Why does no one ever talk about the jealousy/insecurity that comes with writing fanfic. I see writers be able to whip out 20k fics in a week like its nothing when I struggle to even get something 5-10k out every 1-2 months. Seriously some writers have put out 20-30 fics out this year and I only put out 7. I feel so dumb and often wonder why can't my brain just work like theirs? Like I try my best but I just feel like my fics aren't up to par with everyone else's. Does anyone else relate to this or am I just being insecure?
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Always the writer, never the reader.
I love unconventional top/bottom pairs but not a lot of people write them. Like be wild make AFO a pillow princess sub you cowards!
oh so the fem is the bottom? every single time? and he’s physically half the size of the masc top and much younger too? ok *walks off a cliff*
I am in LOVE with the new days series so many questions and not enough answers, anyways I’m going to write down my theories and questions for what’s going to happen next especially with spinner lol
1 will kirishima tell spinner what happened or will he chicken out lol, he looks uncomfortable with what happened with tsuyu, does he know know spinner has nothing to do with it?
Mmmm spinner confronting kirishima abt what happened. Obviously he’s spinners bodyguard that spinner trained himself but when spinner was sulking what if kirishima went through more training with the other members of the league that is if the league is now suspicious of spinner.
2 are all the yanderes yandere for each other? I imagine hawks “kidnapping” Dabi to his bird nest and not letting him go ofc dabi likes his bird boyfriends possessiveness but he really has a lot of paper work.
Oo imagine hawks biting dabi, he still feels like he’s not allowed to really show his bird side so he just plays it off as being clingy but he’s really making sure no boyfriend stealing bird bitch will steal his man (no one wants your grimy ass boyfriend hawks) or are they husbands I NEED TO KNOW
3 mooching off my second point will they become yandere for spinner to the point where they lock him up like the kids. Imagine they do that and he gets ptsd form being sold. OR they don’t know how to properly care for a lizard so they start neglecting his biology. Not on purpose ofc (that only happens to bad spinners alr)
And tsuyu, they lowkey Brian washed her to needed spinner to survive would she become yandere for him??? Yes I’m going with that… her dear brother is ignoring her… How dare spinner try and get rid of her… SHE DOESNT WANT TO GO BACK TO HER PARENTS… does he not love her anymore…
Sry I just help but imagine her putting on the big boy pants and being yandere for spinner
those r some of my thoughts rn I have more if u want heheh- there’s also prolly a million spelling and grammar mistakes I don’t feel like editing this lolll love your fic hope your continue soon!!!!
Okay so first thing I will confirm is the league are all platonic yanderes for each other too. Since they are the first family most of them have ever known, they refuse to let anyone go.
-In this AU spinner is younger, he joined when he was 16, and is currently 18 while most of the others are well into their 20s. So he was at one point the baby of the family along with Toga. So he will have a very hard time trying to separate himself from the league.
-DabiHawks are still technically boyfriends but they literally got two kids together so I'm probs going to marry them in the ending epilogue or one of the shorts.
-Kirishima will most definitely be telling Spinner exactly what went down in those 3 months they were gone.
-The plan is for Spinner to turn against the League and help the kids escape. You'll just have to wait and see if he's successful or not! 😉
-Anyways I'd love to hear anymore thoughts you have on any of my AUs! This was fun to read! I haven't had any comments about The New Days in a while!
Rockstar/Idol AU anyone?
Went to a concert and he was still all I could think about, so... ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔっ🎤🎶
Here's a nice close up too 💗
Just checking in bc I can't remember the last time I saw you on here, you doing ok? <3
If you're taking a mental health break, totally do that. Your life before your internet people. But I get worried about my moots ig. Stay safe, have a great time, and remember that you've got people here in the little digital world that love your content!
Omg thank you so much for checking in! Sorry for the late reply but yeah I'm taking a break from posting for a bit. I noticed that when I talk a lot about fic I haven't finished yet or set expectations I feel I can't reach. I loose all motivation to write and it no longer becomes fun and feels more like an obligation.
Right now I'm just taking it easy writing at my own pace and will randomly post fics when I'm ready instead of trying to force myself into a schedule because while that may work for some people it just doesn't for me.
I'm actually doing a lot better with these new rules I set for myself! I feel happier with my writing and a lot less stressed when it comes to putting out works!
Sorry if this disappoints anyone but I need to put myself first. Writing is just a hobby that I do for free, it's not like I get paid to write fanfic. I realized I was unnecessarily stressing myself out trying to be like other people when I'm not. I was treating my hobby like work when its not, its supposed to be a fun way to escape reality.
So I will no longer be posting mediocre fics I am not 100% happy with. I will only post things when I am ready and if that's once every two months or once a year, then so be it. I'm done stressing myself out. <3
I love Mairimashita Iruma-kun too!! no one can convince me that opera, kalego, and balum don’t have great yandere potential
They really are!
I had so much fun dressing up for work with my students! I probably won't be going out later tonight! I hope you all had fun too! <3
Hey sorry correct me if I'm wrong but I could've sworn Hawks was in a poll for the omegaverse fic you just released? Did he get cut out of it when editing or something?
Okay so I don't want to say too much but Hawks will be part of the sequel. Meant to be Ours is a two part story, I kind of alluded to it in the final paragraph but did not make the fic a series on Ao3 because I don't know when I'll get around to writing it but yeah Hawks is included and you guys are going to hate him!
My four individual brain cells when I try to finish a fic:
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