My Friends And I Went Out The Other Night And I Got Drunk And Emailed Her 😭😭😭😭😭so Embarrassed

“In my memory, it doesn’t end. We just stay there, looking at each other, forever.”

— John Green / Paper Towns

re downloaded the app and thankfully no reply

but

what if i get in trouble or she hates me or won’t speak to me anymore ???

i already don’t know what to do because i am officially out of school. it’ll only be a few weeks before we lose our school email addresses , i have no reason to be in school anymore and to top it off she’ll be away all summer . it’s pretty common here to come back at christmas time after you have started uni to say hi to teachers , but i can’t wait that long . 7 years can’t be reduced to this .

and it hurts so so so much because no matter how strong my feelings are it won’t change anything for her and there is nothing i can do to change that and the email was . stupid . but here we are

my friends and i went out the other night and i got drunk and emailed her 😭😭😭😭😭so embarrassed i just deleted the whole email app

it wasn’t even bad , but i have to go in and give books back now so going to be very awkward. also mildly afraid she’ll hate me ??

in another universe, i was older, and you didn't hold back.

she doesn’t even have kids but j is such a MILF

i’m 18 on monday this means i can legally get with her

A get to know me post!

i’m 17, shes 46

i’ve had feelings for her ever since my first year of school and had a tc blog like 5 years ago but now i’m back for my last year of school

i am probably going to tell her how i feel the last time i ever see her (i will be 18 and not coming back to school so hopefully it won’t be too weird for her)

she is the most beautiful person i’ve ever seen

February TC Challenge Day 2

2) if they were here right now, and you could tell them absolutely anything, what would you say?

i mean given the fact i’m in my bed looking as crusty as possible it would not be the best scenario for a meaningful confession and if she was with me in my room i think i would have alluded to some feelings previously.

however if i was just with her at 23:51 regardless of location i would tell her everything i’ve ever felt about her and how she’s the only person who makes me excited to live

I love the TCC coz people with crushes on female teachers be like "she looks so hauntingly beautiful today, her hair is in a loose knot. When I showed her my homework that contained three of our most pleasant inside jokes, she merely smirked." And people with crushes on male teavhsrs be like "he said my name correctly today so that's fun? Still want to suck him off unfortunately."

just hit me i have like a month of school left before exams and then i will probably never see her again. i want to tell her how i feel on our final day in june when we come in for a service thing but i feel like she’ll hate me for it if i do

Painted Garden, Villa of Livia (Detail with Pomegranate)