also this hospital’s phones use the same ringtone as the phones in my highschool
which is kind of a weird thing to run into
my girlfriend had to go to the ER and im keeping her company and im finally reaching That Point in being awake for way too long where it’s been 22 hours and my stomach is suggesting the idea of flopping around like a dying fish
why is vent art always so much better than anything else I draw
>:|
I’ve set up a new workshop area for my plushie and (future) fursuit making
and all the stuff i’ve been ordering is being shipped/arriving
and i actually might have some time to work on stuff
and i’m just
:)
i should get custom printed card sleeves that say “my pronouns are she/her” on them so people stop misgendering me at magic the gathering events
I had nothing to do in one of my design classes last week, so I did a drawing of fatalis
it was fresh in my mind bc i had just finished alatreon the day before
ok i think this might be the best movie
i have watched 3 minutes of the bad guys and holy fuck
it is so good
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i think my ideal form is to exist as some sort of strange and mysterious (possibly magical) creature that just goes around being a little weird little guy and makes people question reality a little
Being raised culturally christian protestant atheist is funny, actually. I was never taught that Hell is literally real or that I should believe in it, or that you go there for being gay. I was told that I'm free to do whatever I want with my life, for as long as I'm doing something constructive and working hard to achieve it. Wanting to suck dick isn't a sin, but wanting to do fuck all sure is one.
I never had to cope with some traumatic realisation that homosexuality is an inherent part of who I am that no amount of repression, prayer or conversion therapy could make it go away. I'm just sitting here contemplating the idea that maybe I never have been and never will be a hardworking, career-driven, passionate and ambituous Dedicated To Their Life's Work kind of a person.
I don't believe in Hell but I'm still convinced I'll go there if all I want to do with my life is to stare at walls.
tits