Today I Decided To Express My Emotional Drama Through Art Instead Of Random Venting Sessions, And I Don’t

Introducing “Hot Shot”, the love-child of Mafiatale Sans & Lust Sans!

He is the first of the Sans x Sans children that I have decided to draw, and although I said I was only going to do busts, I decided to draw a full body for this one; Hot Shot was requested by a close friend of mine, so I decided to go all out for this drawing!

I am actually quite pleased with how he turned out as a side note :D I may have to draw him more later on!

(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission! Especially since this is basically an OC!)

-FanPan-

😰Why I Was Gone😓

❌ This contains a bit of personal drama (although not in great detail), so if you aren’t interested, please skip this post! Thank you! ❌

Well hey there everyone!

Guess who’s back! 😬

Yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh......

I guess after my mysterious disappearance, You guys deserve at least some type of explanation... I mean, I even missed my own 15 & 20 Follower milestones for effs sake!

But if it means anything to you, I thought about this Tumblr page everyday I was gone 😔

••••[This gets a little heavy!]••••

There has just been so much stress going on in my life, and although I keep saying that, it’s because more and more keeps happening and things just keep getting worse. It had gotten to the point where all I wanted to do was lay in bed and cry. Even looking at my phone seemed like one of the most daunting tasks to ever exist!

I will try to keep this brief, as this isn’t supposed to be a post just about me complaining, but here is a tiny list of things that has happened just in these past few months:

*Death of a close family member *Went to the hospital and/or Urgent Care at least 4 times *Got my blood drawn multiple times (and almost passing out every time) *A big beautiful tree (about 150 years old) we had near our property got chopped down for fire wood *The restaurant my family went to for almost 30 years (before I was born) is closing soon *Every other pet my family owns had to go to the vet (anything from strange limping movements to throwing up blood) *Family health issues in general *Daily nightmares *And so much more!

I won’t go into any more detail about it, as it isn’t your job to listen to me complain, but I thought that it was important to mention all of this; With all that has been happening in my life, all my creativity has been completely and utterly destroyed— Hence the lack of art and activity on here.

But I should be back now!

Hopefully everything will go back to normal soon! xd

And I will try to post more from now on, although it may not be as much and as often as before >~< But I will try!

Thank you for your patience everyone!

And just thank you in general :) (I mean, if you are reading this, you must care about my life at least a little bit)

Anyways—

I hope you have a good day/night wherever you are!

-FanPan-

Aaaaaah! I got the gif to work! :D

This was a gif made of shots from the drawing process of my latest drawing, and I’m so glad I was able to get it to show because I found it quite interesting ❣️

The gif was supposed to go with my previous post (the one of the final pictures) but since tumblr was having a tough time having them together, I had to separate them and make them two posts instead of one xP

If you are interested in seeing the final pictures by itself, make sure to check out my page :3

(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission!)

-FanPan-

*Tap for better quality*

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Do not use/repost without permission please!

P.s. This blog is still on hiatus, I just wanted to post this somewhere.

Version with text below!

(No matter what I do, the text comes out blurry :( sorry about that)

Look at this! 🤩

This piece was made by the lovely @sra-pedillo and features my very own Hot Shot Sans 🥰 He looks amazing!

Go and check out their page everyone! >o<

-FanPan-

Hot shot♥♣

The character belong to @fandompandachan uwu

“Wife, huh? Nah. I’m still your Hus-bone.” 🦴

“It has a nice ring, doesn’t it?”💍

This is the first serious drawing I have made in over 2 years... hopefully it’s decent.

Man, it got slightly pixelated when uploaded D:

P.s. I still consider this tumblr to be on hiatus! I just thought it would be better to post my art here, rather than my side (which is now my main) tumblr where I reblog stuff.

I would like to apologize ahead of time for any sadder/emotional posts and/or an inconsistent posting schedule, because it is bound to happen! I have had tumblrs before and it seems to be a trend :d

But I hope you enjoy your time here anyway!

-FanPan-

Okay I just randomly remembered that a week ago I dreamt of Kris (from Deltarune) in a purple kimono holding a samurai sword, and I suddenly want to draw it, but I just... can’t?

I don’t know how to draw humans xd

This is going to bother me •_•