheh more fluff! (Can you tell its my fav to write?), love triangle, lots of impulsivity, slight(?) drugging, mattheo and theo being absolutely whipped, mattheo riddle x fem!reader, theo nott x fem!reder
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a/n: so sorry this took forever to post! got sick and barely got time to sleep between puking sessions, much less write.... ANYWAY, shout out to @leona-hawthorne for proof reading for me!
Mattheo didn’t know how he got himself into this situation. He knew he and Y/n were staying at Hogwarts for Christmas. He stayed at school simply to avoid his father, but she refused to give her reason why she decided to stay. The whole thing was weird, especially because she usually looked forward to going home and spending time with her family.
A few days into break, Y/n wanted to help the house elves decorate the Great Hall, and somehow she and her irresistible smile got him to come with her. So imagine his surprise when Theo, of all people, walks into the hall, ready to help her out too. Mattheo didn’t even know that the Italian was staying as well. Did she ask him to help too?
This girl just has the two of them wrapped around her little finger, and she’s so oblivious to that fact that it’s almost infuriating.
So now, the three are scurrying around the huge room, hanging tinsel and putting ornaments on the huge tree. Y/n is occupied with draping garland made of popcorn and cranberries across the evergreen’s branches, with the help of some house elves. Mattheo and Theo got stuck with the job of sorting through old ornaments, with the instructions to throw away any broken baubles they might find. However, a wooden one caught Mattheo’s eye. It was engraved with y/n’s favorite flower, and it was just the perfect gift to give to the girl.
“Psst, Theo,” the brunette hissed, looking around to make sure no one else was within ear shot. Theo turned around, an eyebrow raised. He hummed inquisitively. “You think we can give this to Y/n? She would like this, right?” Mattheo asked, passing the trinket. “You’re better at all the sentimental stuff than me.”
Theo inspected the ornament, nodding. “I think she would. Good find.” He nudged the brunette’s shoulder before waving a house elf over.
The elf assured the two boys that they never use the ornament anyways, and so Theo shoved it in his pocket. “I’ll go put this in our dorm. We’re almost done here anyway, so you guys shouldn’t miss me much. If Y/n asks, just tell her that I’ll see her at dinner, yeah?”
Mattheo noded, and the rest of the time spent decorating flew by. He ended up regretting his decision to help, solely because he didn’t get many chances to be with Y/n. He figured the elves must’ve loved torturing him.
By the time Mattheo got back to his dorm, Theo was pacing around. The Italian had the wooden trinket in his hand, holding it in a vice-like grip.
“You good?” Mattheo asked him, to which Theo responded, “Yeah. Fine. Just jittery. Where's Y/n?”
The brunette gave him a questioning look, but responded nonetheless. “Don’t know for sure, but I would assume her dorm. She said she was tired when we left.” Theo nodded in response, and set the ornament he was holding down, quickly racing out of the shared space. He looked jittery and oddly excited, uncharacteristic of the Italian.
However, Mattheo decided to shrug it off. He picked up the trinket, turning it over in his hands to examine it. This compulsive curiosity began to morph into a full-blown exploration, his mind focused on the girl this gift was meant for. Suddenly, an abrupt wave of confidence washed over him, making him feel unusually warm and tingly.
He set the bauble down, eyes flitting toward the door. Maybe he would go and talk to Y/n too, just to have a little chat. Or better yet, he could admit how he feels. He’s had a thing for her for forever, his mind never failing to wander to more romantic places when in her presence.
His feet moved on his own, carrying him through the castle and to her dorm; and before he knew it, his fist was knocking on her door. It swung open, and he was greeted by a fond smile spreading on her lips when she saw him. He stepped inside, and wasn’t surprised when he saw Theo standing in the room as well.
“Are you here for what I think you are?” Mattheo asked the other boy, to which Theo nodded. “Mhm. I just told her I love her.”
The other boy’s bluntness surprised Mattheo a bit, since indelicate and direct comments were usually the brunette’s forte. It must just be an odd day.
“Well,” Mattheo gently took Y/n’s hand, getting her attention, “I feel the same way about you that Theo does. I love you, darling. You’ve been such a bright light in my life.”
Her eyes went wide with surprise, and she went still. Mouth floundering a bit, the girl struggled to form a response. The boys noticed and chuckled, Theo reassuring her. “I'm not sure about Mattheo, but I know I’m not going to make you choose. I just want a chance.”
Mattheo nodded in agreement. “God no, I wouldn’t dream of putting you through that stress.” Y/n relaxed a bit at that comment, but she was still a bit weary, due to their odd and overly impulsive behavior.
“You guys are always a bit reckless, Mattheo especially.” She gives him a little nudge. “But what’s up with you two?”
They both shrug. “Dunno. Just got you this present, which made me think about you a ton. I guess thinking about you so much made me want to tell you?” Theo guesses. “I felt the same way. Hey- did you get that weird rush when you held it too?” Mattheo queried, now invested.
“Weird rush? What, was it laced with liquid luck?” Y/n asks with a laugh, albeit a slightly apprehensive one. Her comment earned shocked looks from the boys, quickly followed by laughter.
“That’s it! I didn’t think much of the weird giddiness, though I should have,” Theo said between laughs.
“Nor of the sudden rush of confidence,” Mattheo agrees, his shoulders shaking with amusement. “We should get her a new gift, huh?”
Theo nodded in agreement, and the group laughed about it for a while. The boys certainly didn’t hear the end of their accidental potion mishap for quite some time, Y/n teasing them about it relentlessly.
Thank you all for your patience while I've been sick! I'm not too happy with this, but I needed to get it out lollll <3
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theo with a breeding kink who just wants to get y/n pregnant, he will literally do them for hours just to make sure the chances of them getting pregnant are high. this w maybe some spanking and mommy/daddy kink
Anon holy fuckkkkkk the fact this is one of my biggest kinks LMAO, alright let’s get into itttttt
Theodore Nott x Reader
Summary: Your boyfriend is so determined to breed you that he goes all night long
Warnings: 18+, MDNI, SMUT, modern au, chars 18+, bf!theo, boyfriend!theo, PIV, rough sex, doggy, creampie(s), breeding kink, impregnation, spanking, rough sex, dirty talk, degrading, daddy kink, dom&sub, Theo filling us the fuck up
Two hours, two fucking hours later and so many creampies you had both lost count, your body and mind were in a haze. —Swat swat swat!— Theo’s heavy hand landed across your already welted ass cheek.
“Fuck! Yes, daddy—“ Crying out in sheer pleasure, your body was a mess. A mess made by Theodore Nott. And fuck— Did he absolutely adore the mess of you. “That’s right, does my little cumslut wanna be filled up again, hm?”
Pounding into you at great force, you perked your ass higher for your boyfriend. Your knees shaky against the dampened bedsheets. “Y-yes, p-please give me that cum, daddy!”
Little did you know, besides the crazy breeding kink you both had, Theo was hoping for one thing tonight. Getting you pregnant. It wasn’t that you were against it either. “Cazzo- I bet you feel so full, don't you? So full of my cock and cum?”
Through your whimpers, you could feel him drilling into your cum soaked pussy even harder than before. His previous seed spilling out from each thrust, His cock twitching between your stretched-out walls. “Mmhmmmm- Gods— I love it! I love it- fuck!- so…so much!”
Your whimpers, moans, everything was almost too much for your boyfriend. Ramming into you even harder, He smacked across your ass once again. “Gonna fill you the fuck up- Breed you, Cara— Fuck!-“ His toned body jerked, feeling the warmness of his hot sticky cum shoot along your cervix.
But Theo didn’t stop- Oh no. You both were riding out the high of unprotected messy sex together. The entire night he fucked you, destroyed you, filled you the fuck up. Switching you in every position known to man. Breeding you until the chances of pregnancy were so high, it had to happen.
AHHHHH I had sm fun writing this Drabble! I’m a slut for breeding hehehe
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Summary: Roleplaying in the new lingerie your boyfriend got you certainly gets spicy👀
Warnings: 18+, MDNI, SMUT, chars 18+, modern au, dom!theo, bf!theo, dombf!theo, rough sex, anal, slight roleplaying, lingerie, clit stim, slight spitting, spanking, degrading, dirty talk, dom&sub
—Smack smack smack!- The sound of Theo’s heavy palm swatting across your ass echoed around the room. Feeling the burn spread across your cheeks.
Meanwhile, Theo was balls deep inside of your ass. Your bright red and green lace elf lingerie rode up your back as he mercilessly plowed deep inside of you.
Feeling the way your knuckles already started to turn white from gripping the bedsheets so fucking hard. “God— I love fucking your tight little hole-“
Theo physically spat down onto his cock and your ass— getting it even wetter as he used you to his liking. You turned your head back to look at him.
“F-fuck! I love it when you—“
Your words got cut off as you felt Theodore snake his hand around your body, firmly pressing down on your swollen clit. The room swirled with your moans.
The way your body tensed and clenched around his length was driving your boyfriend mad— holding back his climax as much as he could. “What was that? My naughty elf seems to have lost her words hm?”
Taunting you and incorporating the little bit of roleplay from the lingerie he had bought you— You were a babbling mess of bliss. Feeling his fingers run faster on your cluster of nerves.
“I-I— just feels s-so good!”
Managing to squeak out your words, you perked your ass higher for Theodore. Anal was something you both loved and did quite often. Being something of a kink for both of you.
Another loud and hard smack landed on your already reddened ass cheek. Wincing from the pain he railed inside of you even harder. “So good hm, Tesoro?— Dirty fuckin’ girl.”
An orgasm was approaching you— and quickly at that. The mix of anal, clit stimulation, and Theodore’s dirty talk in that thick Italian accent? Fucking Hell—
“Your dirty girl, Teddy— Fuck! Please don’t stop— Please!” You begged your boyfriend who was already drilling into you like a fucking jackhammer. “Stop?— Cazzo- I wouldn’t even think of stopping…Gonna cum for me, hm? Cum for me like the little anal slut you are?”
It was almost too overstimulating— In the best way possible. “Y-yes! Yes— Fuck I’m gonna—“ Your moans turned to screams as you felt yourself hit a very intense and pleasurable orgasm.
Your body convulsed from the euphoria that streamed throughout your body but Theo kept his rough pace, not even a glimmer of him stopping. Wanting you to feel nothing but pleasure throughout your entire climax.
“What’s my girl want hm?— Where do you want my cum?”
Theo asked, still not stopping, still going hard inside of you. Your mascara was practically dripping down your face by now, letting out a little groan before replying. “I- Fuck! I want it inside of me— please…pleasepleaseplease!”
Begging him like the good and obedient little sub you are, your boyfriend couldn’t help but smirk down at the marvelous view of you. “Fuck— Don’t have to tell me twice, bambina-“
Growling out his words, he pounded into you even faster. Something you weren’t even sure was humanly possible. Your eyes rolled into the back of your head while you felt your body go spiritual in a sense.
“Gonna fill up that perfect little hole of yours— my little anal slut- fuck— I’m gonna fill you up, Tesoro— Cazzo-“
On the 10th day of Dickmas we get…Anal, just…Anal hehehe👀🎁
Hope my bbys enjoyed! Thank you for being patient during the holidays and since I’m on vacation!
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side, allowing him better access to your neck. His breath ghosts over your cheek as he leans in, placing a kiss on your delicate skin before his fangs graze over his favourite spot on your neck, slowly piercing through your flesh.
i was already wet, like GENUINELY
soft moans and gasps spilling over your lips, swallowing as a dark red drop of blood leaks from the corner of his mouth.
you can’t do this to me… YOU KNOW HOW MUCH A SUCKER FOR BLOOD I AM
genuinely giggling at the smut like GTFO AND LET ME HAVE YOUR BRAIN
There's no trace of them-there never is.But as you look around you, a note placed on your nightstand catches your attention.
ok now i’m mad at you (lowkey at window waiting for them to come and ]%]%%]%]%] yk?
LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT
AU | ᴠᴀᴍᴘɪʀᴇ!ᴛᴏᴍ ʀɪᴅᴅʟᴇ x ꜰ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ x ᴠᴀᴍᴘɪʀᴇ!ᴅʀᴀᴄᴏ ᴍᴀʟꜰᴏʏ
Shared Bites.
Short Summary: Sometimes sharing your favourite meal isn’t all too bad.
Warnings: 18+ only! threesome, oral f!receiving, fingering, biting (obv), dub con if you squint, mentions of blood, slight choking
wordcount: 1,2k
Tom showing up in your dorm as the clock strikes midnight isn’t unusual. Not when the moon is at its brightest, its energy wrapping around you tighter than normal, a gentle reminder of the impending return of your favourite vampire that night.
However, what is unusual about today is that he’s brought someone with him. Not just anyone, though. It’s Draco.
Draco, who happens to be a vampire as well. Draco, who has been begging Tom to let him have a taste of your sweet, sweet blood. And Tom, who couldn’t help but look forward to sharing his favourite prey after you agreed.
A shiver runs down your spine as they make their way towards you, their glowing, scarlet eyes burning through the darkness of the night, practically pinning you in place. Before you realize it, you’re pressed against a nearby wall, Tom’s lips crashing onto yours while Draco’s skilled fingers work your skirt’s zipper, soon letting the fabric drop to the cold marble floor.
“Fuck, she is gorgeous,” he murmurs, palms trailing up and down your thighs, urging you to part your legs for him. Only then does he rid you of the last piece of fabric on your lower body—your lace panties, leaving them to pool at your ankles before his thumb finds your clit, rubbing soft circles over the sensitive bud.
The brunette watches the both of you intently, and though he would never admit it—a slight pang of jealousy hits him as he sees how eagerly you lean into Draco’s touch.
“Ready?” Tom whispers, one of his hands gently tilting your head to the side, allowing him better access to your neck. His breath ghosts over your cheek as he leans in, placing a kiss on your delicate skin before his fangs graze over his favourite spot on your neck, slowly piercing through your flesh.
A familiar euphoria spreads through your body as he starts feasting on your blood, muffled groans and soft sucking noises coming from the brunette. Drops spill down your neck, tainting your blouse with the red liquid.
You don’t complain—not now, when you feel everything so intensely, the slight sting of Tom’s bite with Draco’s fingers buried inside of you ridding you of any sanity you had left.
Tom pulls back slowly, fangs retracting from your neck when he hears soft moans and gasps spilling over your lips, swallowing as a dark red drop of blood leaks from the corner of his mouth.
“Are we making you feel that good, darling?” He purrs, his face inching closer to yours before he presses a soft kiss to your slightly parted mouth, the metallic taste of your blood on his lips flooding your senses.
A slow, knowing smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth as he takes in your state, eyes closed and brows furrowed, your mind too hazy to form coherent words. The pad of his thumb softly swipes over your now crimson-painted lips, admiring how pretty you look with your own blood staining your perfect skin.
“Sweetheart. Answer me.” The brunette drawls, head dipping down again, tongue trailing along the fresh wound on your tender neck to gather any spilled blood.
“Yes, Tom— fuck—“ you manage, eyes fluttering open as you feel the knot in your stomach winding tighter with each passing second, your legs trembling as the man between them finds that one perfect, sensitive spot inside of you with the pad of his fingers.
“Oh- oh God, Draco—“
You feel the blonde hum in recognition, and just like on command, his fingers curl, lips wrapping tighter around your swollen clit, sucking softly on the sensitive bud. Your vision grows cloudy with stars, and you are right there, right at the edge, ready to let the built-up pressure in your lower stomach explode into fireworks of ecstasy.
But just as you are about to tumble over the edge, he pulls away.
You want to complain, tell him to get his head back to where it was. However, when you open your mouth, the only sound you manage is a sharp hiss as his pointed teeth pierce the soft skin of your inner thighs, his cold, strong hands keeping your legs from closing.
A smirk tugs at the corner of Tom’s lips as he takes in your expression. So beautiful, he thinks. So helpless, yet so eager to let both of them have their fair share of you. And you would get your reward—but you are still his after all, and the only way you get to come is on his mouth, his fingers, his cock.
With that thought, his lips meet yours for a hungry kiss once more, hand softly wrapping around your throat, thumb caressing over your pulse point. You are out of breath as you break apart, watching him drop to his knees in front of you, switching positions with the blonde.
“N-No more,” you whimper, trying to steady yourself on the wall, Draco’s laboured breath hot on the tender skin of your neck as his head dips down, sharp teeth grazing over your crimson-coloured skin.
Tom nudges your legs further apart, inhaling sharply as his gaze locks onto your glistening folds right in front of him. “Yet,” he starts, his thumb swiping through your slit, coating himself in your arousal, “look at how eager you are for us.”
“It’s only fair—“ he purrs, one finger slipping inside of you, then a second, stretching you perfectly, fingertips finding your weak spot without even trying. “If we get our share, don’t you think, darling?”
Your mind is beyond hazy at this point, dizzy as your body reacts to the blood loss, dizzy with the need to come.
Fuck it.
“Yes— God, Tom— have me.”
It’s not only a simple answer—it’s a plea. And just as the words leave your lips, Draco sinks his fangs into your neck with a low growl, the brunette in front of you flicking his tongue over your clit. Heaven or damnation—you don’t quite know which is closer. However, with the way both of them work your body—you practically see the gates to paradise opening right before your eyes.
Naturally, it doesn’t take long for your orgasm to build once more, and Tom notices, obviously. The way you squeeze tighter around him, walls fluttering in anticipation and lips slightly parted, he sucks on your puffy bud, just the way he knows you like it—slowly.
Your ears ring, thighs trembling as fireworks set off behind your eyes, your vision fading into a blur as the brunette works you through your orgasm, loving the way your cunt clamps down on him as you come. How next time he would have you all for himself again.
“Were so good for us.” is the last thing you hear coming from the blonde before your eyes flutter close, Tom’s arms wrapping around your waist before your knees give in, fainting in his embrace.
By the time you wake, it’s morning, and you are tucked under your sheets, weak sun rays warming your skin. There’s no trace of them—there never is. But as you look around you, a note placed on your nightstand catches your attention.
And then you see it—your thighs are covered in bite marks.
Especially around the area Draco left his.
A/N: I am getting started on the full fic now. I promise😭