We fell in love in head ☁️🦄✨
I live in my day dreams 💭🤍
The Panic in Needle Park (1971)
words my mom used to say
if only to give me peace of mind
but here I am on the other side
there’s something missing
or something wrong
and now I’m home
or at least I thought I was home
but I feel more lost than ever
a stranger in a strange land
surrounded by excess displays
billionaire brainwashing on billboards
narcissists looking for hits on freeways
I want something more
I want something real
maybe I spoke too soon
three clicks and I’m home again
pretty parties and ugly people
the sacrifices all lined up
which one of us will make the cut?
you say you wish you were me
but the country club nights get so boring
life jackets only keep you safe for so long
until you just let go and start to drown
in high expectations and wild debauchery
a legacy, a legacy
what’s the point of being a legacy…
will the choice ever be my own?
in 2018 i cleaned out my childhood bedroom and found my diary from when i was 13/14. i felt inspired to write this song about the feeling of being a young girl with an all consuming toxic crush. a lot of these words come straight from that diary i found.
my song lion hymn (demo) releases june 10
i hope you listen and like it <3
Beauty and the beast 🌹✨
A rainbow of self destruction
Blood and guts but no glory
The voices are getting too loud
I want to give up, just let me give up
But I’m looking for reasons to stay
He cries for me, she prays for me
“The ancestors are watching out for you”
I wish I could have hope
But the pain is draining
I could let it all go, say goodbye to this hell
Please give me a reason to stay
me and who