can we just talk about how fucking proud we should be of dazai?
remembering him several seasons ago in the port mafia where he trusted nobody and couldnt even see himself as human and one of the only people he did trust betrayed him causing the other to die?? (ango betrayed, oda died)
and in season 5 in the prison arc he is putting his trust in so many other people to succeed.
he puts trust in sigma to get the information the agency needs
he puts trust in chuuya to help decieve fyodor and put dazai's plan in motion. he also trusts chuuya to literally hold a fucking gun to his head and SHOOT HIM. hes suicidal but he actually wants to live (ill do a later analysis on that specifically)
he puts trust in the agency to do what they need to on their own. he puts trust in the president, kunikda, atsushi, kenji, and ranpo to deal with everything outside of the prison.
he puts trust in ango DESPITE HIS PAST BETRAYAL
they never would've succeeded if it werent for the joint efforts of everyone involved and for the trust they put in each other; i just feel like dazai's character development and growth in this aspect is overlooked
thank you for reading :3
Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
finlaa!!!!! I missed you :3 I never see you on my dash anymore :(
fishiii!! hello, I missed u too <3 srry I've not been online a lot, I either keep forgetting or ive been too tired, hope ur okay
james "i never do casual" potter sleeping with someone else every single day after he and regulus break up & regulus "i only do casual" black never daring to touch anyone else after they break up
Dadmori
How about a cozy afternoon ? 🌻🍊
Also I have been listening to a lot of hozier drawing this
Chuuya doesn't ask about Dazai's scars. Any of them. But that doesn't mean he doesn't have questions. He wants answers. He wants names.
But he doesn't ask.
He doesn't ask about the sliced skin along his wrists, a long his thighs, his stomach. He doesn't ask about the old ones. He doesn't ask about the newer ones either.
Even if he knows about how those were made.
But there are some he has no idea about. But they still fill him with a sick feeling of dread and anger.
But still, he knows Dazai won't talk about them. At least not sober or in the right mind
He doesn't ask about the large canine teeth marks on his partners legs. He doesn't ask about the small circular scars on his thighs and neck.
He doesn't ask about the small incisions inside his thighs. He doesn't ask about the light scar going around his neck. It looks faded and old but it still worries him.
He doesn't ask about the rough skin on his palms, indicating some kind of burn.
He doesn't ask about the countless bullet hole scars, so many he's not sure how Dazai's still alive.
Maybe one day he'll find out where all these scars are from. But for now, he's content to deal with the aftermath of them, specifically the very annoying mackerel these marks make up.
Regulus, laughing: I love you in your glasses. James: Aw, well than- *They both realise what Regulus just said* Regulus, shocked: Er, I- *gets up* I need to go. James, flabbergasted: Regulus! Wait- Regulus, sternly: Don't follow me, Potter. James: I-No. Regulus, scoffing: No? James, walking closer: No, because I love you too, and I'm not going to let you be self-destructive because of this. Regulus, wide-eyed and muttering: I'm not self-destructive. James, smiling: Is that all you took from that? Regulus, amused: I don't think I heard something else. Can you please repeat yourself? James: Oh you little shit. I love you. *They both end up laughing and kissing right there*