((All of us here are in mourning in light of the massacre at the Pulse nightclub in Orlando Florida. In total, 50 people lost their lives and at least 53 others were injured in this heinous hate crime. It was the largest mass shooting in US history and we are reeling at this huge loss to our community.
Tomorrow we can fight about the motives of the shooter and gun violence and politics, but today, RIGHT NOW, we need to support our LGBT+ siblings and mourn.
Please remember those who passed. We dont know who all of them were just yet, but please know that they were not just one of fifty people, but siblings, children, and spouses to many people. All of whose lives are now forever changed by their absence. And keep in your thoughts the victims who are in hospital. We wish them well and a quick recovery from this nightmarish ordeal.
And please, PLEASE, do not wish or do any harm to our Muslim siblings either. An individual causing violence does not mean that an entire group is violent, let alone somehow responsible.
The victims that we know of so far.
Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34
Stanley Almodovar III, 23
Luis Omar Ocasio-Capo, 20
Juan Ramon Guerrero, 22
Eric Ivan Ortiz-Rivera, 36
Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22
Luis S. Vielma, 22
Kimberly Morris, 37
Current Aesthetic: Sandra Mae Frank jamming out on top of the piano during the Spring Awakening Tony performance
I've been up for an hour just crying and I can't get back to sleep
“talk less, smile more”
Lafayette combining ASL with French Sign Language
In “Farmer Refuted” Ham and Seabury go from simply trying to block their audience’s view of each other’s hands to actively slapping each other’s hands down mid-sentence
King George doesn’t deign to sign. He has the ensemble sign for him and gets pissed at how with each reprise there seem to be fewer and fewer ensemble members there to translate.
everybody’s name signs corresponding with their musical leitmotifs
apparently the ASL word for “helpless” can also be used to mean “speechless” in some contexts
during “Helpless,” if you look closely, you can see some of Alex and Angelica’s conversation from “Satisfied” being signed in the background
LOOK AT HOW BEAUTIFUL THE SIGN FOR “WAIT” IS
THE GLORY THAT IS “GUNS AND SHIPS” IN ASL
everyone breaking apart to sign their own parts in “Non-Stop” in a beautiful visual explosion like I am dying just thinking about this
AGGRESSIVE CABINET BATTLE SIGNING
“The Room Where It Happens” being all about being shut out of conversations and decisions, there’s some new subtext to “hold your nose and close your eyes” because you can’t sign while holding your nose and you can’t watch others sign while closing your eyes
Phillip not being able to complete the “sept huit neuf” with Eliza because his hands are going limp as he dies and Eliza actually screaming
Burr’s signing in “Your Obedient Servant” getting more and more angry along with his writing, the syntax of which also changes until “Weehawken. Dawn. Guns. Drawn.” matches up exactly with Burr signing the words–he’s sick and tired of translating every thought into perfect English, he’s tired of signing less and smiling more, he is 100% done with this shit
during Ham’s final “I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory,” it’s not just the music that drops out, it’s the English translation. that’s right, y’all, HAMILTON’S FINAL MONOLOGUE IS ONLY IN ASL
at the end of it, he sets down his pistol prop and makes the ASL sign for “gun” AND RAISES THAT SIGN INTO THE AIR
WHEN ALEXANDER AIMS AT THE SKY, BURR IS STILL HOLDING HIS PISTOL, SO HE CAN’T SIGN HIS “WAIT”–HE HAS TO SCREAM IT WHILE THE ENSEMBLE SIGNS FOR HIM
for all the emphasis put on “who tells your story” and “being a part of/erasing myself from/putting myself back in the narrative,” there isn’t much explicit mention of speech and I think that’s beautiful
I have way too many feelings about this fictional production okay
someone: veronica did nothing wrong
me, confused: no
someone: jd did nothing wrong
me, disturbed: no
someone: heather chandler did nothing wrong
me, laughing: no
someone: heather duke did nothing wrong
me, shaking my head: no
someone: heather mcnamara did nothing wrong
me, exasperated now: no
someone: kurt and ram did nothing wrong
me, offended: no
someone: betty finn and martha did nothing wrong
me: actually yes
just like that, oh, now that’s heaven
most heartbreaking harry moments:
the breakdown in dumbledore’s office after sirius dies
“but sirius did not reappear”
spending all night watching james and lily in the mirror of erised
trying not to cry when mrs. weasley hugs him after the third task
kneeling by dumbledore’s body as the crowd gathered around him
visiting his parent’s graves in godric’s hollow and wishing he was under the snow with them
clutching dobby’s body outside of shell cottage
“stay close to me”