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What is the b on rustys jacket mean? 🤨

The jacket he's wearing used to belong to his dad who's name starts with B. His dad gave it to him when he started high school.

VIBE CHECKKK HOW ARE WE DOING TODAY :∆!!

Doing good, trying to get back to posting art and hoping to make a audience.

I know I have been all over the place about when or if I post but I got something I feel is worthy to posy about!

I was practicing backgrounds!! It took me hours if you don't count having to charge my tablet, and I feel so happy how it came out! You can see where I was experimenting with the trees and the lily flowers don't look thar great but the point of this was for me to practice and experiment with different brushes. I love the textures the brushes gave me as it gives off a children's story book vibe. Which is really great since I want to one day be a illustrator for children's books!

I really want to make art a sort of career/passion for me so I feel more happy with what I do. I mean that's what's most important right? To just do what makes you happy? I don't know when that day will come but I want to work hard towards it. I guess the hardest part for me is feeling happy with my drawings and putting myself out there. I have a mini series and working on some smiling critters designs right now that focus on character designs.

I'm currently standing in a Welcome Home and smiling critters fandoms. The plush and puppet aesthetic is kinds comforting to me. I'm not going to do anything with Poppy Playtime as I rather focus more on the toon show of smiling critters and not the horror toys comes to life game plot. Since the smiling critters show are canonically separate from plush versions in the game it's a lot easier for me to focus on them and make my own au without dealing with horror elements from the game. The fact the smiling critters gives off care bears and MLP from my childhood felt so comforting to me. Nowadays it's hard to deal with so much negativity in the world right now and we need some positivity to cope. For me it's things that would remind me of my childhood, back when things were happier and simpler like Sesame Street, the Muppets, or Care Bears.

Sorry for rambling there.

what are your fav ships? I like rusty x spam

Zillxjack

DamianxKayla

Spamexa

SaharaxMackenzie

AutumnxRusty

ChristinexSpring

SummerxPepper

CarriexCameron

TomxAddison

NathanxElijah

Here’s Vanexa for all the Vanexa fans! She’s pretty quiet and tries to avoid talking mainly because she sometimes stumble over her words and she gets very embarrassed about it. She’s very gothic with witchcore too and is a Persian mix breed.

Here are some concept drawings for some characters from Zoophobia with my headcanons. Some of the outfits were mostly just practice and experimenting with different styles.

Jack I wanted to give him a more interesting design and give him a better shade of brown than the yellowish brown Vivz gave him. The first outfit was for his love for space that sometimes people forget because it gets overshadowed in his character thanks to his curse. I love to give him green eyes because that’s always the color associated with him and green eyes are the rarest color as 2% in the whole world. The varsity jacket is supposed to symbolize his bond with Rusty that might come into later. The last one outfit, well, there’s a secret for it.

With Zill I wanted him to be more unique compared to most interpretations of Zill. Most people would make her a jock just because she’s athletic. So I made him goth to make him stand out. I don’t like stereotypes mainly because some of them are harmful. Like “jocks are dumb or jerks” or “goths like creepy satanic stuff”. So while Zill is goth she still has her charisma and optimism, like Mavis from Hotel Transylvania. Also it’s hard to find colors that don’t clash with Zill’s colors. The red dress is mostly just for dates.

Kayla I was figuring out for since they’re meant to be gender-fluid to me. I had some inspiration for the clothes from instagram that suits Kayla. I tried to show a muscular built but I think the sleeves might’ve covered them. But I want to give them a muscular build because they’re athletic. I seen that most people focused a lot more on Kayla’s love for music that they forgot that they’re capable of defending themselves. Kayla willingly faced Vengenza with a foil.

Finally Damian who had the biggest change. I wanted to give them a plus size body type because I don’t see a lot of plus size royalty. Next their fur is curly because I imagine them to be part Egyptian which is meant to reference the Middle East where the events in the Bible takes place. The dark markings are meant to look like pied markings goats have since Lucifer is meant to be goat like. I couldn’t figure what outfit would be their main one so there’s a lot of them.

I found the prompts on instagram and it already gave me ideas. With the pumpkin spice latte I knew what I had to do, and Pumpkaboo and Alcremie are perfect for it!! I didn't have a whole lot of practice drawing pokemon but they turned out really well. And there might be some cute love between then to make it even more adorable.

Who was Addison and Nathan ex boyfriend? Also I really like you're art 😊

Thanks! And to answer your question it's Gustav. He thought he could get away with cheating on the two because they go to different schools and wouldn't meet. But Addison still saw him with Nathan in public and the two absolutely dump his ass together and left him.

is Camilla still their cousin in your AU or is she now their sibling? (And if she isn't, who's her parents?)

Yeah she's still their cousin. She was adopted by their uncle before they were born. She was abandoned by her biological mother who didn't want her to get in the way of her modeling career and her biological father was just a random modeling agent. Camilla is aware of who her mother is and would send a big Ole middle finger to her by living her life.

I want to announce to everyone; friends, family, followers, and strangers that I will be remodeling everything. I made this account on a whim see a bunch of post in many fandoms. It was only later when I started to post art that’s not even good anymore. I wanted to wipe almost all of it and make a clean slate for my art and my identity. I wanted to make it clear that this is all my choice and it’s for myself.

When I started to open up to people on the internet I was finding myself. I was 18 and in college when I started to come out of my shell on wattpad, where I met my first friends who became family to me and stuck around through thick and thin. I had a lot of dark moments and had a toxic friendship that ruined my confidence in my ideas and creativity. It might’ve been the worst years of my life because I trusted someone so easily. I was really naive and believed I wasn’t good enough. I had a couple of other toxic friendships that just gave me a lot is stress that I had to cut them out of my life. Then there was a year when I had no motivation to draw anything because a discord server I was in made me believe I wasn’t good enough.

I have gotten back to drawing but hadn’t shared any of them mainly because I forgot and I was busy with work. But after finding myself I wanted to get back to sharing my art here with the new me. While I had “abandoned” tumblr I was working on bettering my character design, art style, and story telling. Back then I was just absorbing ideas from other artists that would sometimes clash and turn into a jumble mess. And looking back it didn’t look good.

As for myself I wanted to express myself better when I was happier and safer. On top of finding what I like there was also another issue regarding my old sona “Dovey”. Back when I first design it I was just playing around with a old Tokyo Mew Mew character design flash game on deviant, I don’t think it’s around anymore since flash games have gone extinct. But I was messing around and thought it looked good as a base, this was back when I was in high school and didn’t have any friends to get feedback on. Then I saw playthrough of Until Dawn and thought it would be cool if my sona was a [redacted] since I am part Native American. But then years later I was told it was offensive and I couldn’t keep it anymore. I was upset at first because it my sona for years, but I was able to come up with a new sona for myself and worked on it.

Then some personal things happen that lead to me moving to another state. After settling in it gave me the idea to start over here and make a fresh start. I really needed this to separate from my past when I didn’t had a chance to express myself or be a individual. When I was afraid that no one will like my ideas or believe my art wasn’t good enough. My confidence still isn’t great but I am working on it.

So now with a new face, name, and fresh new ideas this account will be under construction. I can’t say for sure when it will be finished with me having to work but this is what I want for my account.

What am I hoping to post?

My art such as character designs and hopefully comics. I am in the Zoophobia fandom but I have concept ideas for a original series. I don’t want to share too much but my original series is going to be wholesome.

That’s all I have for today and I hope you’ll be looking forward to the remodeling.