struggle to catch their breath
grab onto whatever’s close enough to ground themselves in reality
become nauseous / vomit
shake uncontrollably
sweat buckets
get a headache
sleep near other people so they can hear the idle sounds of them completing tasks
move to a different sleeping spot than where they had the nightmare
leave tvs / radios / phones on with noise
just not sleep (if you want to go the insomnia route)
sleep during the day in bright rooms
first, obviously, their ability to remember things and their coordination will go out the window
its likely they’ll become irritable or overly emotional
their body will start to ache, shake, and weaken
hallucinate if it’s been long enough
it becomes incredibly easy for them to get sick (and they probably will)
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Girls who over apologize for everything have the best pussy and grossest kinks
yearning for being talked through it like, one hand working between my thighs as they look into my hazy eyes and keep asking me if it feels “good?” “yeah?” “gonna cum?” “gonna give it to me?…” "doing so good for me, baby…"keep going… " & praising me when they get a dumb reply😵💫
i’ve come to the conclusion that a hot femme holding me down and saying ”shh baby… let me take care of you, okay?” in a soft voice would probably do more for me than therapy ever could
Person A has a tendency to give long, dramatic speeches and person B has a tendency to fall asleep during them
Person A: "Don't you know who I am?" Person B: "Yup. Still don't care."
Person A: "WHY ARE YOU BEING SO MEAN?" Person B: "Have you met you?"
Person A sprinkles lies into conversations throughout the story. Person B pulls out a notebook every time to keep a record of it.
Person A writes the rules. Person B breaks them all.
Person A thinks Person B is full of shit but can't say so to their face because of reasons.
Person A likes to work slowly and methodically, crossing their T's and dotting their i's. Person B constantly interrupts them and makes their work impossible.
Person A and B finish a group project together. Later, Person B goes back and makes changes. When A finds out, there's trouble!
Person A hovers just a few inches away from Person B and says, "I'm not touching you!"
Person A is starving and goes to the snack machine, just in time to see Person B taking the very last one of A's favourite item.
Persons A and B are on public transit together and A is listening to their music without any headphones on. Person B really hates that song.
Person A lives upstairs from Person B and it constantly sounds like they are either tapdancing or jackhammering.
Person A has no idea what "personal space" is and it annoys the hell out of Person B.
Person A keeps sighing loudly but every time Person B asks what's wrong, they say, "Nothing." Person B doesn't even know why they're bothering.
Persons A and B are roommates for reasons other than their own choosing. They have opposite preferences for: waking and sleeping hours, thermostat settings, volume levels of various entertainment options.
Person A will not stop telling Person B how to do their own damn job and Person B is gonna lose it!
Person A gets rearended by Person B and Person B drives off while giving them the finger.
Person A chews with their mouth open.
Person A will not stop talking to Person B about the zodiac, and Person B finds this annoying. Person B gives Person A the wrong date for B's birthday just to see what happens.
Person A is incredibly popular. Person B thinks that Person A can do no wrong. Person C needs to work with both of them to accomplish a goal. Bonus: C hates A but has a crush on B. Alternate Bonus: C hates A because they have a crush on A that A hasn't noticed. Polyamory bonus: C likes A and B but thinks they're dating each other.
Anyone else just feel so full of love and pride for someone, or is that just me?
My thoughts are filled with images of her, and with every single one I just feel so much adoration. It’s like I physically feel the love overflowing inside me. God, she deserves the absolute best in life, I hope all her dreams come true.
And I hope I get to see it all, and be a witness to her magnificence forever
Things no one tells you about when you’ve been mentally ill for years and it won’t get better
— everyone will give up on you. Some will say it upfront, some will have indirect ways of showing it (you’re a lucky mf if you still have someone )
— your symptoms/ breakdowns/ panic attacks are cute for a few months. Everyone wants to help. Later on people find them annoying and inconvenient
— you will be blamed for not getting better. Doesn’t matter if you’re doing therapy, taking meds, exercising, eating well and sleeping. You can do all of it, some of it or none of it. They will find fault in your efforts.
— desensitization to your pain. This one isn’t their fault, it’s human nature. But it happens and yes it hurts cuz you would wish you were desensitized to your own pain but you have to feel it no matter what. Doesn’t matter if it’s the millionth time. It demands to be felt.
— people move on. But you can’t. You see people cope and get over things while you simply can’t. And it’s so much worse if you’ve been mentally ill for years. Even the smallest things break you and trigger you.
— you slowly realize this world isn’t made for mentally ill people in any way
— you’re tired / fatigued all the time. You have been for years now. You simply exist but you aren’t capable of living anymore. Your illnesses have taken everything that made you feel alive. You’re nothing but a shell. A body.
This is your daily reminder to not be ashamed of making your life easy for yourself.
Cut your food into small pieces, make the font size 30 on your e book, use straws to drink, get a pen that’s comfortable to hold, take more naps, walk slowly, eat another cookie, buy velcro shoes, re-watch the part you couldn’t understand the first time, write things on your hands so you don’t forget it… whatever you want and/or need
Don’t let anyone tell you how you should be doing things. We don’t need to prove each other anything
I want to help her, not because I think she’s incapable, but because she deserves to be taken care of.
Yeah you’re perfectly capable of opening a door by yourself, but isn’t it just nice if I hold it open for you instead? I know you’re strong enough to carry your own bags, but let me lighten the load anyway. You can cook a nice meal, but what if you just relax on the couch, and let me make it for you? You might not really need a hug in this moment, but I can give you one anyway, because hugs aren’t just for when you feel bad. I’m well aware that you’re capable of doing simple tasks, like making your bed, or folding your laundry. I’d just like to do it for you anyway.
I just want to take care of her in the simplest of ways, taking care of the little things.