Oop-- I Just Realized Darnell And Nene Now Became My Sort Of New Crushes- Darn Bro

Gruntfriend x OG BF

Gruntfriend is a creation that I ADORE and simp for 😳😳 to the point where I have my own hcs and ideas and have rped as her.

Gruntfriend loves her lovers charming <3

Okok so hear me out- Gruntfriend (original design/idea by Lattebunss on Twitter and Insta PLZ check them out!) with a simping og Boyfriend. I ADORE ODD PAIRINGS.

MADNESS COMBAT GF MADNESS COMBAT GF

Poison Ivy also on her way to compete by growing Strawberries for Gatia because I’m equally gay for her

Credit to a friend on Discord for reminding me

Funfact of the day ig, Gatia aka me loves strawberries./srs

Nurse Gatia: If you give me strawberries I’ll literally marry you.

Jonathan: *on his way to steal buy strawberries*

Thought of this while eating strawberries with whipped cream and frosting :3

Debating on whether to send my drawings from Aggie of me practicing different body types with my three fictional crushes. Yes showing them without clothes but non-explicit.

Btw it’s Whitty, Jonathan, and Saltbaker

Should I? It’s not even in a sexual way, just comparison. They also basically have barbie doll anatomy censored.

I love this goober so much hesjdnd Btas debut Scarecrow my beloved

TNBA Posion Ivy redesign ig

A redesign of TNBA Posion Ivy because I love her and she deserves a better design then her pale white skin and black tinkerbell looking outfit from the series. I’m so sorry thag sounded like I’m trying to insult her I swear I love her and sorta like the series—

In my opinion, TNBA is a big meh to me in terms of artstyle. I get the intention of making it connected to STAS but it doesn’t feel like a continuation of BTAS as it is also intended to be. Some of the designs feel very plain and nothing like the og ones or even staying faithful, sometimes it is fully abandoned. Also the anatomy sometimes looks weird. Okay enough of me ranting about TNBA, nobody needs to know this.

Anyways I love and enjoy the hc of Afro-Indigenous Pamela and interpreted that into my design! She has some greenish freckles to present the chlorophyll in her skin because plant powers. I tried to stay as faithful as possible to the shows artstyle and simplicity but I’m bad at both so bear with me. And made sure to make her distinctive and not give her the same black lipstick every fem character has. I despise that.

Btw this drawing isn’t really new, this post was in my drafts for a while until I was like why not.

TW Vent: about intrusive thoughts and mental health but on a good note at the end

Since yesterday, I actually decided to look into intrusive thoughts and read about them because as of recently I started to realize I do in fact have intrusive thoughts.

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To give some info, I’ve been undiagnosed for all my life, not because I was tested negative but because I never actually went to the doctor to get diagnosed. And let’s just say I had the hispanic childhood so yea I definitely have a lot of things undiagnosed.

And for the longest time, I tried not to label myself as anything because I thought it was very harmful to just say ‘I have this mental illness’ when I’ve never truly been diagnosed. I thought I would just look like I’m being a pick-me for the longest time.

But since then, I found out that being undiagnosed is completely understandable. And that I know me better then anyone and I’m allowed to analyze myself.

I’ve been seeing a lot of videos on my feed pointing out many of my symptoms and signs that I may have ADHD or more. And hilariously so, most of my friends, who either have been diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Autism, have pointed out how I can very much possibly be undiagnosed.

I’m more certain I have undiagnosed Anxiety and ADHD while I’m still unsure about Autism but I need to look more into that.

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Which now brings me to this topic that feels like a nail in the coffin, my unwanted intrusive thoughts.

Obviously I’ve heard of that word due to funny and serious tiktoks but I now found out that is exactly what I’ve been experiencing throughout my WHOLE LIFE. Down to elementary school. And sadly it has only gotten worse as I become a teen.

Whenever I have intrusive thoughts, I always feel disgusted, repulsed, and sickened by the thought of it. I had to live with the guilt that this was me being a sick-minded person and thinking these things were my fault. That it was me being a dirty-minded son of a bitch thinking these things as I constantly tried to push them back.

That was until I found out this was never the case. When I read that article about what intrusive thoughts were and what they weren’t. I cried, I cried in relief and bliss that it was never my fault.

I started looking more into Tiktoks and found that finally being reassured helped me feel so much better. I really needed to know that this was never some fucked up unconscious desires or truth about me but very much the opposite.

I really wanted to talk about this because it had made me feel so much better and just watching those tiktoks make me feel like I wasn’t alone and I cried again.

I know really feel the urge to just have Jonathan reassuring me about my unwanted intrusive thoughts lol.

Vent ends here on a happier note :)

FNF GF au: Nematocyt Girlfriend

Did I really make an au where GF is basically based on a jellyfish’s stingcell, well- unintentionally.

I was bored in my math class and wanted to doodle a random girl in a black dress because I was love doodling random bodies in dresses (like what GF has) and then I realized — wait I can make this into a Gf au! And so I did by making her a monster like things with a claw.

Then for some reason my marine science nerdy part of me just had to call her Nematocyt, the stinging cell that jellyfish’s have and so I decided to name her Nematocyt GF. Boom this beautiful lady is born. Was this in some way to please my monster lover side. Maaaaybeee

I decided to make this into an au where basically everyone is based on a certain animal or plant cell ig. My friend Jo found it really cool so we are doin that! I just felt it was fun.

I have more doodles with me as a Algal/Algae cell so I’ll post dat soon.

Also yes I finally posted some fnf content but just with Gf cause reminder that she is one of my top crushes.

Barking rn.

Attempting to post on Tumblr again uhhh

Starting off strong???

Fragaria/Garia, the Nintendo version of Gatia

Again so sorry ive been inactive on here! I just never really felt the time to get motivated to post stuff but I’ll try to cause ofc I have a LOT of things to show because I love to.

This artwork is absolutely definitely not new, this was waay back in in May of 2022 but it still looks good and still stands!!

If your possibly wondering why this looks familiar is simply because this drawing is actually a reference to the Girl from Rhythm Heaven Fever! Thats right, this pic and this version of Gatia is meant to be a RHF self insert and by extension, a nintendp self insert! They even work as a mii.

I consider this version of Gatia named Fragaria or Garia. I do sometimes actually have her crossover with Fnf and they do have a minus version but sadly that image is a bit lost :((

I selfship them with The Girl from Rhythm Heaven Fever but in a queerplatonic way! Making them and the Girl my first queerplatonic selfshipping :)) I also call the girl Yuka so don’t get confused when i do call her that because thats apparently her name from some source and I just go with that.

The two like to go on dates hanging out together, such as eating icecream or wearing matching clothes as shown here. Garia themselves are a bit of a celebrity if you will. Think of like GF levels of celebrity, just well known.

Funfact, I will admit my love for Rhythm Heaven Fever stemmed from my love for FNF Girlfriend who I found out was inspired by the Girl and I just felt like getting into it and making this fun self insert. And now they also have extended from my longtime love for Nintendo and their games and such <33

Also here’s them in Miitopia who I actually have them play as the lovey-dovey couple with Yuka :33

Me x Whitty but as my Godzilla OTP Battra x Gojirin

Me and Whitty but we are dressed up as Battra and Gojirin (she’s from Godzilland) who are my absolute favorites and one of my Godzilla OTPs

Now as much as I do worship the ground of Godzilla x Mothra, this crack pairing of two characters that have never nor will ever meet has taken my OTP loving heart of kaiju love.

Gatia would likely drag Whitty to watch Godzilla or any kaiju movies together as Gatia gets so excited. Its either that or horror movies lol. I do like to think Whitty does love Mothra and he gets his own emotional support Mothra plushie.