I hope no one noticed how I literally bought six cans of sf monster and nothing else
when it was just supposed to a quick fix but now i’m pacing the halls every time i brush my teeth , throwing food away again , always waiting for time to pass , gorging myself on yoghurt bowls & protein bars , & fear the scale
reblog to give your mutuals a djungelskog
self harm will fix me trust
I have to calculate the perfect time to cut because of stupid swimming classes at school, so they're healed as much as possible when the next lesson takes place
It's fucking stupid honestly
No better feeling than finally being locked in again after binging for days
I can't believe I keep throwing this feeling away when it's literally the best thing ever and nothing, truly NOTHING feels good about binging, because I don't even enjoy the food I eat when I do and even if I did in my head I'd be screaming at me to stop but most of the times I can't
It's one of the worst experience s in my opinion, whereas restricting does have a couple downsides but they don't outweigh (heh) how good it feels
"What do you do in your free time" how do I say "pace around my backyard whilst imagining myself reacting to WL related compliments and situations" without sounding weird
someone called me "the lady with the ukulele" today.
Not a lady and you can hardly call a fucking cello a ukulele
May have been a joke, but....
Lady? Ugh