Seeing People I Follow Liking My Stuff Is Absolutely Agonizing In Both Damn Ways.

Artistic whatever whatever

(those are YELLOW Lillie's which also inteprate death of the naive, the innocence. Ford how could you trust one eyed floating chip please be better than that)

Don't puff yo cheeks at me man

Sock puppet.

Eumh

yeah I'm alive and I don't know what I'm doing w my life anymore I'm so fucking tired and confused at this point I just want to sleep I only want to fucking rest without worrying for anything but em okay sure have this quick coloring of my daughter as a compensation will ya

My pride and joy people, my girl

Enjoyed the stream a lil bit too much. Thank you guys!

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Drifting stars AU will always be the end of me

Ford looking at Mabel and seeing the wildfire of optimism he used to carry in his childhood that always led to disappointment; Stan looking at Dipper and seeing his deep doubt and insecurity that led to inaction when it counted and too much action when it mattered.

Dipper looking at Stan and admiring his steadfast protectiveness and slick charisma; Mabel looking at Ford and admiring his dedication to detail and ever-churning creativity.

Stan looking at Mabel and seeing that crushing loneliness of being left behind; Ford looking at Dipper is seeing that deep guilt of leaving someone behind.

Mabel looking at Stan and admiring his persistence in righting his wrongs, even though he would never admit that's what he's doing; Dipper looking at Ford and admiring his ability to push through that hardships, but also to look back at the path he's taken to get there.

Drowned

I love poeple

"Twin!Delusion AU" by me and @ridokichan (from our previous post)

(their dynamic in nutshell, basically.)

This is partially based on bereavement hallucinations disorder (it is not nessesary for a person to be "passed" to fall under such diagnosis. but considering how on other side of the portal Stan didn't even knew if his brother is alive in there - name still works.)

Realistically speaking - those kind of hallucinations are a response to an overwhelming emotions, a coping mechanism & form of isolation formed desperation.

Stan is so desperate to fix the portal, to get his brother back/fix this mistake that mind will willingly make it seem like everything is alright.

You supress your emotions because you got more important things to focus on? Oh trust me they will find the way out.

Now a question: then why are they in a form of children?

Childhood represents innocence, unconditional love, and a time when they were truly happy together. Subconscious will always choose this form because it literally offers protection, allowing to mentally escape into the past rather than face the unbearable present. After all, Stans character is about partially clinging to the past while Ford was one that wanted to move forward. (i am not talking about Ford holding grudges from the past like a dead dog he is, no)

Seeking comfort in purest and safest version of your brother, one that never looked at you wrong, one that never pulled the curtains on you when you asked for help....... Sounds right to me.