I Want To Cook Her Dinner So Bad

she replied ???????????

Everything I do, I wonder what you’d think about it.

i’ve been so inactive recently for literally no reason but things with j have been going well. we had a really good conversation a while back and it got very personal on her part and also she knows i like girls now lol. but on a sadder note - i always used to talk to her every monday, but now every other one there’s a class in her room and she’s in the office which i can’t really go into :( tomorrow is a good monday though i think

stop talking to other students and kiss me

no i do this all the time 😭i feel like such a creep but i literally plan my routes round school to see her lmao

Every time i try to bump into my tc i never see him but then he bumps into me every time I'm not even remotely trying to find him

sometimes i just pull up to j’s room in a free period and start talking … she said i can come talk to her anytime but usually i come in with a question or something to start the conversation about - recently it’s been university applications but i’ve finished applying now so i literally don’t know what to say to her now to start a conversation. i feel like it’s too weird to come in and start talking about something not school related - advice pls !!!!

i'll choose you over and over again.

in this lifetime, and the next, and the next after that.

i will choose you until the universe gets tired of me choosing you.

this is my last year of school. only thing getting me through it is i can tell her my feelings at the end of it

MUSEO ARCHEOLOGICO NAZIONALE NAPOLI-A frescoed graffiti fragment from Pompeii reads, “That’s how life is, be well.” “Enjoy yourselves, and I sing!” 1st century A.D. #MANN

i think our story just ended. made a reason to go into school today and she had left by the time i got there. tomorrow is the last day of term and there’s so little chance of seeing her and i have no reason to be there . but i wanted to apologise for the email and leave a way to get in touch but our last interaction is now just a normal conversation and that stupid email. i know it’s stupid to think that her leaving early today had anything to do with me but i can’t stop thinking that she wants to avoid me.

she’s not going to be here all summer as she’s going travelling so i can’t even dream about running into her some random day, and the next time i could see her is next year now if even .

i don’t want to email her again because i feel like she hates me but i feel so…. crushed

how does 7 years and all those chats and silly memories just end on a random week day and i didn’t even know it was the last one ?