That’s The Problem With Letting The Light In—after It’s Been Taken Away From You, It Feels Even

He wondered if you could be exhausted without knowing it, if hope could be lost not all at once but could slip away gradually, day by day, and vanish before you ever realized.

The Bane chronicles, Cassandra Clare

Head full of 25 21 someone send help

But the thing that makes me really messed up is the contradiction: when I'm not hating myself, I feel righteous and victimized. Like the world is so unfair

We were liars, E Lockhart

they were right btw. you have to dig yourself out of your grave over and over again

“Oh, you’re too much" people said, and it wasn’t complimentary. Yes, she was too much. She felt like too much inside all the time.

So why wasn’t she ever enough?

Diviners, Libba Bray

Hope is hugging me, holding me in its arms, wiping away my tears and telling me that today and tomorrow and two days from now I will be just fine and I'm so delirious I actually dare to believe it.

Shatter me, Tahereh Mafi

Flowers need plenty of water and sunshine to grow. Love, too, needs attention and affection, or else it slowly withers away from neglect. Once love’s gone, it’s as brittle as a dried-out leaf. You pick it up, only to discover that it’s turned to ash beneath your once careful touch, gone on a swift wind forever.

Stalking jack the ripper, Kerri Maniscalco

It's been like 5 days and I'm still not over the kiss scene of 25 21. 10/10 like their shadows, the countdown, MIGHT HAVE LITERALLY BEEN THE LAST THING THEY DO AS THE WORLD ENDS, the way everyone else left to be with their families but they both stayed with each other, the aesthetic (gives me lover mv vibes) yijin's signature smile before the kiss and heedo wearing overalls (I love her overalls it's too adorable) it was just iconic honestly

Depressed over the apparent ending BUT that one scene where drunk heedo writes "heedo's" on yijin's face with a sharpie😭 not to mention my girl still hasn't moved on from daeun and minyoung-

I only write on here because I know that no one is listening. My paranoid schizophrenia is infiltrating my dreams. I hear and see things that terrify me away from sleep. I am so tired, and so tired of being neurotic