Agreed. So cool
Fugk shigrli LSOEE LOSER SHIGARAKI PLZ PLS SAVE MEEUGHHHH...can yu do..like THIS SOUNDS CRINGE BUT READER ISEKAI AND THEY R OBSESSD W SHIGARAKI,,, like, they get plopped down into his bar, they explain his lore to him, his fanarts, shiparts ALL OF THATđđ
Love u munch plz dont die
love u too munch!! hope u enjoy <3
cw: no use of "y/n" (i used "______" instead!), fem reader, loser shigaraki (aka early chapter shiggy), virgin!shigaraki, isekai, tw: implications of death/major trauma, car crash, oral (male rec), loss of virginity, slight musk kink if you squint, kinda canon shiggy? rough sex, unprotected, pathetic virgin moment lol, teasing, missionary, p/v sex, choking implied for a few seconds, desperation, premature ejaculation, sliiiiiight breeding kink? if u squint
not proofread! pls dont eat me im sorry but its 5am i dont have the energy to edit rn!!!!!!!
you don't know how it happened. there was a sharp, hollow static, paired with the feeling of drowning, choking, sputtering. you could hear screaming, you could feel the branches interlocking with your innards, pinning you to the car seat. but...everything was so soft, so light...
until it wasn't.
you figured heaven would be a little less daunting than this. even atheists could dream up a place better than this.
but here you were, plopped onto a worn stool, a long mahogany bartop splayed in front of you. maybe it was a sick joke, maybe this bartop was the tree you lost your life to. maybe it was one big metaphor. either way, the leather was sticking to your legs already, a loose nail prodding at your thigh as you shifted in your seat. there was a strange smell here, a mixture of sweat and blood and something smoky, and you couldn't place whether you liked it or not. you tapped your fingers against the worn wood for a moment before glancing around the sullen room.
it looked so very familiar. worn furniture, brick walls, and a dingy carpet splattered the room like dollhouse furniture. the bar was fully stocked, but no one was tending to it. there were a few rooms down a hall, but nothing you could recognize. across from you, a little tv sat, with a torn poster of something you felt on the tip of your tongue. you forced yourself to move, standing from the seat and rubbing your eyes as you approached the wall. with a shaky hand, you wiped dust from the ripped paper, revealing a heroic-looking man. little holes scattered the image, as if it had been used as a dart board. bold writing splayed beneath his portrait read: "ALL-MIGHT", and like a crashing wave, everything came flooding back. your favorite manga series, my hero academia, had a bar similar as the base for the league of villains. you sucked in a sharp, excited breath as your eyes took in another look of the room. maybe this was heaven.
but...this shit doesn't happen in real life. isekai's were a favorite trope of yours, like re:zero or konosuba, yes, now you remembered- you had loved the idea of another world rather than death or rebirth. maybe it was your version of heaven. you bit your nail at the idea of being able to see the base for yourself. sure, it wasn't at all what you had imagined it to be- it wasn't as enchanting, per se, as you had thought. but it was...all in front of you. as you swallowed your discoveries, a squeal of joy erupted from your core. shit, your core. your body, fuck, was it okay? you lifted your shirt, expecting to see the gory visual of your death still imprinted on your skin...but it was gone. as if it had never happened. shit. this isnt so bad then, right?
but something surely was missing. and no, it wasn't your life. well, technically yes it was, but fuck that, who cares? what you really were missing was them. if this was a true isekai...
the sound of metal clanging sends a freezing shock through your bones. you whip around in time to see a very battered and bloody league stumbling in, kurogiri rushing to the bar to grab supplies. you stay silent as you watch them all individually groaning and pushing each other for a seat, too scared to say a fucking word. sure, your obsession was there, but it was all-too-intimidating when they're right in front of you. your breath is stuck in your chest, until a voice shatters your glass-persona.
"boss? who the FUCK is that?" a raspy voice slices the air and you feel everyone's stares fall onto you.
your eyes widen as shigaraki slumps out of his seat wordlessly and slinks over to you, hand extended. he's much larger than you thought he'd be. his frame towers over you slightly as he approaches, a sinister smile creeping up on his cracked lips.
"good question, spinner" his teeth are bared, and he's inches from you now as you shake. "who the FUCK are you?" he repeats the question, a sickening twist in his voice that shows he's really not in the mood to talk. without hesitation, you slip underneath him and head for the door, but he grabs you before you reach it. he yanks you back with four fingers, his grip deadly on the back of your shirt. in a panic, you blurt out the first thing that comes to mind.
"please! i'm sorry! fuck, i'm your biggest fan i promise! i don't know how the fuck i got here i just died and woke up here pleasedon'tturnmeintoashesi'msorry!" your voice is rushed and trembling, but he releases you onto the ground with a thud. you catch your breath as you stand, wiping the dirt from your legs.
"...the fuck?" dabi's voice rings through the thick silence, and the group breaks into a bellowing laughter. except for shigaraki. he stands over you, a wide, confused expression on his face.
"fan? so you've heard of us?" his smirk reappears as he couches down into your face, and you nod rapidly.
"yes, yes, i know all of you, you're my favorite characters!" you point at all of them, reciting their names. toga's smile consumes her entire face as you do so, and grabs onto twice's arm as she squeals.
"characters? tch, what are we to you?" shigaraki shakes his head as he looks down at you.
your expression falls as you realize they all have no fucking idea what the hell you're talking about. you take a deep breath and begin infodumping about "my hero academia", your favorite manga. everything from deku and his quirk, to all might, to the league itself. shigaraki finally backs up a step and offers you space to stand, and you do so. he nods as you recite the plot, his eyes widening in confusion and anticipation. when you run out of breath, he raises a finger to you, and you go silent.
"she sounds fucking crazy..." twice mutters sing-songy through his teeth. you chuckle nervously as shigaraki glances to the rest of the group, still bleeding and beaten.
"tend to your wounds elsewhere. i want a minute alone with...this thing." he gestures with a curled lip to you and you wave awkwardly. the group sighs and exits to their own spaces, toga examining you head-to-toe before bouncing away, exclaiming: "okay, but i want her when you're done!".
you cant help the anxious fiddling as he guides you to the worn stools again. he throws himself in one next to you, poppy irises still fixated on you with furrowed brow. he scowls at you, but says with a hint of amusement, "tell the truth now". his voice has a twinge of agitation to it, and you smile weakly at him.
"that's the truth, i swear" you start, and he shakes his head. you can feel the annoyance leeching off of him, and you start your next sentence very carefully.
"have you ever heard of an isekai?" you drag the words as if it would prevent your death, and he nods. "okay okay, good. so i think that's what happened. see, i'm not from here, as you can tell...and i died in a car crash, really brutal shit man, like literal sticks in my lower intestines and shit, that sucked balls." you trail off as you describe the fatality and he sighs.
"sorry, i got carried away. but yeah, basically, no need for an introduction on your part, i already know everything about you". you smile gingerly as he raises an eyebrow at you and scratches at his neck.
"mhm. everything, eh?" he leans into you again now and your breath hitches. you can smell him now, and it's unlike anything you could have imagined. the smell of sweat is combined with a faint sugared citrus scent. it's strange, honestly you didn't imagine he'd smell like anything more than a general stink, but he isn't unpleasant in the slightest. he's also all-too-close to your face, and you're able to see every patch of dry skin, scar, and scrape on his delicate pale face. strands of powdery blue hair drape around his face, and he pushes it back with a brutish movement as he takes in the image of you. you fight the urge to reach out and touch him as he speaks again, his breath on your face.
"what else do you know about me then, hmm?"
him being that close to you was overwhelming as fuck, and it takes a minute to reboot your brain and respond.
"well, fuck i don't have my phone" you exclaim as you pat your pockets down.
"need mine?" he slips his out of his hoodie pocket with two fingers and you shake your head shyly. "no thank you" you creak out, and shrug.
"well, basically, you're like, all over social media. and people really love you" you start, and a smirk forms on his face again.
"so, in another world i'm...people like me? in this other world...do i kill all might?" he says excitedly, snaking his long fingers together with a clap.
"well," you start, "sometimes?" you bite your lip, thinking of how to phrase it. "people write stories about you, and draw you, hell, some people even cosplay you..."
"cosplay? like...dress up? like me?" he says shocked, and you respond with a content "mhm!"
"...in your other world, do i win?" he smiles manically and you frown. you know his fate in your world. but maybe, in his, it's different. maybe you can lie to him.
"yes." you recall the recent manga leaks and chapters, and force a smile out. "you win, victoriously. and...you're the best villain!"
he leans back in his seat, a cocky look on his face as he folds his arms. "and society...does it fall?"
"you make it yours, shigaraki" you nod, distracting yourself from the blatant display of his death that replays in your mind.
"excellent" he hisses out. "tell me how i do it".
you shake your head. "i promise i can!" a look of determination overcomes you, your confidence way too high for someone who just got obliterated by a fucking tree branch. "if...if i can join you, i can show you everything from my world and help you" you propose, fighting off the aching in your chest. he glares at you for a moment and purses his lips.
"hmph. i'll consider it" he raises a brow and you respond with a tight, flat grin. he rolls his eyes as you shimmy closer to him. at this point, he hasn't killed you, and fuck it, if you die again, who knows where you'll go.
"did you know that a lot of people want to fuck you?" you blurt out, and he chokes on air.
"WHAT?"
"yeah, and they write about it all the time. and draw it, too. they also think you and dabi are together, sometimes you and spinner, hell i've even seen you and eraserhea-"
"WHAT THE FUCK?" he shouts out, and you laugh. you feel the excitement from before come rushing back, making you slightly delirious next to this definitely unstable and unhealthy villain.
"yeah! in my world, you're like, so hot" you giggle.
"i'm going to need you to shut the fuck up while i process that" he raises a hand and takes a deep breath.
he takes a few seconds, rubbing his temples and sighing. "...in what world would i fuck dabi?"
you laugh, violently, and he grimaces. you cant reply, so you just shrug as your laughter continues to startle him.
"well, a lot of people also think you're," you whisper the next part, "a virgin". he scowls at this and flattens his lips. he doesn't respond, which causes you in your delusional state to scooch closer to him.
"...is that true?" you ask quietly, and he glares at you. you take his silence as a yes, and nod.
"hmm. thought so" you reply with approval, slightly satisfied your favorite headcanon was very much true. he grits his teeth and stands from his seat, stretching a bit before walking away with a huff. you immediately fling yourself off your own seat and follow him.
"you know, that's not a bad thing!" you say behind as he trudges down the hall. he flings open a door and slams it in your face, sending you back a bit. you frown, not realizing how far you've been pushing it. you reach for the doorhandle and somehow, it's not locked. you push the old wood and enter slowly, the smell of dirty laundry and that same citrus smell enveloping your senses. he groans as he meets your gaze and you smile sheepishly.
"hey, sorry, i'm not sure why that of all things bothered you..."
he rolls his eyes and flops onto his bed. the springs creak with exasperation as his weight squishes against the old frame.
"of course an idiot like you wouldn't understand. even in your world i'm still somehow seen as a loser" he grumbles and you bite your cheek. you close and lock the handle behind you, and shuffle over to the bed. you dont sit, but you sway slightly as you watch him. his body is more defined from this angle, you can see the gentle muscles under his tshirt-his hoodie has been flung onto the floor with the rest of the clothes-and his baggy pants fall just low enough to expose his porcelain skin just above the waistband of his boxers. you take him in with a greedy stare as you plan your next response.
"...well, yes, but...we all think it's hot." the words startle him and he sits up slightly.
"we??" his eyes narrow, "you're one of them?"
you cringe and nod slowly. "sorry, shiggy, but if its any consolation" he cuts you off with a snap-
"i should kill you right now and send you back to your other world".
your hands fidget uncomfortably at your sides and you fight the urge to take off sprinting again. seems as though when you died, your proper judgement died with you. you sit slowly on the edge of his worn mattress and raise your hands in defeat.
"i don't think that's how it works. if i die again here, i'll just be sent somewhere else, and then i can't help you". he interjects with a quiet "ughhh", and you shrug. "like i was saying, if its any consolation, everyone who does think you're a virgin just wants to fuck you all the more. so in my world you get like, infinite bitches" you grin, and he frowns again.
"are you also one of those freaks?" he retorts, and you wince.
"hmph. checks out. mystery girl from mystery world shows up and says i, quote, get infinite bitches, and allegedly wants to fuck me" he throws his hands up in defeat. "i don't suppose you actually want that, just the idea of it, hm? i'm sure you get off on your world's portrayal of me. for all i know though, you could be lying, you could be a narc little NPC that works for the heroes, and they sent you to weaken me. i don't think i'll fall for it this time, idiot. get out." he points furiously at the door and you pout, folding your arms.
"fair assumption, but with all due respect, even if i were a spy, i don't think i'd be so stupid as to lock myself in a room with you" you motion to the locked door, and he huffs.
"prove you aren't then." he challenges, and you very quickly oblige. at this rate, you're living a fanfiction fantasy and you're thanking that tree branch more and more. you yank your shirt off and climb into his lap, choking out an exclamation from him. you straddle him and almost immediately feel him harden underneath you, eyes blown wide in shock as you wrap your arms around his frame and plant your lips on his. they're cracked and dry, but you couldn't care less. it feels like death all over again, the swirling static enveloping you as you taste him on you. a sweet twinge of blood and candy and salt coats your tongue as you slip it in past his lips, swallowing him whole. he whines as you tug on his tangled hair, rutting into you from below desperately. his body is already shaking, a silent plea as you grind down into him again, the friction of his rock-hard dick against your already throbbing center causing you to both moan. you cant hide your excitement and desperation as you claw at his back. he pulls away for a moment and shakily points to his hoodie on the floor.
"g-gloves" he chokes out, and you nod. you spring up and reach for the pocket, pulling out two artists gloves and tossing them to him. your hands brush against Father in his pocket and you suck air in through your teeth, completely forgetting about that weird fucking thing. you shake off the strange feeling and turn your attention back to him. he's hastily strapping the gloves on and fiddling with the button on his jeans. you lower yourself down to his crotch, the fabric strained against his length. with a surge of newfound confidence, you bite the button and undo the zip with your teeth, and he gasps at the sudden motion. you silently fist-bump yourself as he shimmies the jeans down his legs, tossing them off the bed. you follow, peeling the fabric off your own body and placing yourself back on top of him. he finally reaches up and squeezes your tits with his gloved hands, groaning at the feeling of them in his hands. his eyes are lit up like stars as he ogles your chest, yanking them out of your bra. you silently chuckle and completely lift the article off of you, and his jaw drops. he looks absolutely blown away, and as he greedily cups your tits and squeezes them, he whimpers underneath you. you feel his cock twitch and you grind slightly against it, and within seconds, he's panting and cumming all over you and himself, crying out a string of vulgarities. you kiss him again as he coats you both in slick, hot beads of cum and he bites your lip in pure craze. you remove yourself from his wet lap and look at him with a soft expression.
"aww, you've made a mess already. your boxers arent even off, shiggy" you whisper out and he balls his fists.
"mmf, fuck you, mystery girl" he mumbles out, and you help him pull his boxers off.
"call me by my name, _________". you plant a chaste kiss to his cheek. as his cock springs free, you audibly gasp.
its much bigger, and much angrier right now, than you typically read about. you take it in your hand and feel it, the soft, delicate skin feeling almost out of place on him. it's surrounded by thick baby blue hair, going up to his navel in a sparse trail. its heavier than you expected, too, as it switches in your palm. the creamy skin of his length is offset by a very sensitive silvery-pink tip, already leaking precum again as you thumb over it, sending pathetic whimpers to escape his lips in a fury. you blink away your greater morals and bring your mouth to it, licking a thick stripe from the base, tasting the slightly salty precum against your lips. he shakes as you slip him into your mouth, stretching your jaw out more then you expected you'd have to.
you begin slowly, keeping a hand twisting around the base as your mouth adjusts to the sheer size of it. slowly, you gain comfort and confidence in your actions, and you let your hand go. you take him further into your mouth with a sharp exhale through your nose, and he grips at your hair. he pushes you down, shuddering, and you bury your nose into the mass of hair, breathing in the aroma of his sweat and warmth. you feel yourself slicken more at this, and you bob your head up and down graciously as he whimpers, your name spilling from his lips a few times between labored breaths. you feel the blood pulsing in his shaft, and you wrap your hand around his balls as they tighten, squeezing them as he shatters into you again, thick ropes streaming into your mouth. his grip tightens on your hair and he shoves you all the way down, gagging you slightly as his cum drips down your throat.
"hnng, f-fuck" he drools as his seed fills your mouth generously, adn you pull off with a sloppy mixture of saliva and cum dripping from your lips. you swallow it feverishly and he shakes, watching as you collapse next to him.
it takes him a moment to speak, and its barely above a whisper when he does.
"_______?" his voice is raspier than before as he says your name, and is thick with desire still. you turn to him, still aching for your own orgasm.
"i'm going to fuck you now" he says, a little louder than before. you look at him with wide eyes and nod, spreading your legs are he peels his tshirt off and centers himself between them. he grips a thigh with his calloused fingers, digging his dirty nails into your skin. you hiss slightly but your back arches at the contact.
"why aren't you afraid of me?" he presses himself against your soaking cunt, leaning in to bite your neck. you gasp and grab his face, bringing him to your lips. waves of desire crash over you as he throbs against you. for a virgin, his stamina is something else.
"because i know that if i die again, i'll at least die happy this time" you admit, and reach a hand down to grab his cock. you center it to your opening, and nod. he presses himself in sharply, without warning, and you shriek out in pain.
"gah, fuck, okay, shigaraki" you put a hand to his chest to slow him, "easy, slow, please". he shakes his head and rams himself back into you, snaking a hand to your throat as he pumps inside of you haphazardly. there's no real rhythm to it yet, and you do your best to adjust to the size of him stretching your tight hole hungrily.
"tomura" he replies through grit teeth, and you moan.
"tomura," you repeat with a desperate sob, "please"
his eyes glaze over and with a newfound glimmer of faith, he grips your hips and begins to slowly rut into you, allowing the both of you to finally adjust. he exhales slowly as he rocks his hips into you, and you grab one of his hands, dragging it to your core.
"try...fuck, tomura, touch me" you plead, and he immediately presses his middle finger to your clit. its hard, almost too forceful, and you pull his hand back. he loses concentration and falls out of rhythm for a moment as you guide his hand around, showing him what feels good. you recall a few stories you had read and get an idea.
"like an analog. thumbstick. fuck. you know what i mean" you stumble out, and he very quickly nods.
"so not like a trigger." he follows, and suddenly, his movements are a lot more fluid. he smirks as he rubs your clit steadily. he begins to thrust back into you shakily, then with harder, longer strokes. he follows your directions as you moan and squirm under him, beads of sweat forming on his forehead and shoulders as he gains momentum, the mattress squeaking rapidly under the both of you.
you feel yourself at your own breaking point, the fire inside of you melting like metal as it fills you, and you sink your nails into his back as you clench even tighter around his merciless cock. he snaps out with a cry and thrusts into you faster, becoming a little unsteady as you soak his length. your body splinters in ecstasy as he drives himself relentlessly into you, orgasm ripping your body like a hurricane. you call his name out like an unholy prayer as you fall from your high, and he throws his head back as his own climax tears through him. you feel it as he rams himself as deep as he can, filling you with sticky cum furiously. his jaw slackens as he huffs and pants, the most angelic sounds emanating from the villain's flustered body.
as you both crash hard, he pulls out slowly with a hiss. his arms turn to jelly as he collapses on top of you, the weight of him crushing the air from you slightly, and you giggle breathlessly. you wrap your arms around his sweaty, shaking frame and kiss the top of his head as he hyperventilates.
he gathers the strength to push himself off of you and rolls onto his back next to you.
"was that real?" he asks, and you chuckle lightly.
"well, as real as i am, i suppose". he shrugs and closes his eyes.
"did you read about this? in your other world?" he asks gingerly, and you turn to him.
"something like this, yeah" you admit, and he nods slowly.
"you can stay, mystery girl, so long as you keep telling me about those things you read. or just show me" he says, and you smile. "oh, and help me kill that all-might fucker."
your eyes flutter shut in pure bliss as his visage interrupts your greater thoughts. if this is what your new life would be like, then perhaps the violent death was worth it.
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this took me like 3 hours to write tbh, i hope its good! i think im gonna cross-post this to ao3 to get the ball rollin. thank u sm for the ask! it was a pleasure (literally) to write this :)
hi can i please request something with tomura (Iâve been seeing you say you want to write for him again lol plus i love him to so) like maybe something soft and comforting but also with smut in it?
hellooooo (*ËáËďžďž
yes you absolutely can! thank you for giving into my current hyperfixation lol he has been on my mind sooooo much lately. probably in order to cope with what happened with the source materialâŚ
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Tomura x afab Reader
word count: 2,000+
disclaimer/content warning: 18+ content! minors dni! size difference mentioned, soft tomura, some smut, some angst, established relationship, afab reader.
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The room, for once, is filled with honeyed light. You blink open bleary eyes and stare out into the shallow pools of morning puddling in swaying shapes on the floor, vision slowly focusing until you catch the lazy swirls of dust motes dancing through the air. You keep telling Tomura to open some windows, let the fresh air in before it gets too cold and you all end up even more cooped up than you already feel you are on the daily, but heâs stubborn about it so you have to sneak his open a crack when heâs not around. So far he hasnât noticed. Maybe youâll risk sliding it up a little further this afternoon.
Beside you, you can hear Tomuraâs slow, shallow breathing from where he lays, one of his arms slung across your middle, elbow resting in the dip of your waist as you lay on your side, your back almost touching his chest. You find his hand where itâs carefully placed up near your own chest, fingers curled tightly inward even though he wears those two-fingered gloves whenever you two sleep together. You tell him you trust him, that heâs spent a majority of his life learning to sleep through the night without decaying anything while unconscious, but he says having your trust isnât the deciding factor.
âI donât trust myself,â heâd snapped one evening when you were pressing him about it, trying to come from a place of reassurance but inevitably pushing him a little too far. âYou donât understand,â heâd continued, after a short huff of a sigh and a trembling hand raked back through his unruly waves. âItâs justâ If that were to happen, I canât take it back. I canât take it back. Iââ
Youâd approached him, slow and cautious, like he was an injured animal that looked vulnerable right now but, once within reach, might thrash and snap, bare its teeth and bite down hard. âTomuraâŚâ youâd murmured, reaching out a hand, testing to see if heâd let you place it on his cheek. âItâs okâŚâ Heâd leaned into your touch, let his eyes flutter closed, his next exhale coming out as a shaking, raspy whine. Youâd gently pulled him down until your foreheads were touching, hoping that simple act helped to make at least some of his fear melt away, the terror pulling back from shore for a short while even if its return was inevitable. Youâd let the silence settle between you two before youâd said, your voice barely above a whisper, âI knowâŚâ
So he slipped on the gloves, you buckling them in place around his thin wrists, and from then on some of the tension he held whenever heâs around you disappears.
The first touch is always the hardest though.
Itâs always the scariest.
Itâs as if he worries the rules of his quirk will suddenly change, that needing all five fingers in order to decay will mutate into needing only one and heâll be forced to helplessly watch you crumble to dust between his destructive hands, frantically trying to gather up the particles as if he could use them to reconstruct you somehow, or maybe just to keep a part of who you used to be, if worse came to worst.
But once his handâ palm, fingers, and allâ was safely resting against the side of your neck, he allowed himself to feel some relief.
Because, like that, you could be his.
Like that, he could hold you.
You stiffly shimmy out from beneath his arm, making sure to carefully lift the limb and set it comfortably back down close to him. You stand, greeted by the quiet crackling pops of a few joints, and make your way over to that cracked window. You glance behind you. Tomuraâs still asleep. So you catch the lip of the window with the edge of your grip and pull upward, struggling for a moment before it finally gives and slides all the way to the top, the rush of sound quick but louder than you were hoping for.
When you look over your shoulder again, you see Tomuraâs eyes are open now, looking fully alert in just an instant, though his body remains still and frozen in the same position that you left it, tufts of white hair hanging at odd angles in his eyes and over his shoulder.
âSorryâŚâ you wince, coming back over to sit on the bed beside him. He begins to stir, turns over onto his chest to push up onto his elbows, the tousled sheets slipping and exposing more of his pale back, the scars cross-hatching across the skin shining faintly silver in the morningâs soft glow.Â
âYou can go back to bed if you want to,â you tell him, feeling guilty for waking him so soon. You know heâs usually one to sleep into the afternoon and beyond.
He clicks on your phone, 8:15 lighting up on the screen before fading to black again. âItâs fine,â he sighs, turning over again to sit up, slouching over a bit as he rubs at the back of his neck, fingers getting caught in a loose knot in his hair as he combs it through, letting out a pronounced yawn. He looks at you as you shuffle closer and asks, âHow long have you been up?â
âNot long,â you tell him. âOnly a few more minutes before you.â
Tomura opens his mouth, about to say something, but stops when you both hear one of the other members of the League creaking around from downstairs. Youâre willing to bet itâs Atsuhiro. Heâs the only regularly early-rising person among you.
Whatever words Tomura was going to speak are reduced to a low rumble of annoyance and the clenching of his jaw, as if heâs just been reminded of something heâd been trying to avoid.
In this small bout of contemplation, Tomura shifts from beneath the covers and swings his legs over the side of the bed, bending down to grab up the bundle of black denim on the floor which unfurl into his jeans, fishing out his phone from the back pocket and turning it on only to be greeted with an abundance of notifications. Instead of reading them, he mutters something under his breath and tosses it onto the nearby side table, leaning forward to give you a better view of his back again. Now that youâre closer, you can better see the fading red scratch tracks that travel down his shoulders, though for once the marks werenât made by his own jagged nails.
The sight of it takes you back to last night, when the room had been doused in silver instead of gold and filled to the brim with the quiet, lilting sounds of your combined pleasure. You could still feel the ghost of him wrapped around you, encasing you in his scent, his touch, his very essence as if attempting to meld you both into one.
But, like most things, no matter how much you tried to tell him he didnât need to be so delicate with you, doesnât need to treat you like youâre one touch away from being broken, he doesnât listen. Heâs so gentle, even as his hips meet the inside of your thighs and he drives himself into your tight, wet heat even deeper, as if hoping to burrow a new home inside of you, to leave a piece of himself there so youâll always carry it around.
Your moans are perhaps his favorite sound in the entire world, hearing the way they break off into a clipped whimper when he hits that soft, spongy spot deep inside of you, his own moans choked out as your silky walls squeeze around his length, wringing pleasure from him in a way thatâs both relentless and heavenly.
When you wrap your legs around his waist to pull him in deeper still, heâs on the verge of losing any ounce of control he has left, tempted to take your wrists and pin them above your head so he can pound into you hard enough to well tears in your eyes and have you crying out in a way thatâs helpless and hurting and all his, his, his.
But when he looks down at you, sees that telltale trust that reflects back at him in your gaze, he keeps the more carnal parts of his desires at bay. Because, while he may take pride in being a symbol of fear to the rest of the world, if thereâs only one person he doesnât want to view him like that, itâs you.
When you come undone, arching your back as your mouth hangs open with a silent scream, thatâs when your nails rake across his flesh quick and hard, not quite breaking the skin but bursting the blood vessels beneath, a speckling of bright red stippling the tracks of a slightly lighter shade.
Heâd let out a hiss followed mere moments later by his own body letting go, a broken whine welling in his throat, the types of sounds he only allows you to hear him make. Youâd forgotten youâd scratched him so hard last night almost as soon as it had happened, your mind glazed over with a thick layer of pleasure and saccharine lust, the world around you blurring until the only thing you could seem to make out through the dim dark of the room was him and all that alabaster, scar-covered skin sheened over with sweat.
Now, Tomura beckons you back into his embrace, wanting to feel the warmth of your body seeping into his one more time before heâs forced to rise from his bed and slip back into the cold, hardened role of being the leader of the most feared group of villains in the entire country, perhaps even the entire world.
Youâre wearing his t-shirt, the soft black fabric oversized on your form, nothing underneath, the rest of your clothes still left discarded and strewn across the room in a trail from the door to the foot of the bed. Like this, youâre enveloped in his scent, and it leaves you feeling calm and sated. Safe. Like nothing inside of these four walls could ever go wrong.
But you really shouldâve known better.
The moment you start to get even a little too comfortable is always when something rears its head to remind you there are no happy endings here.Â
After a while of listening to your steady breathing and staring out the open window, Tomura works up the courage to say, âTodayâs the day, yâknowâŚâ hence breaking the illusion that youâd be allowed to live in the fantasy of this haven for more than a single nightâs rest.
You close your eyes, let out a long breath, trying to stay your worry. âI know,â you tell him. âI know, but, TomuraâŚâ You turn your face up towards his, hoping to lock eyes with him, even if only for a moment, but heâs still focused on the window he rarely lets you open, furrowing his sparse, silvery brow in a look of intense concentration. Eventually, however, he does look at you, the intensity he held before melting away into something much more concerned.
Be careful, you want to tell him.
If things start to go wrong just get out. Donât risk letting the heroes get their hands on you.
But what comes out instead is, âNothing, nevermindâŚâ
You figure he has enough to worry about already. You know heâs fully aware of the risks of this mission and the consequences that will follow if he fails.
So, for now, you allow yourself to sit in this false sense of security and serenity a little longer, whether for another minute, another hour, another day.
He wonât fail, you tell yourself as he places a kiss to the top of your head and smoothes down your hair, rising from the bed and gathering up more scattered articles of his clothing to slip back on before heading downstairs. He canât.
You then regret opening the window. Perhaps, if youâd left it alone, you couldâve bought a few more hours of peace before the weight of responsibility settled in.
But, at the same time, you also knew that you were both on borrowed time.
Why not enjoy what moments of fresh air and sunlight you could get before it all was reduced to rubble and ash.
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Tomura before & during the "war". Endeavour and the rest couldn't do shit lmao.
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Ok so we all write about big horny go getter Shigaraki, but what about sexually repressed, pent up Shigaraki
Bitch you K N O W I had to write it now
Heâs trying not to look. He really is. Honest. No, really.
Youâre frantically flouncing around the kitchen in nothing but a tank top and shorts -your âsleepwearâ- at 2 am, desperately searching for something. He doesnât know what. He wasnât listening (truthfully, he couldnât focus) when you asked him about it. Instead he went on autopilot, shaking his head while pretending he wasnât lasciviously leering at the sight of so much of your skin on show.
Afficher davantage
Well. The threatening display worked to quiet Lambert, just not in the way that was intended.
Scene doodle I have planned for The Rehabilitation of Death
i think (if iâm not mistaken) shigaraki is the only one in the game who had 2 suggestive lines and youâre telling me this guy doesnât watch porn?
Thanks!you anwser so fast too like damn!â¨â
Hiii i just discover your account it's so cool ! What about shigaraki with a darling that litteraly worship him ? đ§
Have a nice day/nightâ¨đ
TOMURA/READER WHO WORSHIPS HIM HC!
A/N: gulps nervously in my tomura collection worth $1k+.. what..worship this guy? hah, never heard of it
(cough sidenote: utahime/urame whatever her name is and sukuna or xielian and huacheng...)
WARNINGS: nsfw under the cut! ooc tomura?, subby-ish tomura
oh my god this boy is sweating, confused, scared, angry.
he's sweating because he's shocked and nervous! how would he even react to someone holding him in their arms and whispering praises into his ear?
he's confused, where did this come from? why does he deserve this? are you serious or are you being sarcastic?
he's scared because there's an odd feeling in his chest that hurts yet feels so good, it outweighs the feeling of hatred that burns so deep within him.
he's angry because he thinks your a spy or is playing a cruel joke on him, that one day this will all just stop or your just using him to your own gain.
you have to try and try for weeks on end to show that your not going anywhere and that you genuinely worship him for who he is.
once he settles in and realizes your treating him like some sort of god, or how people idolize and admire stain/all might with genuine love in your heart he short circuits for awhile.
he lays in your arms quietly as he feels you kiss around his body and tell him that he did such a good job, how handsome he is, how much you love him, how much you care and how much all you wanna do to him is..take care of him.
he'll try and push you off and say something along the lines of 'you're being annoying/stupid, cut it out' or he'll say something cocky, 'you really see me as a god or something, huh? that sounds about right for a king like me.'
once it genuinely sinks into all of him that your being real and not playing with him, it all goes to his head and his dick he becomes more cocky but whenever a plan fails he falls so much harder than he would've if you weren't around.
he loves your kisses and will sulk if you don't give him atleast 5 per 10 minutes like you usually do.
cup his face and shower him with kisses, praise, tell him how handsome he is as your cuteness aggression kicks in and you squeeze his cheeks like they're your life line.
head? blank. mind? off.
even though he becomes more cocky/egotistical, he still short circuits and shuts down for a moment because..what?
he doesn't know what he did to deserve you (besides being a gross ugly gamer boy who should go eat a cup noodle) but he definitely thinks it's because all his hardwork and dedication to master got you by his side.
please be patient with him, if he ever sees you upset with him he might actually go insane.
he loves getting a handjob from you while he suckles on your chest and you whisper sweet things,
he cums so fast when you hug him from behind, one hand stroking his cock and the other playing with his nipples and stroking his chest while you whisper praise into his ear and leave hickeys on his scarred neck or shoulders.
when you praise him, sometimes it just immediately gets him erect, even if you didn't say anything inherently sexual.
he will watch with eyes blown wide or barely open (depends on how long you've been going) as you suck his cock and treat him with utmost care.
yes he is a pillow prince.
he loves it when you treat him like a valuable jewel that could shatter at the slightest touch, your gentle squeezes, your slow and tender kisses, your praise, it all swirls in his head and makes him cum, even if it's just foreplay.
he loves the aftercare, when he's laying down on his stomach and a pillow on his chest as you carefully use wipes to clean his cock, makes him hard all over again.
the aftercare where you shower with him? now he's not sure, he'll say he can bathe himself yet the soft moans he lets out whenever you lather soap on his body or dig your fingers into his hair says he would rather have you bathe him.
cuddles, cuddles please. he needs that.
atleast an hour or 30 minutes of you cuddling him, petting him and telling him how good he did for you, he will sulk if he doesn't get this.
when he's the one mostly in control he's so rough and mean, well..as rough as a lanky twink can get.
he loves watching you cry for him or having you tell him how good you feel, goes straight to his cock.
tell him to go harder, faster, deeper or tell him you're about to cum quick, he loves it, he loves it all.
when your giving him oral, he will just straight up hump/facefuck you, he loves the adoring look in your eyes, it makes him so hard.
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For the last year, your best friend has been somebody you've never met. When Tenko suddenly stops answering your messages, you don't know what to do. Canon, reader has self-esteem issues, 2.1k.
Youâve been avoiding your phone for what feels like days, but you know itâs been hours, or less. You hid it under a pile of clean clothes in your closet so you wouldnât check it every five seconds. You muted all your alert sounds, except one. You gave yourself a long list of other things to do, hoping the tasks would distract you. But your mind always wanders, somehow, and it always wanders right back to whatâs not happening. Every day for the last year youâve been able to count on at least a message or two â and usually more â from a person youâve never met face to face. And for the last three days, you havenât heard from him once.
Tenko keeps weird hours. You know that. You know he goes dark for half the day or more at a time, and the one time you asked if he was okay, he went off on you for fifteen messages in a row. At first you thought it was because youâd gotten too familiar, made a conversation struck up in a Discord server into more than it was, but a week of shallow conversation later, you got a way-too-pissed message asking why you never asked how he was doing anymore. Tenkoâs the king of mixed signals. You know that, too.
And at the same time, you know from the details heâs shared that heâs as far from okay as itâs possible to be. Heâs sick a lot. He gets hurt a lot, and he wonât tell you how. Sometimes the anger pouring out of his messages scares you a little. And sometimes itâs validating, because youâre not okay, either. Youâre angry, too. Sometimes the only thing that makes you feel better is knowing that youâre not alone in feeling that way.
You have been alone, though. The last three days, youâve had nobody to talk to, and youâre angry at him for leaving you in the dark, for not just telling you that he was done with you. If heâd told you that, you could have gotten angry back, and maybe gotten a reason why he didnât want to talk to you anymore. Instead youâre sitting here wondering what you did. Worrying that something happened to him. And then reminding yourself that nothing needs to happen to someone for them to want you gone. Everybody does, eventually. You arenât worth sticking around for.
You knew that. You expected it. You just didnât expect it to hurt this much.
You canât avoid your phone forever. Eventually you need it for something, so you dig it out, and you switch on all the alert sounds again. Youâve been through this before, and no matter how much it hurts that the person youâre closest to has ghosted you, the worldâs not going to stop so you can collapse in a miserable, self-loathing heap. Life keeps moving, even when you donât want to be part of it. You have enough shame left to prefer walking rather than being dragged along.
The days begin to add up, and you try to force Tenko out of your mind. Itâs hard to do, because you used to tell him everything. You stop taking pictures of things, because you know thereâs no one to send them to any longer, and every time you open up your messaging app, you see the last message you sent him, hovering like a bad dream at the top of the list. It seemed innocuous when you sent it, but when you look at it now, all you can think about is how stupid it is. No wonder he stopped talking to you. Youâre useless.
Your quirk is boring. Most peopleâs quirks are, but youâre also lazy, so you didnât try hard enough in school to make up for being useless that way, and youâre not pretty, either â not that it matters, heâs never seen what you look like â so thereâs nothing redeemable about you. Maybe he made better friends. You were probably only a placeholder for him. You just wish heâd had the grace to tell you that ahead of time.
A week becomes two weeks. A month. A little more than that, and although other messages have pushed your thread with Tenko out of sight, heâs still on your mind. You havenât blocked him yet, even though you should. One night after work, you sit down with a bottle of vodka and a shot glass, swearing youâll drink until you work up the courage. But before you work up the courage to do that, you work up the courage for something else. There was a while where Tenko was sending you voice memos instead of messages, because heâd gotten hurt and he couldnât type. Youâve heard his voice, but heâs never heard yours. Youâre going to make him listen to it. At least once.
You press the voice call button and listen to it ring three times before it abruptly disconnects. Screw him. You call back again, and this time, it rings all the way through and invites you to leave a message. Yeah, youâll leave a message. Your message to Tenko is âfuck youâ.
But when the voicemail starts to record, the words come to a hard stop in your throat. âHi,â you start. âItâs â um ââ
You forget your own name, like a clown. You didnât think you were that drunk. âItâs me,â you say finally. The call log will show your name. Heâll know who it is. âI havenât heard from you in, like, a month and a half, and I miss talking to you. I really miss it. And maybe I talked to you too much, or something, and thatâs why you left.â
Your throat starts to close. âI know it might not be that you left, but itâs easier for me to think that than to think that something bad happened to you. I donât want something bad to have happened to you. So it makes more sense that itâs my fault. I wish you had told me what I did, so I could fix it for the next person I talk to. If thereâs a next person. Iâm running out of lives on this friendship thing. Or whatever this was. Sometimes I thought ââ
Sometimes you thought what? Even drunk and teary and pathetic, you canât get the words out of your mouth. Itâs too embarrassing. The only thing worse than wanting something is getting caught doing it, especially something that you should have known better than to think youâd get. âIt doesnât matter,â you say instead, and then you sniffle audibly, because your nose is running. Gross. âAnyway. Youâre probably not even going to listen to this when you get it, and thatâs fine. I wanted to let you have it about what a dick you are for ghosting me, but I couldnât even do that. I guess I just â I donât know. I hope nothing bad happened to you and youâre just done with me. I hope itâs nice, wherever you are.â
Thatâs a good sentiment to end things on. But of course you have to fuck it up, because youâre you. âI really miss you,â you say, and you know the voicemail recording is going to capture exactly how choked up you are. âI wish you had just told me, Tenko ââ
The answering machine cuts off. Youâve been babbling so long that you ran out of tape, and somehow thatâs the thing that makes it all too difficult to bear. You burst into big, stupid tears, your face in your hands, and instead of drinking more or lying down or doing anything that makes sense, you put your down on the table next to the vodka and shot glass and cry yourself to sleep, like youâre in high school all over again, learning a lesson you should have learned the first time. Youâre never going to be someoneâs first choice. You arenât even worth a real goodbye.
When you wake up again, youâve cried yourself out, and youâve got a splitting headache to go with a mouth that tastes like vodka and death. You should also have a crick in your neck from sleeping on your kitchen table, but youâre not on the kitchen table. Youâre not on the floor, either, or on your couch. Your head is on a pillow thatâs a lot nicer than the pillows on your bed, and thereâs a blanket pulled awkwardly over you. The air smells different, too. The mold-flavored air in your apartment is usually enough to send you sprinting to the bathroom when you wake up with a hangover, but this air is clean.
Are you even in your apartment anymore? You sit up slowly and get the answer â nope, absolutely not, because the room youâre in is a bedroom thatâs bigger than your entire apartment. Itâs probably the nicest room youâve ever been in, if youâre being totally honest. Did someone kidnap you? Did you die? The latter feels way more plausible to you. Youâre not interesting enough to kidnap. But if youâre dead, it feels kind of unfair to have a hangover on top of it.
âFinally,â a familiar voice says, from somewhere nearby. âI thought you were never going to snap out of it.â
You whip around fast enough to make yourself dizzy. The bed youâre sprawled out on is big enough that you could fit another bed between you and the person on the other side of it. The person over there is in a leg cast, with bandaged hands and bandages on his face. You couldnât recognize his face even if you could see it. But you do recognize his voice. You canât believe your ears. âTenko?â
âYeah,â Tenko says, like any of this is normal. âI was wondering if you were going to call.â
âIf I was going to?â you manage.
âYeah. You ghosted me.â Tenko looks at you. You didnât have a clear picture in your head of what he looked like, but this definitely wasnât it â white hair, red eyes, a face completely covered in bandages. âThat was kind of shitty.â
âYou didnât answer my message for months,â you protest. âThatâs what ghosting is. Not me not calling you after you didnât message me back.â
âWhatever,â Tenko says. You know itâs him. Itâs his voice. But you canât get over everything else thatâs weird about the situation â the way-too-opulent room, the fact that Tenkoâs clearly been beat to shit, the fact that you fell asleep at the kitchen table and woke up here. Wherever here is. âIf you called earlier Iâd have come to get you earlier.â
He was waiting for you to talk to him? Youâre tempted to look up ghosting on your phone and make him read the actual dictionary definition, but whoever brought you here left your phone behind. And thereâs a bigger question you need answered. âWhere am I?â
âThis is headquarters.â Tenko shrugs, then winces. Is his arm in a sling, too? âFor the League of Villains.â
You cough. âOr maybe itâs not the League anymore. Theyâre changing the name,â Tenko continues. The League of Villains? âAnyway, itâs a lot nicer than our last place. Makes your apartment look like a hole in the ground.â
âHow do you know what my apartment looks like?â
âHow do you think I knew where to get you?â Tenko gives you a weird look. âYouâre here now. Iâll take you to meet everybody once youâre sober.â
He settles down on his side of the bed, grimacing as he tries to get comfortable. It looks like heâs ready to take a nap. He has to be joking. He just kidnapped you, or had you kidnapped, and heâs with the League of Villains. He thought you were ghosting him the whole time instead of him ghosting you, and instead of explaining anything at all, heâs going to take a nap. The anger you should have expressed on the phone call comes up. âWho are you, Tenko?â
âThatâs not my name,â he says. âI couldnât tell you my real one before. But I guess ââ
He reaches over to a nightstand and picks something up, and your heart skips six or seven beats in a row. Not in the good way. The way where youâve missed a step on the stairs and youâre not sure you can catch yourself before itâs too late. Your online friend settles the hand over his face and glances towards you. âShigaraki Tomura,â he says, a crooked smile showing through the bandages. âNice to finally meet you in person.â
He closes his eyes and falls asleep without removing the hand. Youâve spent the last month and a half tearing yourself up over being ghosted. It never occurred to you that there might be worse things. Depending on what happens when Shigaraki Tomura wakes up, this could all too easily be one of them.
Omg yes ! I went to a farm a little while ago and they had a cute little bunny with a gray/blueish color, he was so damn cute ! But he was scared of many human. I, on my side am scared of rabbit (đ )
So the only one i was comfortable enought to touch was him but i could see that he was a little scared so i was barely touching him and after some time with only two little pat in that meantime, the little baby come litteraly to me đđĽšâđđđ
And now that i saw this image i can't stop thinking that he's like this Tomura bunny đđŤś
OvO he's almost blue in the light and here how he is in a darker light, at that moment he was still scared so he was "hiding" (not the best place to hide buddy)
bunny Tomura and sea urchin Dabi.
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