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Walking into Hell, I think I might be sick
Made a mistake now I’m paying for it
I just wanted to make my father proud
Dear god, can’t you hear my prayers now?
Look at me: I am now a mean girl
I am just like all of them
Call me a catcher in the rye
Daydreaming of countless ways to die
I’m a loser, I’m an heiress
Nobody sees me for what I truly am
Second thoughts are destroying my future
Turning the page but the words are missing
I’ve got to go I know my place now
in 2018 i cleaned out my childhood bedroom and found my diary from when i was 13/14. i felt inspired to write this song about the feeling of being a young girl with an all consuming toxic crush. a lot of these words come straight from that diary i found.
my song lion hymn (demo) releases june 10
i hope you listen and like it <3
me and who
The golden gate
Eucalyptus breeze
Country club parties
I stand in the distance
Drifting away
In memories you’ll find me
Searching for my home
Not the place I know
But the wonderland in my dreams