"You Lead Me On. Through Every Word, Every Single Text, You Romanticized The Idea Of Our Friendship.

"You lead me on. Through every word, every single text, you romanticized the idea of our friendship. You slowly gained my trust even after years of me not trusting people. I even said I'd take a bullet for you. You told me you'd stay, unlike the others. You told me you'd stay. You told me you'd stay. And I believed you.

And then you left.

Breaking every word that you ever said to me."

- Dreaming of Wolves // Spilled

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5 years ago

Ahhh! Friend! I love tag games! :) Thank you for thinking of me.

1. Name: Morgan (but on social media, it's typically Shadow)

2. Nickname: ...I have so many. so. many.

3. Sign: Aquarius Sun, Aries Moon, Scorpio Rising (with a lot of Aqua, Pisces, and Scorp in my chart-)

4. Height: oh. oh no. I'm very smol.... 4'11"

5. Languages: English and French

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Winter -- agh, I love everything about it. The snow, the ice (as long as I'm not slipping on it), the holidays, aaaaaaaah.

8. Favorite Flower: Lilac

9. Favorite Scent: Also lilac, but I love lavender too.

10. Favorite Color: Purple

11. Favorite Animals: haHAHAHA, it's in my username, they're everywhere I go, they're what I'm known for! Wolves. Always.

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: Lapis (Steven Universe), Blue and Kiba (Wolf's Rain), Kurt Hummel (Glee), pretty much all of Glee tbh, all of Wings of Fire (specifically the Prophecy Dragonets, Moonwatcher, Fatespeaker, and Blue), Star and Moon (Star vs. The Forces of Evil), Scarlet Witch, Tony Stark, Hawkeye, Jean Grey, and Morgan Stark (Marvel), and so many more!!

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Herbal tea is amazing, but I also love hot chocolate.

14. Average Amount of Sleep: I'm an insomniac so it honestly depends. I've been pretty restless recently.

15. Dogs or Cats: Both! Though, I LOVE dogs so much. hhh

16. Number of Blankets: Three, along with the fan going haha

17. Dream Trip: I want to travel everywhere. I want adventure in the great wide somewheeeere! I think my dream place to travel is Japan. I would also love to go explore Norway, Germany, and Ireland.

18. Blog Established: This isn't my first blog. I had one waaaay back in 2014-2015 because of my old friends. But now, since my friends and fandoms are here, I have returned and I created this blog.

19. Followers: 345. qwq I'm not sure why I have so many, but thank you!! haha

20. Random Fun Fact: I was named after the triple trine Goddess Morrigan in Celtic culture! :)

I tag whoever would like to do this!

Have fun!

Time for Another Tag Game!

Thank you to @reviewandrepeat for tagging me!

Answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers (or however many you feel)

1. Name: A

2. Nicknames: A ;)

3. Zodiac: Leo

4. Height: 5′5″

5. Languages: English

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Autumn

8.Favorite Flower: Carnation

9. Favorite Scent: Burning wood

10. Favorite Color: Silver

11.Favorite Animals: Penguins and pandas

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: From Books: Hermione Granger, Sirius Black, Ronan Lynch from The Raven Cycle, Cath Avery from Fangirl, Irene Winters from the Invisible Library, Inej Ghafa from Six of Crows, Lucy Penvensie from the Chronicles of Narnia, and Crowley from Good Omens

 From Movies: Kijeong aka Jessica from Parasite, John Wick, Lilo and Stitch (yes both of them, an iconic duo), Mulan, Merida from Brave, Ferris Bueller

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Tea

14. Average Amount of Sleep: It varies anywhere from 3 hours to 12 tbh

15. Dogs or Cats: DOGS

16. Number of Blankets: I lost count because we keep buying more since my dog steals them all

17. Dream Trip: London

18. Blog Established: I’ve had multiple blogspots and Tumblrs throughout the years…here we are now.

19. Followers: 20 between this one and the actual blog

20. Random Fun Fact: I do an annual 52 books in 52 weeks Goodreads challenge every year and this is the first year I’m actually ahead!

I’m tagging @booksandsundresses @sweetscoffeeandtea @illthdar @rangeroftnorth @borderlinevvitch @lesbean-bookdragon @mynameisgoliath @radshitstarfish @ellisgrace @plaidetchocolatchaud @whosgallifreyian @weird-writer-fan @meliodas8877 @cronache-di-un-mesotes

7 years ago

I am sick of hearing about shootings and death on the news. I am sick of having to hear about tragedies each day. I am sick of living in a world rooted in fear. I am scared to go to school. I am scared to go home. I am scared to go anywhere. There is no peace for this planet anymore. We need to come together as people. We need to heal those who are hurt. We need to focus on each other. We need to give the world a group hug. I am tired of living in fear. I want peace. And I am going to fight for it.

- dreamingofwolves

6 years ago
Nooooo-

Nooooo-

I Can’t Even Comment On This One… 
I Can’t Even Comment On This One… 

I can’t even comment on this one… 

Reblog with your own cause of death XD

6 years ago

There's so many things I'd like to tell you. Maybe how I thought that this could finally be my 'good day'. Or how when you said that you missed me, my heart skipped a beat, because no one ever misses me. You're the first person who listened. Who understood. I loved you so much. I finally thought I could trust you. But now I'm sitting here bleeding from my chest. You left the door open when you took my heart. You never came back. I thought I could trust you, but I'm not sure anymore.

- Dreaming of Wolves//Poems


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6 years ago

"She's going to sit alone. Right at that same table where she built it all. Her happiness, her courage, her perseverance, but most importantly, where she met all of her friends. Now it's all crumbling down to her fingertips. She closes her eyes and tries to dream herself away into a reality where all of that still exsists, but she can't. It's all blank without the real thing... Without the real them. Complete nothingness. She can't even remember their voices. Everything is fading away from her. And everytime, she blames herself for something that she couldn't control. They've all left now; her friends. The girl lifts her head and stares at them. They're all happy. They all prance around, discussing random topics she used to talk about with them all of the time. She even sees her crush holding hands with her best friend. They don't even notice her. All of them go sit at their new table, completely forgetting about what once was. She weakly smiled as tears fell down her cheeks. Her heart ached for them. For someone. But she had no one. She put her head back down and waited for an escape. She pulled her sketchbook and poetry journal closer to her. They may only be objects, but they are all she has now. She pours her heart out crying. She couldn't hold it in any longer. Her fears were reality, and she somehow had to stay strong in this. But how could she stay strong when she wasn't going to be remembered by any of them? Was it all pointless to make memories in the first place? She just wanted to disappear. She then heard whispers all around her. It sounded like her friends, but that couldn't be. She lifted her head up and rubbed her eyes. A boy with a pretend smile and a sympathetic gaze pulled me into a hug.

"You're going to be okay, we're all going to be okay. I promise."

She cried into his chest until they all gathered around her and tackled her into a group hug.

Her friends.

They were here.

"I'm sorry for the mess I've created," She shyly whispered, "haven't you forgotten me, yet? I would've."

"How could we forget about you?" A raven haired boy asked, "We've been right here the whole time."

- Dreaming of Wolves//Vent

(I just... Sobbed while writing this.)


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5 years ago

if this post gets 100,000 notes by August 21, 2020 (my 18th birthday), i swear on my own mortal soul that i’ll get a tattoo that says “sometimes it be like that”

6 years ago

I'm scared to form friendships because I know I'm going to give it my all. I'll be loyal every single time. I'll stay up with them until 3AM if they just need to talk. I'll never abandon them. I'll comfort them and give them letters. I'll do everything. But for me? They'll be interested for a little bit. Then they'll drift away and abandon me. They won't care. They won't even think of me. This is why I don't make friendships; because I'll get hurt all over again and I need to protect myself.

- Dreaming of Wolves//Memoir


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6 years ago

Andi Mack has officially been cancelled.

Andi Mack Has Officially Been Cancelled.
Andi Mack Has Officially Been Cancelled.

#mood

6 years ago

Vulpix ^^;

idk why but it makes me uncomfortable 2 see someone’s final Pokémon team w/out their starter…..like, u guys started out together as a team..how could u betray ur day1 like that?.,,

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