Okay. Just Because I've Always Been Fat Or Chubby Or "average" Doesn't Mean It Has To Stay This Way Forever.

hearing "masculine women are not attractive!!" from cishet men is so stupid. like ok bitch. more for me then.

on that note

while going over your calories is not necessarily a binge, you do not get to decide what binging is for other people!

i’ve seen comments saying “not even 2000 calories is a binge” dude. it’s not about numbers. you can’t put a number on restriction - someone can be anorexic at 0 calories, at 200, at 800, at 1000, at 3000+ because it’s not about the numbers that you eat, it’s your mindset

binging is uncontrollable eating, past the point of fullness, into the point of pain, but it can also be mindless, thoughtless over eating when you don’t want to eat

numbers do not make up your binge. don’t think that because you didn’t reach a certain amount of calories, doesn’t mean you didn’t binge. same as restricting. just because someone went further, doesn’t mean you didn’t go at all

Okay but why do I actually kinda love writing essays

Crazy how fast you can get on the weird side of Pinterest

I feel so much more fat being on edblr and edtwt when I’m not underweight

I be typing out comments and then delete them because what if you think that's weird? What if it's rude? What if I'm unintentionally doing some kind of damage of you?

When u think ur doing 'well' so you try to eat normally again but instead get on a choo-choo train to b1nge land

I be contemplating my whole life

Please, I need to wooork, I'm just scrolling through my documents looking at what I already have and time is running from me I need to finish that paper shiiiiit

*one dry response* they hate me and want me to kill myself