I Feel So Unhappy But Also I've Never Been Happier

Me and who??

how do yall talk to people

i want new people in my life. online and irl, but i can't start a conversation

please fucking shoot me at this point

hey so i thought that was season depression why didn't it stopped.

I crave the feel of her fingers gliding up and down my arm, slow and teasing, while her other hand grips my waist and drags me closer. I need her hot breath ghosting over my neck, her lips finding my skin, latching on, claiming me, marking me so everyone knows I’m hers, only hers.

people don’t understand when i say i love billie eilish, it’s on a much deeper level. like she’s the only person who actually speaks out about things that happen to girls. like there are things she spoke about that i have related to thinking it wasn’t normal and i was the only person. i relate and understand her in so many ways. people just think that i like her because of her music and how beautiful she is, but it’s not only that, she makes me feel seen and loved and cared for when i don’t feel any of those. honestly and genuinely so beyond grateful have her still here, i don’t know what i would do without her. she’s saved me so many time. i love love love her so much.

this was on time

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self reminder: it’s okay to feel sad,

it’s okay to have a bad day

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im pregnant.

what the hell is wrong with her shes insane.

like the moaning?? HELLO?????

girl you’re actually so cunty for being a minor and writing such good fanfics on a platform of “mdni” (I’m a minor too lmao). BECAUSE WHY ARE PEOPLE ACTING LIKE THEY DIDNT READ TS IN HIGHSCHOOL AS WELL 😭 sorry it just pmo me so bad

Noo, for real though. I understand if they're 20+ and don’t want minors on their blog, but if they're 18, like bae last year, you were a minor too and were reading 90% MDNI stuff, so that’s very hypocritical of them. What’s making me even more mad is that some MDNI accounts follow me like, huh? I’m not allowed to interact with you, but somehow you can interact with me? Ugh.

you're just thinking its a small thing that happened, the world ended when it happened to me.