please, please guys, Ceci is literally the most talented person ever. I'm in no state to help her and I get that there are other people who can't either, but if you can please support her đ„ș
Hey, friends, itâs me, Cecily. Iâm once again asking for your kindness and support. I know I donât deliver content that much, specially mcl related, but Iâm getting desperate here. Iâll explain you whatâs happening,
As some of you may know, Iâm 18. Iâm overage but I have no work yet. Iâm an actress thatâs not leaving her house, so itâs even more difficult to get money. I rely completely on my parentsâs income. Which brings me to the reason why Iâm writing this post.
My dad has more than the double of my momâs salary. Heâs an engineer and sheâs a documentary director assistant, so he paid for my school, singing classes and even part of our apartmentâs rent (theyâre divorced and I live with my mother).
Since the pandemic started, I didnât see him and that bothered him a lot. I get that he misses me, but Iâm not leaving home. Not because mother forced me to, of course, it was my choice.Â
Weâve been fighting a lot lately and it reached a point where, this month, he said that he wouldnât pay my pre-ENEM classes (ENEM is like SAT but for Brazil). My mother couldnât afford it, but itâs important to me so she paid for it.
We decided that we wouldnât depend on my dad anymore for anything financially, and here i am.Â
PLEASE HELP ME. No, really, I donât work and my momâs job doesnât pay that well.Â
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I'm really sorry for forgetting about her, thank you
I hope this biscuit will erase my sins đȘ
happy bday to my two baes đ
LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED
I just finished this and I love it! I think this is the one where I worked the most because I had to modify every character. I donât know if I can tag this for that event from discord but I will do it anyway.Â
I think Helene and Alan look the best in this, in rest itâs decent. I couldnât do much about the lighting, especially on Alice, because she wears really bright clothes. Speaking of clothes, I let some like in the original illustration because I really like them and because I go lazy at the end. And a thing that made my day bad is that I just found out that Nevra has some really poorly done illustrations, like, I was searching for eyes (eye more) and mouth and I couldnât find much. Oh, and if you wonder why he has the New Era look, why not?
I still have some things that I want to post for halloween, so stay tuned!
Today is New Year's Eve, typically my favorite Christmas festivity. But this year is different, this year is harder and sadder, because everything that makes festivities special has been taken away đ
After this year, I'll never take for granted all the people around me. I'll never take for granted my grandma's cooking and love, my mother's renovated hopes making her the soul of the party, my brother's awkwardness, my teary great-aunt, my grandpa's falling asleep in the midst of chaos, my tipsy uncles, my aunty's cheerfulness, my dear cousin throwing me shrimp's heads, the little children running everywhere... I'll miss our traditions: everyone wearing matching red underwear bought by grandma's, my uncle starting to eat the grapes at the quarter bells, my aunt forgeting at least one grape, jumping on the right foot when the clock strikes twelve, the gold jewelry shining inside champagne flutes during our midnight toast... and midnight hugs and kisses.Â
Today there won't be none of that, not for me, not for so many people in the world. Today we won't celebrate this holiday as it should be celebrated (well, whatever your traditions are where you come from), but we'll keep fighting against this pandemic to celebrate the next. We're not close to our old normal yet, but we're getting there. There's more hope for this year to come than we've ever wished for another, and one day more of resisting this is one day less for it to end.
And for mental well-being to come back, thank you very much.
To all my friends here: celebrate as you want or feel, or don't celebrate if you're not up to it. I wish you and your love ones health and safety and love đ And to all of you who've lost someone, you who have to see an empty chair, I send you strength and all the virtual hugs in the world.
I hope for a 2021 filled with you lovely people!
I still don't know if anyone's interested, but I'm feeling inspired, bear with me
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Guardian's P. O. V.
"Don't you think we should head back? The storm is getting heavierâŠ"
I wasn't sure Lance even heard my words as the thunder and the knocking of the raindrops were much louder, but he did stop under a relatively large tree, with a thoughtful expression on his face. We weren't able to advance much, the the cave we left behind with the companions was still closer than the HQ.
"You're right, let's go back." Lance was ready to turn around, but I stayed there, crossing my arms.
He raised an eyebrow curiously.
"Come on. Do you want to get even more soaked?"
"Even more? I don't think that's possible." I tried to hide my smile, still not moving from my place.
"What's up? Is everything okay? You were the one you advised going back in the first placeâŠ"
"I'm just not sure I heard you well." I said, trying to appear as innocent as possible.
Lance thought for a moment, then rolled his eyes.
" You're right, is that it?" I couldn't contain my laugh anymore, leaning a bit forward in the process.
"I can be right, you know." I had a huge grin on my face, and luckily Lance was more cheerful than angry as well.
"Who said you can't be?" He took a step towards me. "I know you're smart," a kiss on my hand "beautiful," on my cheek "powerful" on my forehead "and just all in all amazing" and lastly on my lips.
"I'm sure you said all these to make me love you" I said skeptically, though the blush appearing on my face surely gave me away.
"Maybe" Lance winked at me. "But if I did so, then only for myself. Things were boring without youâŠ"
We stood like that for a little bit, completely forgetting about the rain. A louder lightning wake us to our senses, urging us to make our way back to the cave.
You make me feel invincible, earthquake powerful, Just like a tidal wave, you make me brave.
omgg thank you @momiyi-chanâ, @astreia-oniriaâ, @satansfaeryâ and @amrrygaeâ for tagging me â€ïž
Weird but I accept it
Tagging: @jockallensworldâ, @marycecilyyâ and @myfallenangel04â (sorry if you have done this already)
title and theme inspired by @centralsaints. we chatted a bit yesterday about how some HSL characters would go skateboarding in our imagination, and I came up with this. I included some things Max personally said, I wrote them in bold
the base for this whole headcanon is the sadly not canon fact that Iris, Kim, Armin and Castiel sometimes go skateboarding together at ungodly hours
Iris:
Iris first got a skateboard from her brother. Thomas saw skateboards in TV and in parks a lot so he asked his parents for one, but he was too young at that time to actually learn how to use it, so Iris got it in the end
the first thing she did was repaint the whole skateboard by herself
she has way to much fun with tricks. she failed many times in the beginning, but her countless bruises didn't stop her. she got better and better with time though
sometime around high school starting, she gets a longboard for herself, she's basically a pro with it
Kim:
Kim buys a skateboard when she starts hanging out with Iris more, somewhere towards 6th grade maybe. the temptation is great when she watches Iris do those tricks, so she decides to use some of her money that she put aside for when she moves away
she finds a relatively cheaper skateboard on Amazon and decides to get that, she doesn't really understand what's the fuss around those really expensive ones
skateboarding is a bit hard for her though... not being able to use her legs separately is a pain for her, so she switches to rolles skates after some time
Armin:
no one knows where Armin got his skateboard from. he just kinda appeared with it one day at the skateboard park, walked up to Iris, and joined her
he saw many videos on YouTube about various tricks, and he actually manages to learn them! magic
this magic suddenly disappears when someone looks at him though. not once could he do a trick with audience, he always tripped
Armin uses his skateboard therapeutically. he suffers from insomnia, so jumping on his skateboard in dawn usually helps. he doesn't focus on his problems because he has to concentrate on not falling
Castiel:
Cas only started skateboarding because Armin once went "wait, let me show you something" and pulled Castiel with him to the park
he enjoys the company and the vibes more, he's usually the first one to stop and rather sit down
he doesn't leave them there though. he stays to watch them, maybe have a cigarette in the meantime
sometimes he brings along Lysander, who's too stunned to give it a try, but he thinks that all those tricks are fabulous!
collective:
Iris and Kim often go to school together as well. Armin joins them when he can, but he doesn't want to abandon his brother, so it's mostly when Alexy goes with Rosa or when he's sick
Castiel likes skateboarding in the afternoon / night more. sometimes he forgets about time, and stays until ungodly hours with the others, blasting music, having fun
the people who live near the skateboard park loathe them with all their heart, but what can they do
Iris and Armin always try to teach the others new tricks. weirdly enough, Armin is better at explaining things, while Iris shows the tricks
Kim is welcomed to join them even after she switches to roller skates. Armin help her learn tricks with that as well
Kim's used skateboard ends up in Iris' hands, who decides repaint this as well, though the painting process is done together. (in reality, they sit around Iris who paints it, but whatever)
happy birthday Isabel! â€ïž
đđ
Happy birthday lovely @momiyi-chanâ!!
May your craziest [and kinkiest] dreams come true! I hope you have the best day sweetie!!! â„â„â„â„Â
I really wanted to join in for idolcandy's Dykecember challenge, and even though we're already at the half of the month, it's better late than never! if someone wants to requests a pair for a specific day, my askbox is open ^^
Dykecember day 1: first kiss
Words: 1474
Candy's P. O. V.
My phone buzzed with a new notification.
why didn't you pick up? are you in class?
Ever since Nath left, Amber and I looked after his flat, especially Blanche. She has always been an independent lady, but her master's sudden and long disappearance didn't affect her well. It didn't affect any of us well. Even when she wasn't around, I hung out often in his apartment. I liked the quiet that I couldn't experience in the dorms, and I buried myself in my studies.
I tried to divert my thoughts. I didn't tell Rosa or Alexy what was up, but I'm sure they picked up after some time, as I continuously rejected going out clubbing or shopping with them. Rosa told me that I could talk to her anytime, but knowing her opinion about Nath, I rather kept to myself.
So who was left? Amber and Kim were the only two people who still kept in touch with Nath, but Kim was busy managing the gym. She also didn't know about Nath's ehm... business, and with Amber we didn't even feel it fair to tell her about it.
That left just the two of us, Amber and me. I still couldn't quite comprehend the change she went through. Those piercings eyes that I always found cold and condescending in high school, now they lit up when she saw me, always cheerfully greeting. The delicate fingers that carried out so many pranks on me, now I had the opportunity to watch them drum mindlessly on the tabletop while we're having lunch together. One hand would be enough to keep count of the times she behaved kind towards me, and yet now I found myself spending more and more time with her...
It feels wrong to even think about it, considering that she's my ex-boyfriend's sister, but there's something enchanting about her. When I'm with her, I cannot stop thinking about her plush lips and what it would feel like to have them on mine. When she's away, I'm nervous, waiting for the time we meet again.
How does hate turn to love?
Is it even love? I see who I want to see. I'm imagining a personality for her that maybe she doesn't even have. She has her own life, her own passions, her own problems. Hell, the only thing tying us together - Nath - didn't even use to have a good relationship with her until only recently. If she's not the cruel teenager who made my days sour, then I have no idea who she is beyond her worry and love for Nath.
I used to think we share that, but I'm ashamed to see that my heart is beating for someone else now.
My phone buzzed again.
hello?? anyone there?
The student in the row in front of me turned around to shush me. I guess he had had enough of my phone making noise...
This helped pull me out of my daydreams. Although I did spend much of my free time with studying now, I still couldn't keep track of Mr. Lebard's class. If there was a course for reading lullabies to adults, he could be the perfect professor for it...!
I muted my phone, then finally checked out the new messages. Amber has previously asked me if I was free to help her out sometime, as she's moving in to Nath's apartment. God knows when he's going to use it again, meanwhile Amber's model career isn't going as well as she hoped. To save some money, she decided to give out her flat for rent, and live in Nath's place for some time.
I offered to help her move her stuff, but due to our different timetables it wasn't easy to find an afternoon that suited both of us. I sent her a quick reply:
yes, I'm in class, but it ends in 5. I'll call you after
---
"I already found a tenant. She's moving in on Saturday, so I must leave tomorrow the latest."
"Wow, that was quick. Well, I donât have any classes left today, so it's totally up to you. If you think you have too much stuff, we can ask someone else for help too. I'm sure Kim would be happy to join in, or maybe Castiel...."
What an idiot! I already forgot how big of a crush she had on him. It was partly the reason she was so hard on me. She misinterpreted my friendship with him as something more, and jealousy is never a good advisor.
Either the static of the phone helped hide the tone of her voice, or she was over him by now, as she replied completely unfazed.
"The two of us should be enough, I don't have that many belongings. See you tomorrow afternoon."
"That's perfect for me, alright. I'll meet you at your place. "
---
She was right, even with just the two of us we finished sooner than I expected. We talked while moving the boxes, to help pass the time. Only lighthearted topics came up, but it wasnât the kind of small talk that makes even silence comfortable compared to it. I offered to leave once we were done with the actual relocation, to let her unpack alone, but Amber insisted I stay. She put on some music, and fished out a bottle of champagne from one of the cabinets.
"I bought this for Nath on our last birthday, although I know heâs not much of a drinker. It would be a shame if this got spoilt, am I right?"
I laughed a little while shrugging. "Well, I donât think Nath would be madâŠ"
Amber unscrewed the bottle, and shook her head.
"You know what, I donât want to talk about him. He made his own choices, whatever we think about them. I worry for him, and I know you do too, but heâs not a child." She handed me a glass, and took a sip from her own. "Iâm sure two young ladies such as us can find a thousand better topics to discuss."
I couldnât help but laugh, not missing to notice her wink in the meantime. I didnât know what to add, so I took my glass, thankful for the "alibi" for not speaking.
"Soo⊠what are you going to do once you graduate? Thereâs not much time left until the end of your studies if I recall correctly."
"I never actually got this far when I was making plans for my future."
It was Amberâs turn to laugh, though she was more cynical than me.
"I get that, I didnât plan this ahead either. When I started, I received two photoshoot offers for each one I did. I thought I was one of the few people who are lucky enough to skyrocket their career right from the beginning. Guess I was wrong."
Little by little, I had already finished my glass by then, and I felt a small confidence boost. I sat next to Amber, hugging her shoulders with my arm.
"Iâm not speaking from experience of course, but Iâm sure itâs normal to have ups and downs. The things we see in movies are romanticized, itâs never easy in real life."
I was so caught up in trying to comfort her that I didnât even notice when she refilled both of our glasses.
"Yeah, I can second that. Itâs never easy in real lifeâŠ"
Maybe I was imagining things, but I had the impression that she was avoiding my gaze as she spoke.
I tried to recall all occasions we were together like this. Those late night phone talks, those seemingly meaningless strolls in the park, those "study dates" that always ended up being gossip afternoons. I never noticed until now, but sometimes she would mention her feelings of loneliness and being lost. I always thought she was the kind of social, confident, strong woman that they write motivational articles about in the newspaper. But I realised that it wasnât only me who started spending more and more time with her; I also took up a bigger part of her life now than I did before. And while I wasnât sure how she felt about this, I certainly knew how I did.
Mostly thanks to the liquid courage that the now three glasses of champagne gave me, I leaned in, half hopeful, half scared of her reaction. Amber didnât pull away, and after a few seconds even put down her glass to place her hand on my thigh. Our kiss deepened, and I felt a sense of calm wash over me: whatever confusion I was going through in my life with my studies ending, my unknown future incoming, but also the consequences of Nathâs past threatening to reach Amber and me as well, now I knew I wasnât alone with it.
Dykecember challenge
Hi! if you want to, could you bless us with a few Rayan headcanons? As in, i've been thinking how the story would be if he had a child with Cloe(?) before she died? And speaking of children, how would bring-your-child-to-work day be with Rayan? With his and May's kids or the before-canon child?
Hey, of course!! This is definitely one of my favorite type of asks to answer actually!Â
I thought about it before, I admit, sometimes I think about how it would be if he had a kid with Chloe before meeting Candy and was a single parent for the last 7 years (in mclul).Â
Letâs suppose the kiddo was just a baby when she died, so he/she wouldnât know about their mom, they would know that Rayan is always alone, giving him best as a single parent and still trying to make something of his career. Then one day the kiddo would meet Candy, hit off with her right off the bat and finding her fun to be around, THEN the kid would realize that Rayan also enjoy her company and procced to create plans to make them bond kkkkkkÂ
A little bit like âDefinitely, maybeâ with Ryan Reynolds (I love that movie), in which the kid of the story just wants her father to be happy, even if itâs without their mom (even if in this case, Rayanâs daughter/son wouldâve grown up without really knowing Chloe or missing her properly, just missing the idea of her and having a mom, so they would accept the situation better).Â
It would be a kid around 7 years old, maybe that would just really enjoy Candyâs company and see in her someone that would care, that could make both them and their father happy and be a family.Â
I think from Candyâs side and Rayanâs side it would be another uncertainty, another reason to be careful and hesitant, but at the same time, it would also be another thing they would bond over.Â
Because, I really think that a kid wouldnât get in the way at all, that they would pass over their doubts (like they actually did canonly in mclul) and be together regardless. If anything, if done right, it could bring them even closer together.Â
I love picturing âbring-your-child-to-work dayâ kkkkk part of me believes that Rayan wouldnât do it super often, maybe every once in a week or even less, maybe more during the exams or during one of his famous field classes.Â
Melody would be out of a job in those days, because the kid would definitely be Rayanâs little assistant, knowing as much about modern art as a kid around 7 to 6 years could possibly know (Mayâs and Rayanâs oldest daughter is around 6 years old). All the female students would be dying with cuteness because Rayan would be the proudest and a very caring father, the type that is always watching the kid even while explaining something complex and not losing his focus.Â
And of course, any kid with Rayanâs genes wouldnât just have his flawless looks, but also a smart take out in any situation, countless pop references to do, and even a cute sense of maturity charming at most, so they would definitely be a success around the campus. I will always say that kkkkkk always.Â
In my personal hc Lilly is the one that mostly goes with him, since Daisy is just a baby and May is very protective of her, but I think when Daisy gets around 3/4 years, he would bring her sometimes too, even both of them, since Lilly would be around 9/10 years old.Â
And I can imagine that this only happens strictly when he is giving notes or receiving papers - sometimes when he is showing a film to the room and it is something that the girls can watch. Because, if he brings both of them ready to give a full 2/3 hours class and expect them to be quiet and well behaved during such long period of time, it wouldnât end well xD not when theyâre together. Maybe with Lilly alone and older, but not with a baby Daisy around like that.Â
I hope you liked my answer, I feel kinda rusty in answering those kinds of asks G-G itâs been a while since the last time someone asked for headcanons.Â
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