You were all sharp edges;
twisted and mangled.
She was all soft and gentle;
each curvature of her face coming to meet the next one with ease.
You were rough, torn apart, half-heartedly put back together, guarded.
She was nurtured, loved, protected, outspoken.
You were extreme, gasoline stained boots, matted hair, and a permanent smirk.
She was calm, eyeshadow never out of place, perfect hair, and lip gloss stained kiss.
You were bloody knuckles with flecks of dirt, broken skin, and bleeding lips kissed roughly with hair tugged, needing more.
She was the plaster on a broken bone, a bandage to cover the absence, and not enough to go around.
You were sunrises seen with insomniac eyes, cigarette smoke at midnight, and all too explosive.
She was a good night’s sleep and no circles under your eyes, clean air in a crowded city, safe.
You were afraid to touch her for fear she would break,
She was scared to touch you for fear that she would break you.
You were both ignorant, stupid, foolish, young,
Human.
In love.
Now she’s rough edges, husky voice in the morning from nightmares that never end, and a touch that is never as careful as it used to be.
Now you are fine lines, marble with smooth indents which form words, a smiling picture on the wall of a school; in a year book; next to your Mother.
Finally, she has given you what you needed: calm.
Finally, you have driven her to be what she thought she could never be: chaotic.
Girls who date more masculine girls aren’t dating them because they secretly like boys. They don’t date “girls who look like boys.” They don’t want to be with boys. It’s not the same thing if they dated boys. Stop equating less feminine girls to being like boys. Stop forcing heterosexuality on lesbian couples.
i’ve been a fool
spring awakening aesthetics // melchior gabor
I’ve been getting a few messages recently about any DWSA boots so I’ve decided to compile all the links I have! None of these recordings or links are mine & if they are yours & you would like them removed just send me an ask!
AUDIOS
June 6, 2015 @ The Wallis Annenberg Center
June 14, 2015 *closing performance @ The Wallis
October 26, 2015 (Lauren Luiz u/s Ilse)
November 8, 2015
November 14, 2015
January 24, 2016 *closing performance on Broadway
VIDEOS
September 25, 2014 | Part 1 | Part 2
June 13, 2015
October 18, 2015
I’ve been having a bad couple of weeks and I just really needed to hear these:
You are NOT a burden
You are valued
You are NOT a shitty friend, even when you think you are
You don’t need to have it all figured out yet
It’s OK to have bad days
And it’s OK to hide from the world if you’re having a bad day
Because sometimes you just need to have some time to yourself
And that’s OK
You don’t have to do anything that you don’t want to
What happened to you in the past is NOT your fault
Don’t feel guilty for not being productive
It’s going to be OK
Breathe
Relax
Recharge
YOU ARE WANTED
YOU ARE LOVED
YOU CAN DO THIS
I BELIEVE IN YOU
NEW VIDEO! Me and Dan discover our past life animals in THE $5 INTERNET EXPERIMENT Please reblog if you enjoy! 🦁🐼 🐻🐼🐗
60 Day Musical Theatre Challenge
1/3 Solos -> Left Behind, Spring Awakening
All things he ever lived are left behind, all fears that ever flickered through his mind, all the sadness that he’d come to own.
for someone who is fully content hanging out alone I have a huge want of being someone’s most favorite person in their life.
Empty Chairs At Empty Tables, Les Misérables -> Melchior Gabor, Spring Awakening