its midnight and i'm bored outta my mind-
Screenshot redraw
lmaoo
been abit inactive lately but ive yet to see anyone mention this and i think im gonna go crazy:
all 6 of the life series winners were soulmates in double life!!!!
grian and scar
scott and pearl
and martyn and cleo
:3
it is currently 1:20 am. and im going insane. i love hawks sm?? hes like my comfprt character. AND I JS WATCHED TT'S OF HCS OF HIM POST WAR. im gonna. CHAT IK GOING TO RIOT
i love him sm. not hawks, i dont love hawks, i love keigo takami HES......... idk why he makes me sad and happy đđ im going to be indulging my hyperfixation (already have been) will be posting some drawings later SMILES
Casual Grian
smiles deviously......PAPA! ME WANT MORE MOVIE đ¤đ¤ /ref
Keigo Takami / Hawks X Reader (eventually various X reader but thatâs if I decide to continue with the burst of inspiration)
If this isnât that meaty for youâŚ. THEY JUST MET LET THEM COOK
Summary: Small light banter for a first meeting between freshly debuted Hawks and an Isekaiâd reader.
Basically after reading copious amounts of amazingly talented stories by amazingly talented writers. âDEPOLLUTE ME, GENTLE ANGELâ by @fallen-w1ngs and Changing History by SummerBlack on Quotev. With âdepollute meâ the author humanizes the pro hero from being just a symbol. Meanwhile with âChanging Historyâ the author introduces an emotion more attuned to feeling real and how life isnât just a cycle that is predetermined. So my dynamic of choice was you as the reader have already been thrown in this world for the first 18 years of your life. If you were put in this world why not do the expected? Become a hero. But if all things are fake why take anything seriously?
If you couldnât gather from that, the reader and hawks will grow and learn that they have the ability to matter and deserve to feel like they belong. I donât have a very serious style of writing but I do try! Maybe not my best but key emphasis on try! Today we delve into YOU! YOUR CHARACTER!
This was all made on my notes app while on vacation đş
Word count: 4280 ish, (idk through editing I added some things)
A blur of red and gold emerged first, feathers catching the sunlight just before their owner stepped forward with an easy, lopsided grin. Hawks, the newly minted Pro, looked entirely unbothered by the attention, despite the sudden chorus of excited shouts.
âHawks! Can you sign this?â
âDude, your debut fight was insane!â
âPicture, please?â
He laughed, ruffling his windswept hair as he glanced over the eager faces.
âMan, you guys really know how to make a guy feel welcome,â he said, grabbing the nearest pen. âAlright, line up nice and neat, yeah? Iâve got places to be, but I canât just leave my awesome fans hanging.â
As he signed posters, notebooks, and even the occasional wing-shaped keychain, Hawks kept that signature smirk in place. Heâd always known heâd make it this farâbut seeing the real, tangible proof of it in the form of starstruck faces and excited voices?
Yeah, this was pretty damn cool.
As the crowd died down, Originally just going to walk away you thought about when would even be the next time youâd see him. Unfortunately since being thrown into this world, the whole concept of canon magnets for main characters was not even a concept in your life.
âYou know, if youâre acting like this right out of the gate, I canât even imagine how inflated your ego will get once youâre officially ranked among the top heroes.â
âSorry, sweetheart, but I have no idea where youâre getting that impression.â You almost felt bad for taking away his moment. The disheveled blonde looked like he mightâve been having a sincere, heartfelt moment.
âItâs always the pretty boys with the massive egos,â you sighed dramatically, looking away. Seeing Hawks in all his glory had to come with a little entertainment, right?
He took a step back, eyeing your UA uniform as if sizing you up.
âMaybe the hostilityâs coming from jealousy?â
âItâs the Icarus trope for meâ you mutter
âSorry?â
You laughed lightly, rolling your eyes. âOh nothing! You sure would think that.â
To be honest, you hadnât meant to bump into him. You were just on your way home from school, with nothing more in mind than a nice nap. Being a third-year at UA in the most boring era of this universe really didnât leave you with much to look forward to.
âI mean, looks like weâre heading in the same direction,â he said, curiosity creeping into his tone as he took another sip from his drink.
âYouâre not wrong, but the flashy vibe youâre giving off? Itâs almost alarming.â
He gave you a distraught look.
âImagine this, Iâm getting saved byâwait, whatâs your name again?â Oh, it wouldnât be impossible for actually knowing him. Sure, he had only debuted a few months ago and the crowd that just left that chanted his name every two seconds would be a sign for his name, but you couldnât help it. In your past life, the sheer amount of content of the show you consumed meant you had to know him but better safe than sorry.
âHawks,â he replied, deadpan, amusement flickering in his eyes.
You couldnât help but chuckle. In response he raised his brow
It probably looked like you were laughing at him, which, in a way, you kind of were. You remembered the draft photos of when his character was first being developedâback when they considered giving him an actual hawk head. The thought alone made you smile.
âPro hero Hawks saves me, and the sheer massiveness of his ego completely blindsides me. Iâm struck by how conventionally hot he is, and then I die in your arms. Yeah, not a good look for you.â
You sighed inwardly. All in all, you were probably born in the worst generation in the My Hero universe. You couldnât even be part of the middle generation where you couldâve had the chance to work as a teacher with Aizawa and the rest of the crew. It was a possibility, sure, but it felt so far out of reach. And the idea of being around Present Micâpreferably with his hair down and you age-appropriate for him? That wouldâve been a dream.
But here you were, a few years older than the main cast. Actually, you were the same age as Keigo. As much as you loved his character, he didnât really become important until the fifth season. Which meant you had little to no relevance to the plot or any of the major characters. You couldnât help but feel like you were stuck in some lame generation, unable to make an impact.
Why couldnât any isekai story go right? You really felt like youâd lost the genetic lottery over and over again. You couldnât have been born just a few years younger, so you couldâve at least had the chance to be around your other favorite sunshine-blonde character, Mirio. Not being his age had probably made you feel like youâd lost years of your life unknowingly.
âMaamaa, we just met, and youâve already got a grudge against me?â He teased, giving you a playful frown.
Immediately it springs in your head that youâve probably come off as a total asshole. Screw the curse of having an outside point of view. The fact of knowing none of this was real maybe gave a bad look on the outside.
You suddenly felt a wave of regret hit you, realizing how your words had come across. His playful tone, the teasing frownâeverything made it clear he wasnât offended, but you couldnât shake the feeling that you had crossed a line. You opened your mouth, but your thoughts were tangled, and it took a moment to collect your words.
âAh, look, Iââ You hesitated, eyes darting away, feeling heat rising in your cheeks. âI didnât mean to sound like that. Itâs just⌠I donât know, sometimes I get carried away, andââ You mentally cursed yourself for being so awkward. You hated how easily you could go from sarcastic to genuinely sorry in a second.
Hawks gave you an odd look, the smirk still there, though softer. âHey, no worries. I get it.â He shrugged, as if it wasnât a big deal, but you could tell something about his tone had changed slightly. Maybe he was trying to lighten the mood too, like you were.
âNo, Iâm serious,â you quickly added, glancing up at him, feeling the need to apologize properly. âItâs just⌠I donât know. Iâve been here long enough to see how people get caught up in all the⌠hero stuff. And I didnât want to be another person acting all starry-eyed over you just because youâre a pro hero, you know?â God you sounded pathetic. Maybe if you prayed to all might really hard it would go away.
Hawks studied you for a second, then nodded slowly, his expression unreadable for a moment. âI get it. You donât want to be one of those people who just worship the ground we fly on, huh?â
You sighed, relieved that he understood, but still uneasy. âYeah... fly on. Itâs just⌠this world, this universe⌠Itâs all so⌠strange. I mean, I know youâre a big deal, and I respect that. But sometimes itâs hard to take things seriously when everything feels like itâs set in stone. To be so âMUCHâ all the time. Anyways Iâm literally doing exactly what yours doing for a career so donât take my words to heart. Heroes are kind of just people that help people and Iâm like one or those people and by no means-â You paused, biting your lip.
There was an odd moment of silence before Hawks chuckled, and for a moment, you thought you mightâve said something ridiculous.
âYouâre fine.â His tone was soft, genuine this time, as he took another step back, giving you space. âYouâre not the first person to think Iâm all âego and feathers,â but not everyoneâs as honest about it as you are. So, props for that, I guess.â He tilted his head, his usual cocky grin returning, though it seemed more self-aware now. âBut hey, if it helps, I do my best to keep my ego in check. Itâs not as big as it looks.â
You blinked, unsure how to respond, but the words that came out were almost reflexive. âWell, youâre doing a pretty good job of hiding it, I guess. Youâre going to be one of the top ten. I know it.â
Hawks laughed softly, the sound surprisingly genuine, and you found yourself relaxing a little. Maybe you hadnât totally messed everything up. âYouâre so sure about that? Well then fair enough. Just donât expect me to give up my flashy style anytime soon. Itâs a package deal.â He says that as if he doesnât get In the top ten within a few months.
You could tell he wasnât taking offense anymore, but you still felt like you needed to clear the air. âI mean, youâre doing your thing. I justââ You faltered, trying to find the right words, feeling like you were digging yourself into a hole. âI just didnât want to be some random person making snide comments. Youâre a pro hero, and I respect that.â
His eyes softened again, and there was an odd sincerity in his gaze. âThanks. That means more than you know. You look about the same age as me so as youâre a pro as well, wouldnât you know it youâll be up there at the top, maybe weâll have a hero rivalryâ he smirks
âAh yes the trials and tribulations of endeavour and all might persist in the bodies of 18 year old aspiring heroesâ you pause for a moment thinking about it. You know thatâs not too far from the original source material
âWell Iâm not exactly a pro just yet, give me a few months and Iâll be thereâ
For a moment, neither of you spoke, the awkwardness between you two slowly evaporating. It was strange, how youâd gone from a sarcastic comment to a brief but genuine moment of understanding. And yet, in a world where everything seemed so scripted, the fact that this had played out in such a way felt a little⌠surreal.
After a beat, Hawks stretched, giving you a wink. âWell, I should probably get going. Hero stuff, you know?â He shrugged, turning on his heel. âBut hey, if you ever need a hand or just wanna throw some more sarcastic remarks my way, Iâm not hard to find.â
You managed a small, half-smile. âIâll keep that in mind.â
He flashed you one last grin before taking off, his wings spreading wide as he took to the sky, disappearing into the distance. You watched him go, still feeling that odd mixture of guilt and amusement bubbling in your chest.
Shaking your head, you turned and continued on your way home, feeling slightly lighter, despite the awkwardness. At least you hadnât ruined everything completely. But, then again, in a world like this, there was always something new to look forward to. Maybe youâd even see Hawks again and maybe next time, youâd be a little better at handling it.
Or, youâd at least try to be.
In this world, reports of people with superpowers started popping up everywhere. No one really knew what was causing these Quirks. And before long, the supernatural became the new normal. Dreams became reality, and the world turned into a superhuman society, with 80% of the population possessing some sort of strange ability.
Blah, blah, blah. The world might sound impressive at first, but being dropped into a world where you know everyoneâs futures? That kind of ruins the excitement. Save the fun stuff for when Izuku is supposed to take over
Youâd think living in a world of superheroes would be a dream come true, but it felt more like playing a life simulator with a DLC attached.
âActually if any one had heard that thought, please smite me dead on the spotâ
Maybe when you finally met Shigaraki, you two could bond over how lame your lives were.
ââââ
The moment Hawks took off, disappearing into the sky with all the grace and flair of a man who knew exactly how cool he was, you were left standing there, alone in the middle of a busy street. You blinked a few times, processing the bizarre encounter, like a glitch in the matrix where youâd just met one of the to be top heroes, and somehow managed to be the awkward, sarcastic mess you were known for.
Oh god, you thought, did I just make myself look like an idiot?
The awkwardness of the moment hit you all at once, like a ton of bricks. Your brain replayed every word youâd said, every overly dramatic sigh, and every time youâd made some weird comment about his ego. I probably just ruined any chance of ever having a normal conversation with him ever again, you thought with a groan.
But, hey, at least youâd gotten one thing right: you had no idea how to not embarrass yourself in front of a pro hero. Progress, right?
Your feet shuffled along the sidewalk, your eyes fixed on the ground, just in case anyone noticed how ridiculously flustered you were. You didnât even know where you were going at this point, your legs had basically decided to take you home, but your brain was still stuck on the fact that youâd just made a snide remark to one of the most famous people in the world. That was bound to come back to haunt you, right?
In the midst of your spiraling, a thought hit you like a slap to the face: What if he tells people?
No, no, no, no. Hawks wasnât the type to hold grudges. Heâd probably just chuckle about it with his equally cool friends and forget about it. Right?
⌠what if he tells Mirko. All you feel is dread
But still, the mental image of him, sitting around with his hero buddies, casually telling them about the weird girl who got all awkward and snarky when she met him, was enough to make you want to curl up in a hole and disappear for the next decade. Iâm never leaving my house again, you thought, hands buried in your pockets. Itâs safer this way.
As you trudged home, you passed by the same old buildings, the same street vendors, the same couple having a heated debate about the proper way to cook curry (which, honestly, you were kind of invested in now). It was the same old world. But now, you couldnât help but feel like you were living in some kind of sitcom where you were the awkward side character. This is what I get for getting tossed into this universe, you thought, rolling your eyes at the universe itself. And why am I still here? Shouldnât I be a sidekick by now?
You eventually reached your apartment building, doing your best to ignore the fact that youâd just been face-to-face with Hawks and didnât manage to do anything remotely cool or competent. The elevator ride felt longer than it shouldâve. It was like the universe itself was giving you a moment to reflect on your life choices. By the time you reached your door, you felt like you needed to apologize to the doorframe for even existing.
With a dramatic sigh, you kicked off your shoes and collapsed onto the couch. You stared at the ceiling, wondering if you shouldâve just said something normal like, âHey, cool wings.â Thatâs it. Cool wings⌠nope absolutely not, move on, but no, you had to act like a nervous wreck who couldnât even handle basic social interaction. Congratulations, youâre a disaster.
But as your mind started spiraling into self-loathing, you couldnât help but chuckle a little. The whole situation had been so ridiculous, so out of place, that it was actually kind of funny. Youâd just had a conversation with Hawks granted, it was a weird, awkward, almost cringeworthy conversation but still, a conversation! That was more than most people could say.
âMaybe I should just call it a day. Hide under the covers and pretend nothing happened.â
You threw your arms dramatically across your face as if the weight of your shame was too much to bear, but in the back of your mind, a tiny thought crept in: Hey, if I run into him again, maybe I wonât make a fool of myself next time.
Then again, you thought with a grin, Probably not.
At least tomorrowâs a new day, right? You could try to be normal then probably. Or at the very least, you could give yourself a good pep talk, like, âYou got this, champ. Try not to make an idiot of yourself this time.â
As you lay there, wallowing in your embarrassment, you couldnât help but let out a small laugh. Because, in the end, this was just another bizarre chapter in your weird, barely-coherent life in the world of heroes. Maybe next time, youâd at least try to make a good first impression. Or maybe, just maybe, youâd accidentally land on your feet and make it out of another embarrassing moment unscathed.
Who knew? Anything was possible in this crazy universe. Well, except you being smooth. That was clearly out of the question.
ââââ
The bell rang, signaling the end of class, and as your classmates hurriedly packed their bags and ran out the door, you sat there, contemplating your life choices. Graduation was right around the corner, and while everyone else was excited about the future, you were just kind of⌠existing.
You were in your third year at UA, the very school that trained the next generation of Pro Heroes. But here you were, staring at your desk like it owed you money, with no idea what you were supposed to do next.
Letâs be real, everyone else had a purpose. Izuku? He was going to be the greatest hero of all time. All Might? He was the symbol of peace, the beacon of hope, and probably the only guy who could do a cartwheel and not look like a dad on a trampoline. Even Bakugo had a clear goal in mind: to be the best, which, considering his attitude, was more like a âdo it or Iâll yell at you until you cryâ kind of vibe.
But you? You were just here. You werenât supposed to be in this world. Seriously, how did you even get here? One minute you were living your normal life, and the next youâre dropped into the middle of a world full of heroes, quirks, and crazy villains, but thereâs no manual for how to fit in. It was like being cast in the worldâs weirdest TV show and being told, âYeah, just figure it out, youâll be fine.â
And you were so fine. So fine, in fact, that you didnât even know what the point of it all was. You had no grand dreams of becoming the next All Might or Deku. You werenât even sure what your quirk was half the time, maybe you had an ability to be totally average? If so, congratulations, you were really nailing it.
âLook, youâre fine, youâre fine,â you muttered to yourself, giving the window a dramatic look. âYouâll graduate, become a hero, maybe stand by the snacks table at hero events, get a cool costume, the usual.â
You sighed, staring at the city below. Your classmates had their lives all planned out, while you had absolutely no clue what was happening. âLike, how do you even become a hero if youâre not, like, destined for greatness?â You asked, though you were fully aware the universe wasnât going to answer. Or if it did, it would probably just laugh and say, âSorry, youâre just here for filler content.â
You turned to the empty classroom, contemplating your entire existence for a moment. âMan, is this what itâs like to be a side character? âCause I really didnât sign up for this. I was just trying to live my best life, and suddenly Iâm here, trying to figure out if I should be saving kittens from trees or passing out flyers for charity events.â
A laugh bubbled out of you. âWho knows, maybe Iâll be that hero, the one whoâs really good at handing out pamphlets at superhero conventions. You know, hero stuff. The job thatâs always available but no one really talks about.â
You let out a half-hearted groan. âUgh, Iâm like a glorified intern in the superhero world. âOh, sorry, your quirk is literally just being chill? Guess youâll be a sidekick to the sidekicks!ââ
But then it hit you: maybe thatâs fine. Not every hero needs to be the big shot. Maybe your purpose was to just⌠exist. No huge fanfare, no dramatic showdowns with villains, just a random person who shows up at the right time to, like, hand out snacks or prevent a minor inconvenience. You could totally be that person! Thereâs a whole squad of heroes out there who are doing important stuff without anyone caring about them.
You snapped your fingers. âWait a minute. Maybe this is my calling! Iâll be âThe Human Bufferâ. Iâll help all the heroes hand out protein bars, hold their coats while they go into battle, be that one person whoâs just there to make sure they look good in their hero pose. Yeah, I could be that hero!â
You stood up, grabbed your bag, and strutted out of the classroom with newfound confidence. You might not have a big, world-saving destiny, but you would be the hero who was always there with the perfect snack after a long day of saving people. It wasnât glamorous, but it was a role that needed to be filled, and by golly, you were going to do it.
âAlright, world,â you said dramatically as you walked down the hallway. âYou donât need me to save the day, but Iâll be here when you need someone to tell you where the bathroom is during a fight. Hero work!â
As you passed your classmates, all talking about their big future plans, you couldnât help but laugh. Maybe you werenât meant to be the hero everyone else was, but you were still going to make your mark. Whether they needed an emotional support snack or someone to bring them a towel after they worked up a sweat, youâd be there.
And hey, youâd probably get a cool title too: The Most Average, Most Helpful Hero.
It wasnât that you didnât like the idea of being a hero. Who wouldnât want to swoop in and save the day, right? But the thing was, you didnât belong here. You didnât have that spark that made someone destined to be a hero. You werenât meant to exist in this world. You were more like an accidental extra, someone who wasnât supposed to show up on the hero timeline but somehow did. And now you were just⌠waiting for your scene to end.
It wasnât that you didnât respect heroes, of course, you did! But watching everyone around you with their grand dreams and bright futures made you feel a bit like the odd one out. Even if youâre living in a year with just side characters. They had their roles, their destinies. Meanwhile, you were stuck in a universe where things were already set in stone. It was like showing up to a concert that was already halfway over and realizing youâre just gonna have to sit in the nosebleeds for the rest of the show.
Keigo had mentioned once that it was important for heroes to ease the worries of the people. Isnât it paradoxical that his future words are the ones giving you a path. That they had to be more than just strong, they had to make people feel safe. And youâd never had any doubts about that philosophy. But how could you be that person when you didnât even feel like you were supposed to be here in the first place? It felt like playing a game you didnât know the rules to, in a world that wasnât yours.
Sure, you were about to graduate from UA and technically become a Pro Hero, but you couldnât shake the feeling that you were sort of stepping into a role that didnât really have anything to do with you. You had no grand dreams of fighting side-by-side with All Might in his final battle. There were so any many risks and what if a simple butterfly effect made the villains win by you being here. Honestly, youâd probably end up being the hero who handed out flyers for charity events or stood at the front of the line for photos to be safe. Was that the kind of hero you wanted to be?
âWell, I guess Iâll be a hero of some kind,â you muttered, though it was more out of obligation than excitement. âBut what does it even mean if I donât have some grand purpose in all this?â
A little chuckle escaped your lips. This was ridiculous. Here you were, stressing over your place in a world that was literally made up. You were a character in a story that already had its plot laid out, and yet you were still acting like you had to be a main character. It was all just so absurd.
But you didnât want to be that person someone who just complained about fate and waited for something to happen. You could still make a difference in small ways, right? Maybe not as the next All Might or Deku, but as someone who showed up when it mattered, who helped out in their own way. The world was full of side characters doing small but important things, why couldnât you be one of them?
With a grin, you stood up and grabbed your bag, heading out of the classroom to join the rest of your classmates. Maybe you werenât the protagonist of this story, but hey, you could still make your mark on it. A little self-awareness never hurt anyone, right? Besides, in a world full of heroes, sometimes it was enough just to be one even if you were doing it a little differently than everyone else.
|| pairings: hawks x reader / keigo takami x reader
|| warning: hurt/comfort [keigo does the comforting]
|| word count: 0.6k
Today's been hard, like really genuinely hard. No- scratch that, these past few WEEKS have been hard. Your classes have been going terribly, it feels as if you're failing every class.. And god forbid you're excited to see your friends for a few minutes. But turns out, they all went out to get drinks without you!
Tears burning at the corner of your eyes, saying your little mantra of 'Just make it back home, just make it back home, just make it back home.' Trying to push the bubbling overwhelming feeling of just an overflow of sadness crashing down on you as if a wave.
It was fine too, Keigo was gonna be on patrol, and by the time you were done sobbing your eyes out, he'd be back! And you could act as if nothing had happen.
The second you opened and shut the door behind you, you put your back against the wall and started crying. Not overly loud, nor dramatic, but you definitely weren't holding back sobs.
However, one, iiiiitty bitty tiny thing had thrown a wrench in your plan. Keigo, your ever loving boyfriend of the past few years, had decided to surprise you with a nice home cooked meal. He'd felt bad for being away so much! With how many missions his supreriors had given him, he felt bad for neglecting his lovely lover. The second he heard you open and shut the door, his heart leaped at the idea of having a romantic dinner at home.. But it soon fell as he heard you cry.
In a flash he was right in front of you, his soft hands on your shoulders as he stared at you in worry. His bushy brows furrowed as he tried to calm you.
"Baby?" He said quietly. "Baby, what's wrong, fuck- are you okay?? Are you hurt??"
You shook your head quickly as you palmed at your eyes, as if trying to force the tears back in. Oh, but Keigo's voice. With his sweet and hushed tone made you feel safe, much too safe. Enough to the fact you couldn't stop sobbing.
With a strong pull and a few flaps of his wings, Keigo flew you into the living room and kept you hugged on the couch. His wings engulfing your full presence.
For a few moments, you stayed like that. Keigo keeping you warm, making small circles at the small of your back as you cried wet patches into his shirt. Tugging and clawing at him, as if trying to keep him as close to you as possible. Scared that he'd disappear within moments.
Yet, he never did. He stayed, whispering sweet nothings into your ear.
"You're okay, baby," He whispered. "It's okay. I'm right here.. I'm so proud of you, y'know? You're doing amazing, I love you so much. I-"
"You wouldn't leave me, right?" It was a quick and cut question, you barely stuttered as you uttered those words.
"What?"
".. You wouldn't leave me.. Right?"
Keigo pulled away from you and cupped your face in his hands, his brows furrowed in confusion as he stared at your eyes. His honey suckled ones bearing into yours..
"Why do you think- I would never-" He took a deep breath before restarting. His forehead resting against yours as he spoke quietly. "I'll never, in a million years, leave you. I love you too damn much to. You're my entire world, and you deserve everything. I'll never leave you, I never want to leave you. You're everything, my love."
Your winged boyfriend spoke with such conviction, every word said with the most emotion. It wasn't like the words he said on TV. The ones manufactured to be the perfect hero. But these were words of a boyfriend who loved you so fucking much. Someone who claimed to never leave..
And who never went back on his words.
|| mannnnn ive been so busy and tonight felt like eeextra shit, so ya'll are getting small comfort fic !! thumbs up
My girl is SICK OF THIS GIG
And in time As one reminds the other of past A life lived much too fast to hold onto How am I losing you?
" what can i say? i'm optimistic to a fault ,,artist / đłď¸âđ
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