Do You Like Arcane

i just showered, im mentaly stable again

listen before i go comes on and suddenly my stomachs in knots and i’m 15 again, freshly dropped out of school, losing all of my friends over a simple sentence, sobbing my heart out followed by multiple panic attacks every single night and not being able to deal with my feelings healthily because i had nobody left who cared anymore, so it didn’t matter what happened to me. right?

can we organise a cult of worshiping me

(night thoughts are winning this time)

waking up feeling deep sadness should be a crime cause what do you mean i'm feeling this way right now like, give me a break pls

'remember when you had a crush on that straight girl....' no. i don't. that never happened youre tripping. (that straight girl talked to me today AND WAS WEIRDLY EXTRIMELY POLITE)

i hate when i get a new follower and i can’t tell if they’re a fellow girlblogger or a creepy old man cosplaying as a girlblogger

Inspired by Lana’s new song Bluebird

idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive

i like when people singers/writers who i like but like i liked them first okay keep that in mind

give me a cigarette please