Drawing Bases & References #27

The price of stupidity

This fanfic takes place between returning from the hospital and accepting fate. The idea to write this came to me spontaneously when I accidentally cut off some skin on my leg with a razor lol. I do not speak English, the text was translated using a translator, so errors are possible (although I will try to minimize them) (Kei belongs to @minevn)

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Kei made an incision in Akiko leg, below the knee, and carefully separated the muscles and tendons. Blood began to ooze from the wound, but he was prepared and quickly stopped the bleeding. The next step was the most difficult - separating the bone. Kei took a chisel to carefully cut the bone without damaging the surrounding tissue. Girl did not feel pain, as she was under anesthesia. When the most difficult part of the operation was over, Kei put in a few stitches to close the incision and stop the bleeding. The same fate awaited her arm…

*A few hours later. The next day* Akiko reluctantly and irritably began to open her eyes when the unpleasant sunlight from the gap in the curtains hit her eyes. Grumbling and tossing, she came to her senses and the second thing she saw after the ceiling and the rays of the sun was Kei gentle, beautiful face, he was smiling serenely, but when she tried to move Akiko felt an uncomfortable heaviness. Something was wrong….

-Good morning, my love. Kei said, holding out a tray with breakfast.

-You need to stay on bed rest for now, so eat in bed, I have prepared your favorite dish

W-why? “The answer to my question was a motionless, unreadable look at the blanket. While anxiously watching him, I noticed something… I couldn’t feel my leg… and my arms…”

-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- "With intermittent, rapid breathing, I threw off the blanket and confirmed my fears, in place of one of the legs there was nothing but a thigh with a perfectly applied stitch. The same fate awaited the hand, half of it was missing. Bitter and heavy tears poured down my face reflecting horror, my throat began to tear from an indescribable screech. Not only did he cut off my fingers, but now Kei cut off half of my limbs?!" -FOR WHAT?!!! Akiko screamed, barely breathing. -Darling, breathe please. We agreed with you about what will happen for deception and besides, we can’t allow you to try to go anywhere, right? Right… she remembered the agreement…

*One day earlier* "Finally, he's gone! He had to go to work and leaving me home alone, he locked the door. Finally, I'm completely alone! With great effort, I persuaded Kei to give me back my phone to contact him at work (although this was often not necessary, he stayed at home), but be that as it may, I can finally play my favorite games! After downloading the games, going through musical battles from Obey me or battles from Love and Deep Space, I didn't notice how the whole day flew by, I was absorbed in the charming handsome men! Oh, the wonderful Leviathan and the captivating Asmodeus, oh, the hot Silas and the sweetest Xavier, they completely captured my attention. Not paying attention to anything, I continued to admire them, sometimes noticing their resemblance to Kei (thoughts about whom I tried to drive away).I came to my senses only when the key turned in the lock, the door swung open and Kei, announcing his presence, entered the apartment. Quickly deleting the games, I hugged him with a joyful smile, he won't be able to find out about anything… right?"

*Present day* -After the surgery, do you need to eat or would you like me to feed you? -FUCK YOU!!! Akiko wanted to get up and move away from him, but with the new deprivations of her body it was incredibly difficult, which is why she remained in bed and, like a caterpillar that was caught by the tail, rocked on the bed.Continuous tears flowed down her face, leaving a wet and salty trail behind them, her throat, as if torn by cats, ached and wheezed, not allowing Akiko to continue screaming. She could not figure out why? Why, of all people, was she destined for such a fate, what gods did she insult, that she was cursed like that?! "How did he find out, I delet- oh, right, how could I not understand right away, he is not a person. How did I not guess right away, he knew about my every action, this whole fucking time!"

"Stupid, stupid, stupid! How come you didn't think of that right away, of course, he's part of the device, that's why he left the phone, it was a test!" Depressing thoughts swirled in her head with the same force and speed as tears flowed, Akiko had to cover her face with her hand in an attempt to calm herself down and save a grain of dignity. She wanted to block the rest of the oxygen and save herself from suffering, but Kei hand, which intercepted the remaining limb, cut off this idea -It's okay, my love, I'm here

He said in a gentle, overly loving voice, but she did not hear these words, because she was plunged into a nightmare…

My attempt to draw a mini comic…or something like that, heh (I'm sorry)

Since I was afraid to write in the comic in English this time, I will add the translation here: Crow: I don't understand, Dove. I protect you, I love you and I care about you… so why? Why are you always trying to run away from me? Dove (my MC): You kidnapped me, isolated me from society and people, deprived me of the opportunity to freely do what I like, put me in a cage and keep me locked up like a fucking pet!

Dove (my MC):TRY TO GUESS

(Crow belongs @thekrows-nest )

Captivity

(The text in English was written with the help of a translator, so I apologize for the errors, I tried to minimize them, but I still apologize. I was inspired by one of the recent answers to questions from @minevn (Kei belongs to them)) THE FANFIC MENTIONS TOPICS OF PSYCHOLOGICAL AND PHYSICAL VIOLENCE, SUICIDAL TOPICS (?), SELF-VIOLENCE "Honey, I'm going to cook dinner, is there anything you'd like-" Before Kei could finish speaking, he managed to notice how a chair flew towards in him, only to fight off the door protecting Kei. With absolute despair, pain and painfully red eyes from daily hysterics, the girl, not sparing her throat, continued to repeat endless screams "EITHER LET ME GO OR GET AWAY YOU BASTARD!!! PIECE OF SHIT!!! SUB-HUMAN TRASH!!! DIE FUCKING PSYCHO!!!…." With an unreadable face, he just sighed "…You should rest. Screaming like that is bad for your ligaments." Before receiving another round of endless insults from the angry girl, the guy locked the door to go to the kitchen. Normally he wouldn't pick her up in her room, but in her condition it was dangerous for both him and her to let her wander around the house in an uncontrollably upset state. At least a week had passed since Akiko began living with Kei, despite the guy’s hopes and all sorts of attempts to calm her down and force the girl to accept a new life, her condition was not getting better. Everyday attempts to kill, harm himself and him, attempts to escape did not stop. Her face was covered with sweat, tears and sebum, her eyes were swollen and painfully red, her hands, despite Kei's close supervision and care, were covered with bruises, scratches and cuts, especially in the veins. Silence and peace came only at that moment when she could not stand it and fell unconscious with only one prayer - not to wake up. There wasn't a day when she didn't want freedom, no matter how she received it, all of Kei care and love was a empty, incessant noise, the room carefully arranged to suit Akiko tastes and needs was no better than prison (perhaps even worse), the illusion of freedom and normality life was torn by daily attempts to kill Kei or escape, but what was the point? Going out into the street, my thoughts were confused and floating: “Where to go?”, “Where am I?”, “Will they believe me?”, “Are they looking for me?”. Despite the girl’s hysteria, years of studying human psychology are bearing fruit; now even the friendship with Haruto, Jun and Aki that has lasted throughout life was now in great doubt. Are they looking for her, do they remember her, did they even notice she was missing? A brief daily viewing of the news fueled her anxiety, not a single news about the girl’s disappearance. They…didn't look for her? Doesn't anyone care about her fate? No one at all? Even Yani?! A new wave of tears filled my eyes, my legs gave way and collapsed to the floor out of helplessness or despair. Maybe he's right? Could he really be the only person who thought about her all the time? Despite the pogrom, attempted murders, hysterics, screams, insults, he still took care of her, tried carefully, treated all her wounds, was kind, affectionate and amazingly patient. M-maybe it would be better to just accept his love and try to start a new life? In the end, she now had everything: a loving “partner”, a spacious home, no work with nasty colleagues, delicious food and everything that a person tired of everything could dream of. With eyes empty from fatigue, legs unsteady, Akiko walked up to the door and, staring at one invisible point, knocked, with heavy sobs, said… "K-Kei?" "Yes, love?" "Can I…Kutia?…please?"

*Kutia(Кутья) is a Slavic dish that is prepared for funerals

*At one point I tried to reference the Japanese criminal Kabu Terayuchi.

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reblog and put in the tags the real reason you joined tumblr no matter how horrible or embarrassing it is

Incorrect Quotes #2

Teo: Admit it, you want to do a lot of bad things to me! Angel: Very Teo: So what's stopping you~? Angel: The Criminal Code of the United States of America!

Yuu: Sooo, would you mind living with us? We only have one room, unfortunately Scully: But you have a lot of rooms... Yuu: *boards up doors to other rooms* No.

Heh, yes, to take a break from drawing (one day, I will finish all the doodles on this fandom, but not in this life lol) I drew my OC to Mine

@minevn

(Her backstory and relationship to the characters. Sorry for any mistakes. Warning: child abuse and themes of depression(?))

Came to Japan when she was still a child, when her parents moved to Japan from Russia. As a child, she was a quiet and shy child. During her school years, her parents demanded excellent grades from her, but despite great efforts, it did not work out (she was able to overtake Haruto, but not Kei). Mistakes and mistakes were accompanied by physical punishment, which she tried not to tell Haruto, Jun, Kage or Aki about. Numerous comparisons between her and Kei (her parents knew who she was in class with and who was in what position in their studies) and violence due to the fact that she could not overtake him led to hatred towards Kei. When Kei grades deteriorated, she quickly took his place and the family became loyal to her (as an adult, they began to argue that she was not looking for a husband). As an adult, I wanted to go to Kultorog of Russia, but due to lack of money I went to work. Despite her grades, she is unable to find a good job other than her family's restaurant, where she works until she finds another job or money for school. In his spare time, he enjoys reading, drawing, playing the DiZi flute, singing a little, and mostly playing games.

She has a calm and pessimistic character until it comes to your favorite games (get ready for the fact that she calls up ALL the lore of all games, about all the characters and all the most popular theories about them) or about things that interest her, she tries to hide her depression and short temper. There is a tendency to keep negativity inside until it breaks through. Height: 170 cm Birthday: 22.11 Likes: her hobbies, good and calm people, music, delicious food, nature (except some bugs), swimming in water, cute things, cook and does it well (If a person is dear to her, then she is ready to cook for him from time to time) Dislikes: noise, dirt, spicy food, being bullied or irritated, too much temperature changes. Family: Mother, Father, older sister (remained in Russia in early childhood) Corporate color: blue-violet. Additionally: her appearance changed almost immediately when she moved out from her parents (they get angry), she loves hugs madly (can hug for hours), due to the disease, she often feels dizzy, weak and drowsy. Due to memory problems, she sometimes finds himself in situations where he cannot remember the name of a person (even an acquaintance), which is why he often takes notes in phone.

Minato: I met him through work, although there was no way to find out his name. Values him as a good friend, although at first he was tense because of his height. Loves his grandparents.

Haruto: became friends at an early age when their mothers brought them to each other. Since then they were inseparable, Haruto protected her from “bad” people, and she supported him in almost everything and tried to help (probably considered her mother to be his mother). Even though she feels a little suffocated by Haruto's constant presence, she still values him very much as a friend and trusts him with almost everything. At some point I thought about applying for a job in his company (even if it was to work as a cleaner)

Jun: We met through Aki. Tried to overcome my shyness and make friends with her. She adores her as a friend and admires her talent, although she is embarrassed when she wears her creations. Tries to support and help in many ways.

Kage: met him through Haruto. At first she was worried that she was somehow scaring him, but then she relaxed, considers him a friend and tries to take care of him (most likely she helped look after him as a child). She tries to be as gentle as possible around him. At some point she worked with him, but he left…

Hoshi: met him when she got a job at Kikuchi's restaurant and it was one of the worst days of her life. His bullying and ridicule plunge her even deeper into the abyss of self-loathing and depression, despite the fact that she tries to convince herself that Hoshi is just an asshole who doesn’t care what he says. The only thing stopping her from hitting him is that she needs a job. If I found out that he was cheated on, I would immediately say that his ex-partner is shit (but he’s not much better either)

Habiki: met him when she got a job at his family's restaurant and it was one of the worst days of her life. His insults also negatively affect her, but she still admires his violin playing and, despite the hatred, is not afraid to say so. (adores his mother, considers she a gorgeous woman, but is probably a little embarrassed at the beginning of meeting her)

Aki: I met her in elementary school, most likely it was her initiative. Was her second friend since she met Haruto. She values her as her best friend and misses her when she doesn't see her for a long time. Yani: I met him at work and… I regretted it. She contacted the police several times when she saw him breaking into her apartment, but it was to no avail. After several hundred attempts to drive him away, she gave up and treated him…neutral. Now she's just trying to keep him on a short leash and make sure he doesn't do anything weird. At some point, she may have invited him out to eat when she saw him back in the apartment and tried to find out more about him.

Kei: I didn’t communicate with him during my school years (even almost during the project). The only interaction was when they were partners and when Haruto got angry at Kei (she pulled her friend away and left saying "Sorry"). If she met him as an adult, she wouldn’t recognize him right away, but when she does… she won’t love him. She remembers and knows that it is not Kei fault that her parents are terrible, but over the years she has been taught to consider him an enemy. Trying to love him will cause her dissonance and confusion. However, despite her dislike for him, she tries not to be rude and treat him neutrally, keeping him at a “familiar” distance. Basically, she won't turn to him for help… unless it's a very last resort. (Akiko parents will probably immediately write him down as a potential husband for her (He is serious, rich, smart and treats their daughter well, so why not the best husband?), despite the past. (Although he admits that his eyes are so incredibly beautiful, but I won’t talk about it)