Thank You Ceci! My Answers Are Under The Cut As Well, So It Doesn't Take Up Much Space

reposting here, because it also concerns this blog

I see now that I still have requests in my askbox... from years ago. wow! I'll finish them, and then I'll see what the future brings

btw yeah. I guess I'm back?

I slowly (re?)introduced myself to mcl when the halloween event dropped and realised that I deeply miss the original one (and technically, I've also never finished it LMFAO thank you ap system). I'm playing new gen, and although I have some prejudices about it, I like it for now

I have no idea if I have anyone left on my writing blog who would read if I wrote again and I also have no idea what I would write again about! I don't know the characters of the newgen well enough for that yet, I don't play (and don't even plan on playing) other games, and as for old mcl.... yeah

but in any case, if for nothing else but just for myself, I'll probably accompany my journey of mcl here again, and if / when creativity strikes, I'll also write it out here :)

*looks at her wips* ayyy... trust me on this, you don't want to see those

instead, take this (don't worry, it's not long, I just wanted to separate the 7 sentences from the rest):

They advanced slowly in the tunnel. The passage was narrow, but high, letting them walk with square shoulders. They often saw smaller openings to the right or left, where riches sparkled with a golden shine, but they were interested in something else. They saw the light before them, more with their inward than physical eyes. As the time went on, they became upset. Did they miss it? Were they perhaps deceived?

But they finally found what they were looking for; a little point in the end of the tunnel, showing freedom. Founding their goal. they slowly sped up. They felt the fresh air in their lungs once again, the warmth of the Sun on their skin. The memories resurfaced in them, determining them even more to escape.

Their efforts weren't in vain; they were soon free. They could see the countless trees below them, reaching the horizon. They were on a rim, standing out from the cliff. The rim was small, with no path leading away, but they didn't care. They had somewhere to start from, and nothing else mattered, even if the road itself wasn't clear. They knew their purpose; it was always before their eyes.

Rules: 7 sentences of a WIP. Tag 7 people

I saw this one floating around and I liked it! also encouraged me a bit to share, which i am kinda scared of, so. here goes:

His [Tobirama’s] heartbeat thundered through his skull as his world was incinerated in white-hot ire; he could barely feel the pain in his jaw from how hard he bit down on his teeth.

Zenji continued. “Now I kinda lost feeling for time in this fucking cell, but it couldn’t have been more than two. So how about this, Tobirama Senju - all I have to do is last a few more days and then my knowledge will be meaningless because-” he leaned forward, wearing a huge, fat grin, “- Y/n’s gonna have left this world, screaming and writhing in agony.”

Tobirama’s heartbeat was through the roof now. His fists clenched so hard, the vial might break in them but he did not move an inch.

“Unless,… you put her out of her misery beforehand.”

TAGGING!!! my beloved followers who love tobirama also?? if you want to (: also @readerinsertfanfiction BECAUSE!!!

I just recieved an ask, “ 11, 13 and 14 ^^ ”, but sadly the anon didn’t write who they want it about

so hey anon, if you see this, could you send me a new message with the character? thank you, and I’ll try to hurry with it ❤️

looking at you @marycecilyy, @otomes-and-tears and @louis-ratking ;)

my friends r so talented. rb if ur friends are talented

well, hello there, would you be interested in a Hungarian tour? maybe repeating this in front of the Parliament? hmmm?

måneskin at polsat superhit festiwal

happy birthday Isabel! ❤️

😉😅

Happy birthday lovely @momiyi-chan​!!

May your craziest [and kinkiest] dreams come true! I hope you have the best day sweetie!!! ♥♥♥♥ 

I don’t like this because I was waiting for the part where Nath realises how Candy feels about him and wins her heart 😭😭😭 they should be together!

but besides this little detail it’s beautiful ❤️

Sober - A CandyXNath songfic

this was heavily inspired by  a conversation I had with @imjustsomebodyelse. I’ll still do the collab piece  with “Undrunk”, but I thought this song also fitted the theme so well!

And also, I did this because of a request I received on my askbox, so thank you anon! 

The song is Sober, by Selena Gomez

-x-

Candy took another shot, hoping that the burning taste of vodka would take her sorrow away, and turned around to look at the crowd. By then, should be studying for the upcoming exam, but her mind could only focus on the face that approached her.

Damn, he was the last person she wanted to see at the moment. After all, he was the reason she was there, drinking all by herself in a corner of the Snake Bar. She couldn’t blame him, though. This place was his second home, of course he’d be there that night.

“Hey.” Nath took a seat  in the barstool next to her and quickly ordered a drink for both of them, as she had already finished hers. “So, how’s college?”

“Good. How’s… Everything?” 

“Fine, I guess.”

They stayed silent, Candy’s heart growing more sad with every second that passed. How did their love turn into this cold, lifeless relation?

We fall for each other at the wrong time

Only for a moment but I don’t mind

Guess I don’t know where to draw the line. the line, the line

We’re playing the same game every night

She vividly remembered high school, their relationship back then was pure bliss. When she moved, all she wanted was to stay with him. Be with him. And then, four years later, she got back. The consequences of her actions, however, would mark her until the present moment.

Candy tried to restore what they had, god knows she did, but his heart was stone cold. He didn’t react  anymore to her touch, his words were always sarcastic.

It took months for him to be his friend again and, even though she wanted more, she was content with that. But, then, one night, he made a proposition, one that she should never have accepted.

Being friends with benefits with Nath was something absurd. She loved him, more than anything, and reducing her dreams of a life with him to some casual hook ups would slowly kill her.

But she said yes. Every damn time, Candy said yes. She could blame the alcohol, but she’d be fooling herself. Her love for him made her accept this crumb of affection. But he fucked her so good and made her feel things that nobody else ever did.

Up in the clouds, yeah you know how to make me want you

When we come down, I know, yeah I know it’s over

That was why she pulled him closer once again and sealed their lips in a kiss. He took her into his apartment, where their drunk bodies became one, roughly pounding into the mattress. When she noticed it, another night had been passed in his bed.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

Candy opened her eyes and immediately recognized the bedroom where she was. The sound of running water caught her ears, he was in the shower. Quickly, she got dressed and caught her phone to see if anyone contacted her during the night. There was only one message from Chani, an answer to her previous one.

“You deserve better”, it said.

She was about to answer when Nath returned to the bedroom in a towel. He opened the wardrobe and started to look for clean clothes in silence. Not a single kiss, caress or word. 

Why’s it so different when we wake up?

Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch

Don’t you know you’re doing just enough, but not enough?

But I know what’s next and I want so much

She left the apartment soon after, feeling emptiness fill her up. Her optimistic side told her that one day he’d be ready to love her again, she’d just have to wait. But how much of herself would she lose until then?  Was her suffering worth it?’

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

She never felt this much love for anyone as she did for him. The  moments they spent together before were magical. They were a  dream come true. But since she came back, he wasn’t the same. Maybe she should accept the truth: perhaps it wasn’t meant to be.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

As she walked to her dorm, Candy typed a quick message to Nath. As she pressed the ‘send’ button, a part of her died, but at  least she did what she had to do.

“I’m sorry,  but I can’t do this anymore”

You’ve got a hold on me

You’re like a wasted dream

I give you everything

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

13 with candy and Nath 🥺

thank you anon, to be honest I was kind of praying for someone to ask this 😌🤭 it's a little short, sorry 😔

13. soft spot / weakness

I’m fairly sure that Nathaniel doesn’t like to mix work and private life; if someone went after his family or friends because he’s a cop, that would be a nightmare for him

a “positive” kind of weakness of him is junk food. he likes to eat healthily and work out regularly, but damn those burgers sure look good...

Candy running her hands down his stomach, along his hands can really make him lose his head. also just. biting his neck. do this, and he will literally shake like a pudding

send me headcanon prompts!

favorite memory from prime mcl time?

I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most

sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well

I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way

as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL

so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained

a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted

their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"

"Every writer"?

come on