Hi There, I Hope You're Doing Alright Now!! I'm Sorry You've Had A Lot Of Stress And Bad Situations Lately,

😰Why I Was Gone😓

❌ This contains a bit of personal drama (although not in great detail), so if you aren’t interested, please skip this post! Thank you! ❌

Well hey there everyone!

Guess who’s back! 😬

Yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh......

I guess after my mysterious disappearance, You guys deserve at least some type of explanation... I mean, I even missed my own 15 & 20 Follower milestones for effs sake!

But if it means anything to you, I thought about this Tumblr page everyday I was gone 😔

••••[This gets a little heavy!]••••

There has just been so much stress going on in my life, and although I keep saying that, it’s because more and more keeps happening and things just keep getting worse. It had gotten to the point where all I wanted to do was lay in bed and cry. Even looking at my phone seemed like one of the most daunting tasks to ever exist!

I will try to keep this brief, as this isn’t supposed to be a post just about me complaining, but here is a tiny list of things that has happened just in these past few months:

*Death of a close family member *Went to the hospital and/or Urgent Care at least 4 times *Got my blood drawn multiple times (and almost passing out every time) *A big beautiful tree (about 150 years old) we had near our property got chopped down for fire wood *The restaurant my family went to for almost 30 years (before I was born) is closing soon *Every other pet my family owns had to go to the vet (anything from strange limping movements to throwing up blood) *Family health issues in general *Daily nightmares *And so much more!

I won’t go into any more detail about it, as it isn’t your job to listen to me complain, but I thought that it was important to mention all of this; With all that has been happening in my life, all my creativity has been completely and utterly destroyed— Hence the lack of art and activity on here.

But I should be back now!

Hopefully everything will go back to normal soon! xd

And I will try to post more from now on, although it may not be as much and as often as before >~< But I will try!

Thank you for your patience everyone!

And just thank you in general :) (I mean, if you are reading this, you must care about my life at least a little bit)

Anyways—

I hope you have a good day/night wherever you are!

-FanPan-

⭐️Drabble Stories #1

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“Human.

Why have you come back? You were almost at the barrier, closing in on the end of your journey, and yet... Here you are, near the beginning of your adventure once again.

Did you really miss my presence that much?

Or did you just want to see him before you left the underground?

...

I-I see.

Although I didn’t want to admit it, I knew that you would come back to Snowdin eventually, back to us... but that wasn’t the reason why I thought you would do so, nor how I hoped you would do so either.

...

Well, I’m not going to ‘beat around the bush’ as one would say.

Human, my brother has told me many stories about you and your recent... escapades... And I can only hope from the bottom of my soul that they were all lies.

He told me that you hurt people.

He told me that you made my friends go away.

He told me that’s you needed to be stopped.

And He told me that you would be coming for us next...

It seems he was right about that one.

...

And yet, despite what my brother has said about you, I still believe in you and your decisions. I mean, you are my friend, Human.

No...

You are our friend.

Even if Sans doesn’t agree with that sentiment right now.

...

I still believe that you could still be a good person if you tried. That you could still be a good person if you just... stopped. If you just stopped all the violence, and stopped all the lies, everything would be okay again!

We could go back to the way everthing used to be!

We could solve puzzles together, a-and we could make some spaghetti and—

...

Your face says it all, Frisk.

You aren’t interested in those types of things anymore, now are you?

...No, no you’re not.

You...

You don’t care about me at all.

You don’t care about the friendship we shared, nor do you care about all the memories we made together.

All you care about now is LOVE.”

{To be continued..?}

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This was a story prompt that has been stuck in my head for a couple of days, so I finally got around to typing it out ;p

The story was based on the idea of a pacifist run that was almost completed, but instead of going up against Asgore, Frisk decides to go back and betray all of their friends (which ends up turning the world into a genocide run); The section I decided to write about was the initial conversation in between Frisk and Papyrus when they met for the second time, which conveniently helped give backstory without me having to write out a mini-prologue. There was supposed to be more, which included a scene of Sans forcing Papyrus to fight, but I decided to leave it there for now. Maybe one day I will make this into an actual story! ;D

(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission!)

-FanPan-

P.s. Sorry about the shift in mood from all my other posts, but when I write I like to make in dramatic!

Look at this! 🤩

This piece was made by the lovely @sra-pedillo and features my very own Hot Shot Sans 🥰 He looks amazing!

Go and check out their page everyone! >o<

-FanPan-

Hot shot♥♣

The character belong to @fandompandachan uwu

Introducing “Cancel”, the love-child of Nightmare Sans & Error Sans!

He is the second of the Sans x Sans children that I have decided that I wanted to draw, and although he isn’t as visually appealing as Hot Shot, I got pretty attached to him throughout the drawing process <3 (he wasn’t requested or anything, I just wanted to draw him!)

Which only after the drawing was finished did I realize that he looks more like the love child of Nightmare Sans x King Sans xd I swear Error was meant to be in there!

In the future, I plan on drawing him and Hot Shot hanging out together, so feel free to look forward to that!

(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission! Especially since this is basically an OC!)

-FanPan-

P.s. Unlike Hot Shot, I was (and still kinda am) unsure of his name, but Cancel seemed to stick in my mind for some reason. Other names were along the lines of ‘Delete’ and ‘Terror’.

@vex-bittys

This was a drawing I made a while ago at a doctor’s appointment that features the semi-paralyzed Pygmy Sans (this was before I knew he was adopted) in my idea of a lamia-specialized wheelchair :)

I had this drawing for a while, but was unsure about posting it until now (As I wasn’t sure you accepted fanart or not xd)

Even though he is adopted, I hope you enjoy this pic at least a little bit >~<

-FanPan-

P.s. I also made a mini you in a blanket <3 I hope you enjoy!

Yaaaaaaaaaassssssss 🤩

They look amazing! Great job 💖

Okay I just randomly remembered that a week ago I dreamt of Kris (from Deltarune) in a purple kimono holding a samurai sword, and I suddenly want to draw it, but I just… can’t?

I don’t know how to draw humans xd

This is going to bother me •_•

*Tap for better quality*

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Do not use/repost without permission please!

P.s. This blog is still on hiatus, I just wanted to post this somewhere.

Version with text below!

(No matter what I do, the text comes out blurry :( sorry about that)

I plan on finishing this later, but I just wanted to make sure that I got an Easter post out actually on Easter itself!

With all the things going in on in my life, I actually forgot it was Easter, so this drawing was quite the spur of the moment inspiration tbh ;P (And for my first attempt at drawing Gaster! Sans, I think it came out well) 💜

Even if you aren’t religious (I’m not) I hope you all have a happy and safe holiday today! Although today started off rocky for me, spending time with my family and eating good food has well made up for it :3

Just make sure not to eat all your candy at once!!!

(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission!)

-FanPan-

P.s. 5 Follower milestone!!!!! And on a holiday too! Thanks for the love and support everyone :D

🥰💗💗💗💗💗💗🥳

Two weeks left until the FanPan Birthday Celebration comes to an end everyone! (And one week until the guest list is counted and closed!)

🎂🎉🎂🍾🎂

If you had wanted to participate but just haven’t done so yet, you still have a chance to do so~

🎈 See you all at the party! 🎈

I’ve been wanting to do a more ‘interactive’ post for a while now, and what’s a better reason than my birthday?

By liking/rebloging this post, 1-2 points (depending on what you did) will be added to a counter, and by the time my birthday hits, I will make a special drawing that is determined by how many points were tallied.

And since every 4 points means another Sans in the picture, lets see just how big this party will get! 🎉

But this is completely optional though! I won’t be sad or disappointed if nothing happens :) This is just something I’ve been wanting to try out!

(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission!)

-FanPan-

P.s. This June I will be turning 20! 🥳 🎂🥰

P.s.s. Sorry if this came off as attention-seeking >~< I just thought that this could be really cool…

“Listen, I may not know what you’re going through right now, but... I’m here for you, okay?

I even bought some chocolate for us too—

Hey! Don’t start thinking that I’m nice or anything!”

-Nightmare! Sans (Probably)

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This was a self-indulgent piece of art for me that featured a supportive (and kinda tsundere) Nightmare! Sans as I’m currently going through that... certain... time of the month... and needed some support. 😓

But hey I think he looks good! (Especially since this was the first time I ever drew him)

Also, I have quite the things for sweaters (if you couldn’t tell already) ;3

(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission!)

-FanPan-