Safe To Say I Had Like 3 Hours Of Sleep The Best Of It

people don’t understand when i say i love billie eilish, it’s on a much deeper level. like she’s the only person who actually speaks out about things that happen to girls. like there are things she spoke about that i have related to thinking it wasn’t normal and i was the only person. i relate and understand her in so many ways. people just think that i like her because of her music and how beautiful she is, but it’s not only that, she makes me feel seen and loved and cared for when i don’t feel any of those. honestly and genuinely so beyond grateful have her still here, i don’t know what i would do without her. she’s saved me so many time. i love love love her so much.

I'm sorry if I ruined everything I shouldn't have said anything I'm sorry I'm sorry please I love you so much it fucking hurts , it physically fucking hurts

sorry i did something dumb im autistic

hey were did all of my self respect go

no bc how do yall want to stay a teen girl its a hell

one more thought about food/calories and im exploding this planet completly i cant

tt and insta seem like smth realle serios and here i just sit on my ass and shitpost my thoughts

no bc why is it so scary. They’re so judgmental on both.

wait i havent had an autistic shut down:melt down in like a fuckass month im scared now are we gonna hit me with the worst shit ever or..?