My Sister Just Agreed W Me That J Is Hot Idk How To Feel

stop talking to other students and kiss me

“In my memory, it doesn’t end. We just stay there, looking at each other, forever.”

— John Green / Paper Towns

WHAT DID SHE SAY??? GIVE US UPDATES

i’m so embarrassed 😭😭😭

i brought her cookies and didn’t plan to stay but i ended up staying the whole of lunch and we were just having our usual conversations. and somehow it came up in conversation that she had a student a few years ago who wrote her a love letter before he left ??? and she was like . that was kind of funny

and then i for some reason decided to come out with “i used to have such a crush on u in like first year “ ??? like ???? why would i do this ??? i made it clear to her that it was a “former “ crush tho

and she laughed and said she never noticed but she was flattered . and then just started talking about gillian anderson lol

and i was leaving i was like i’m so sorry for telling u that and she replied with its ok happens to all of us , see u next week ???

then got a uni acceptance so i sent her an email which she hasn’t replied to , but knowing her she’s probably sleeping and will reply on monday

not sure what to make of this tbh but not a bad thing ?? and she said the cookies were good so

going to fail my latin exam tomorrow bc i can’t stop distracting myself thinking about her

25/2/22

came to class early a few minutes early the other day and she told me about her holiday and how she went to visit her family . also it’s so funny every time im speaking to her and this other latin teacher walks in he looks so shocked that im in there

j recommended me some movies so . weekend plans x

pliny the elder: who am i to deny any unverified and weird info about nature that crosses my pea brain

Did you talk with her again about THAT movie she proposed to you ? ( the lesbian one)

yes lmaooo she said maybe she needs to watch it again (?) and recommended me way more movies

Donna Tartt by Gilles Peress (1993)

how do u guys deal with the guilt ? sometimes i feel like i make him so uncomfortable and that’s the last thing i ever wanna do.