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For the game! Beliath (ML), Chrome (Eldarya) and L (Death Note) !

Thank you!

Kiss (because I ain’t sleeping with him): Chrome

Marry: Beliath 😍

Kill: L (sorry, but I don’t know Death Note)

Eldarya

last updated: 25th December 2024

HEADCANONS

Ezarel:

soft spot / weakness; pregnancy / birth; favourite types of kissing; domestic life

Lance:

touching; favourite type of kissing

first kiss; bathing / showering

injured; domestic life

first time; pregnancy / birth

soft spot / weakness; touching NSFW

being a father; being jealous; his reaction to Guardian sacrificing herself

cuddling

first date; awkward moment

crying; what turns him on

complications during pregnancy

Leiftan:

cuddling; kissing; touching

Nevra:

fighting; undressing; what turns him on

injured; pregnancy / birth; domestic life

crying; bathing / showering; soft spot / weakness

cuddling; training; touching

kissing; favourite types of kissing

first kiss; first time; being jealous

complications during pregnancy

ONESHOTS

Lance:

Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation

Day of Forgiveness

Leiftan:

Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation

Nevra:

Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation

Not request. I just want you to know that because of your blog Lance is now my fave man in eldarya and I want my Gardienne to have kids with him. Yeah here I am

...😳

I- wow. this means a lot anon, really

despite Lance not being my LI, someone still started to love him because of my blog? damn, that feels really good

also, don’t worry, you are not the only one wanting a future with him 🤭 Lance stans have been waiting for long, even though I don’t understand you guys, you deserve a proper arc with your LI

thank you so much again Ceci! I can’t wait to read what you come up with, I’m sure it’s going to be awesome ❤️

400 Folowers Giveaway - Result

Okay, guys, I did this some time ago and it’s finally time to see who won! I want to state that I didn’t draw the names randomly. The winners were decided based on the point system and on personal issues (that I don’t feel comfortable explaining). BUT! Good news is that everyone that was participating won at least something. You’ll see what I mean.

FIRST PLACE (1K words oneshot) - @draconess-tania

SECOND PLACE (600 words ficlet) - @lumigi

THIRD PLACE (400 words ficlet) - @otomes-and-tears @imjustsomebodyelse @amrrygae @lizs-fictitious-life

I decided giving everyone something because it isn’t hard writing 400 words for each of the 4 people that won the third place and because I wanted to do something nice for them!

SO!

I’ll get in contact with you all through tumblr or discord to know what you will want from me! Remember, I write for MCL, ED and MysMe and I will post the final works here. Apart from that, I’ll do anything you want! 

Lots of love!!!

7 Lance 🙏🏻🙏🏻

ahahhh well yeah, sorry. I was thinking if I should even answer or not, since you found it, but I’ll link it anyway:

7. awkward moment

I'm really sorry for forgetting about her, thank you

I hope this biscuit will erase my sins 🍪

happy bday to my two baes 😌

LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED

thank you for your hard work!

I can't support you financially sadly, but I'm reblogging in case any of my followers can

FAQ (Kinda)

Where have you been?

My interest in MCL these days is almost next to none. I only come back from time to time out of guilt. Also I may or may not be super into ACNH >>

Will you continue to update?

Like I said, I’ll come back from time to time but I don’t guarantee I’ll keep up to date like I used to. Heck, I can’t even continue uploading episode outfits anymore since it’s too expensive to keep up.

How do I use the links?

I apologize for not making any proper picture guides.

1. Find the link/item you want (I tag as properly as I can and I have masterlists for all three seasons)

2. Open the link in a new tab

3. Look through the URL and find thumb_MD (it should be in the middle)

4. Change that to either normal (standard size), normal_MD (high resolution), or normal_HD (higher resolution)*

5. Save the image and edit it in your preferred editor.

6. Repeat for all the items you want

*If you are going through HSL, try using heels/heels_MD/heels_HD for anything related to heels

Also wondering if I were to make a ko-fi to catch myself up with the episodes, would anyone support it? It’s absolutely not necessary but I am genuinely curious

I don’t like this because I was waiting for the part where Nath realises how Candy feels about him and wins her heart 😭😭😭 they should be together!

but besides this little detail it’s beautiful ❤️

Sober - A CandyXNath songfic

this was heavily inspired by  a conversation I had with @imjustsomebodyelse. I’ll still do the collab piece  with “Undrunk”, but I thought this song also fitted the theme so well!

And also, I did this because of a request I received on my askbox, so thank you anon! 

The song is Sober, by Selena Gomez

-x-

Candy took another shot, hoping that the burning taste of vodka would take her sorrow away, and turned around to look at the crowd. By then, should be studying for the upcoming exam, but her mind could only focus on the face that approached her.

Damn, he was the last person she wanted to see at the moment. After all, he was the reason she was there, drinking all by herself in a corner of the Snake Bar. She couldn’t blame him, though. This place was his second home, of course he’d be there that night.

“Hey.” Nath took a seat  in the barstool next to her and quickly ordered a drink for both of them, as she had already finished hers. “So, how’s college?”

“Good. How’s… Everything?” 

“Fine, I guess.”

They stayed silent, Candy’s heart growing more sad with every second that passed. How did their love turn into this cold, lifeless relation?

We fall for each other at the wrong time

Only for a moment but I don’t mind

Guess I don’t know where to draw the line. the line, the line

We’re playing the same game every night

She vividly remembered high school, their relationship back then was pure bliss. When she moved, all she wanted was to stay with him. Be with him. And then, four years later, she got back. The consequences of her actions, however, would mark her until the present moment.

Candy tried to restore what they had, god knows she did, but his heart was stone cold. He didn’t react  anymore to her touch, his words were always sarcastic.

It took months for him to be his friend again and, even though she wanted more, she was content with that. But, then, one night, he made a proposition, one that she should never have accepted.

Being friends with benefits with Nath was something absurd. She loved him, more than anything, and reducing her dreams of a life with him to some casual hook ups would slowly kill her.

But she said yes. Every damn time, Candy said yes. She could blame the alcohol, but she’d be fooling herself. Her love for him made her accept this crumb of affection. But he fucked her so good and made her feel things that nobody else ever did.

Up in the clouds, yeah you know how to make me want you

When we come down, I know, yeah I know it’s over

That was why she pulled him closer once again and sealed their lips in a kiss. He took her into his apartment, where their drunk bodies became one, roughly pounding into the mattress. When she noticed it, another night had been passed in his bed.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

Candy opened her eyes and immediately recognized the bedroom where she was. The sound of running water caught her ears, he was in the shower. Quickly, she got dressed and caught her phone to see if anyone contacted her during the night. There was only one message from Chani, an answer to her previous one.

“You deserve better”, it said.

She was about to answer when Nath returned to the bedroom in a towel. He opened the wardrobe and started to look for clean clothes in silence. Not a single kiss, caress or word. 

Why’s it so different when we wake up?

Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch

Don’t you know you’re doing just enough, but not enough?

But I know what’s next and I want so much

She left the apartment soon after, feeling emptiness fill her up. Her optimistic side told her that one day he’d be ready to love her again, she’d just have to wait. But how much of herself would she lose until then?  Was her suffering worth it?’

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

She never felt this much love for anyone as she did for him. The  moments they spent together before were magical. They were a  dream come true. But since she came back, he wasn’t the same. Maybe she should accept the truth: perhaps it wasn’t meant to be.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

As she walked to her dorm, Candy typed a quick message to Nath. As she pressed the ‘send’ button, a part of her died, but at  least she did what she had to do.

“I’m sorry,  but I can’t do this anymore”

You’ve got a hold on me

You’re like a wasted dream

I give you everything

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

to clear things (kind of): I wrote my last post because I feel just... generally uninspired to write. I know that I shouldn’t create something solely for the sake of likes on it and I don’t, but at the same time it seems like I only write for myself

but

I also happen to be the most stubborn person on the whole globe, believe me, so fuck this shit including my own negative thoughts. I only archived my writings so I’ll set them public again along with my masterlist, and I’ll write again

I’ll share a prompt list because besides the fanfic I just started (drive away, it won’t be long, I swear xd) I still don’t have any ideas at the moment, so please, pretty please, choose something. I never ignored a request before, I never will, maybe I’ll write it later but still

Christmas with Castiel

This the first part of my participation on the Winter Holiday event that the Otome Haven is organizing. I’ll do one of those for each LL crush.

Candy took another sip of the steamy liquid, letting the heat relax her muscles as it made its way through her insides. She hummed and snuggled against his chest. With her eyes closed, she paid attention to his calm breathing as they listened to a random Spotify playlist filled with Christmas songs. He found it excessively cliché, but she wanted to do it, so he resigned.

Castiel loved those intimate and simple moments between them, they showed how not everything was about big gestures. They didn’t need a fancy dinner or expensive presents to reassure their love. Spending their Christmas night on each other’s arms, drinking hot chocolate and enjoying the chill night was just enough for him.

“I love you.” She muttered and looked up at him. His lips quickly found hers and he could taste the sweetness of her drink through them. The low noise that their mouths made when breaking apart added to the intimacy of that moment. 

“Merry Christmas, little reindeer.” Castiel grabbed her cheeks with one hand and squeezed them, making her lips pop out. She smiled, making her face look even cuter. His eyes drifted to the accessory in her head, then again to her mouth. He brought her face to him without releasing her cheeks, making the kiss a bit awkward.

She chuckled and hugged him. Her head found the crook of his neck and sniffed the citrus cologne, his favorite. “Mmm… I should be checking if the cookies didn’t burn.” Candy reluctantly left his embrace and got up. A few seconds later, he followed suit.

“I’ll go with you.” 

Turns out they were already cooked, so they took the tray out of the oven and let it on the counter to cool down. Of course, Castiel took the opportunity to steal some more kisses. In the end, when the caresses stopped, the cookies were cold. 

“Oopsie” He said without a single regret. It wasn’t like she was mad also. They savored the sweet and found it delicious anyway. This was a very good Christmas.