1997 [x]
ugh i miss my bjm era. so much.
new bjm is like a gift from god. a spiritual awakening. i will never get over how much i love this band
“is this character good or bad” “is this ship unproblematic or not” “is this arc deserving of redemption or not” girl…
screaming crying & throwing up again cause i saw some post a while back about how when scully makes teasing jokes w mulder he always stops and processes before reacting cause he’s never had a friendship like that before….. and like let’s be honest aside from the lone gunmen he doesn’t rly have friends. scully on the other hand, at the beginning of the show, is seen to have friends and socializes but mulder is v much a loner . so scully is probably one of the first friends he’s made in a long while, treats him with a mix of kindness and mirth that he is unused to . and then thinking about the amount of times throughout the show where they refer to each other as their “friend” rather than partner or anything else… like even when they’ve gotten far beyond the point where both their romantic feelings towards each other are obvious, they still sometimes choose the word friend over everything else. even in the iconic touchstone constant scene: “you were my friend and you told me the truth” ……….. like i am going to start crying she is his FRIEND!!!!! he has been so alone for so long and then she comes around and she is a partner and a teammate and sometimes something else but above all that, most importantly, she’s his friend . :’)
watching shows with your partner will change you …… tell me why i’ve never ever given a singular shit about sayid or ana lucia and somehow, in some way, my bf liking them makes me actually enjoy their characters. CRAZY