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i thought that i was special

you made me feel like it was my fault

I just saw Billie's story and I'm crying because she's so kind and sweet and her voice is so comforting and I love her so much I'm gonna die

i hate when i get a new follower and i can’t tell if they’re a fellow girlblogger or a creepy old man cosplaying as a girlblogger

sometimes i realize how bad my ed effects my daily routines and shit that i have to just sit down and be like "damn."

ik im not right in the head but i just realized how dumb it actually is

like when its someone else stuggling i hope they get better n shit but when its me i think i deserve to get worser

that shit is so normalized in my brain idk

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE

hey so why is this 3 hours long

i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate my brain.

i woke up from my nap cuz of i child YELLIBG to someone to fuck off outside of my house.

next timw shit like that is happening imma go punch that kid in the face my sleep is too precious