Maybe 14 Or 10 With Armin, Please?

Hey, I wonder whether YOU take commissions :)

hello!

thank you for your question, but no, I don’t take comissions at the moment and I don’t really plan on in the future (though this can change)

I do take simple, free requests however! I’m a little busy these days so I couldn’t write as much as I wanted, but feel free to send me any request ^^

thank you Am, Momiyi and @astreia-oniria for tagging me! (and special thank you to Tumblr for not even accidentally sending me a note about it 🖕)

I can never answer a simple "this or that" question with one word only, sorry 😅

bad or nice LI - I don't mind bad either if we get a proper reasoning

blond or brown hair - hair colour doesn't really matter

cute or spicy illustrations

complicated or sweet relationship - complicated relationship is okay as well if the conflict is solved after some time...

evil or angel MC

love-hate or friend to lover relationship

short or long hair for LI - for male LI it doesn't matter, for female LI I prefer long hair

teasing or clever LI

sweet or deep voice - I can't imagine voices in my head anyway so uhh

hairy or not hairy

older or younger than MC - if the age difference isn't huge, both is okay

mysterious or popular LI

tattoo or not - I don't mind tattoo-less LIs, but damn! it's a certain bonus

some ex or not at all - if there's absolutely no chance that the ex comes back, it's kind of okay...

realistic or fairy

long or short story

lazy or awkward character - laziness is my job, all my OCs are hardworking ahahaha

long but fortnightly episode or short but monthly episode - I accept any kind of releasing schedule as long as the price of the episodes are realistic

childhood friend or new character

personality or beauty

bad or good ending - I'm always curious about bad endings for the sake of drama, but in reality I'm a sucker for fluff

sub or dom LI

marriage or not

honest or malicious

athletic or geek - "both? "both" "both are good"

light or dark eyes - as with hair, it doesn't matter that much

the most attractive smile or look

jealous LI or cool - somewhere in between? LI shouldn't accuse MC of anything, but I don't want them not to notice everything MC does

caring or protective LI

ambitious or dreamer LI

cute moment or spicy moment

rivalry or not for LI - to some degree only, though!

selfish or altruistic MC

introverted or extroverted MC

romantic or playful LI

in conclusion: I'm completely indecisive, as usually 😌

most of the people I know were already tagged, so.... :c

This or That ( Otome vers.)

I like this kind of game. I I haven’t seen this game for otome, so let’s do it! (color or bold what you prefer)

bad or nice LI / blond or brown hair / cute or spicy illustrations / complicated or sweet relationship / evil or angel MC / love-hate or friend to lover relationship / short or long hair for LI / teasing or clever LI / sweet or deep voice / hairy or not hairy / older or younger than MC / mysterious or popular LI / tattoo or not / some ex or not at all / realistic or fairy / long or short story / lazy or awkward character / long but monthly episode or short but fortnightly episode / childhood friend or new character / personality or beauty / bad or good ending / sub or dom LI / marriage or not / honest or malicious / athletic or geek / light or dark eyes / the most attractive smile or look / jealous LI or cool / caring or protective LI / ambitious or dreamer LI  / cute moment or spicy moment /  rivalry or not for LI / Selfish or altruistic MC / introverted or extroverted MC / romantic or playful LI / 

tagging @momiyi-chan​ @draconess-tania​ @vanillaamoursucrethings​ @cofffae​ @louis-ratking​

if you want to do it, let’s go 🌻

First kiss (Candy x Amber)

I really wanted to join in for idolcandy's Dykecember challenge, and even though we're already at the half of the month, it's better late than never! if someone wants to requests a pair for a specific day, my askbox is open ^^

Dykecember day 1: first kiss

Words: 1474

Candy's P. O. V.

My phone buzzed with a new notification.

why didn't you pick up? are you in class?

Ever since Nath left, Amber and I looked after his flat, especially Blanche. She has always been an independent lady, but her master's sudden and long disappearance didn't affect her well. It didn't affect any of us well. Even when she wasn't around, I hung out often in his apartment. I liked the quiet that I couldn't experience in the dorms, and I buried myself in my studies.

I tried to divert my thoughts. I didn't tell Rosa or Alexy what was up, but I'm sure they picked up after some time, as I continuously rejected going out clubbing or shopping with them. Rosa told me that I could talk to her anytime, but knowing her opinion about Nath, I rather kept to myself.

So who was left? Amber and Kim were the only two people who still kept in touch with Nath, but Kim was busy managing the gym. She also didn't know about Nath's ehm... business, and with Amber we didn't even feel it fair to tell her about it.

That left just the two of us, Amber and me. I still couldn't quite comprehend the change she went through. Those piercings eyes that I always found cold and condescending in high school, now they lit up when she saw me, always cheerfully greeting. The delicate fingers that carried out so many pranks on me, now I had the opportunity to watch them drum mindlessly on the tabletop while we're having lunch together. One hand would be enough to keep count of the times she behaved kind towards me, and yet now I found myself spending more and more time with her...

It feels wrong to even think about it, considering that she's my ex-boyfriend's sister, but there's something enchanting about her. When I'm with her, I cannot stop thinking about her plush lips and what it would feel like to have them on mine. When she's away, I'm nervous, waiting for the time we meet again.

How does hate turn to love?

Is it even love? I see who I want to see. I'm imagining a personality for her that maybe she doesn't even have. She has her own life, her own passions, her own problems. Hell, the only thing tying us together - Nath - didn't even use to have a good relationship with her until only recently. If she's not the cruel teenager who made my days sour, then I have no idea who she is beyond her worry and love for Nath.

I used to think we share that, but I'm ashamed to see that my heart is beating for someone else now.

My phone buzzed again.

hello?? anyone there?

The student in the row in front of me turned around to shush me. I guess he had had enough of my phone making noise...

This helped pull me out of my daydreams. Although I did spend much of my free time with studying now, I still couldn't keep track of Mr. Lebard's class. If there was a course for reading lullabies to adults, he could be the perfect professor for it...!

I muted my phone, then finally checked out the new messages. Amber has previously asked me if I was free to help her out sometime, as she's moving in to Nath's apartment. God knows when he's going to use it again, meanwhile Amber's model career isn't going as well as she hoped. To save some money, she decided to give out her flat for rent, and live in Nath's place for some time.

I offered to help her move her stuff, but due to our different timetables it wasn't easy to find an afternoon that suited both of us. I sent her a quick reply:

yes, I'm in class, but it ends in 5. I'll call you after

---

"I already found a tenant. She's moving in on Saturday, so I must leave tomorrow the latest."

"Wow, that was quick. Well, I don’t have any classes left today, so it's totally up to you. If you think you have too much stuff, we can ask someone else for help too. I'm sure Kim would be happy to join in, or maybe Castiel...."

What an idiot! I already forgot how big of a crush she had on him. It was partly the reason she was so hard on me. She misinterpreted my friendship with him as something more, and jealousy is never a good advisor.

Either the static of the phone helped hide the tone of her voice, or she was over him by now, as she replied completely unfazed.

"The two of us should be enough, I don't have that many belongings. See you tomorrow afternoon."

"That's perfect for me, alright. I'll meet you at your place. "

---

She was right, even with just the two of us we finished sooner than I expected. We talked while moving the boxes, to help pass the time. Only lighthearted topics came up, but it wasn’t the kind of small talk that makes even silence comfortable compared to it. I offered to leave once we were done with the actual relocation, to let her unpack alone, but Amber insisted I stay. She put on some music, and fished out a bottle of champagne from one of the cabinets.

"I bought this for Nath on our last birthday, although I know he’s not much of a drinker. It would be a shame if this got spoilt, am I right?"

I laughed a little while shrugging. "Well, I don’t think Nath would be mad…"

Amber unscrewed the bottle, and shook her head.

"You know what, I don’t want to talk about him. He made his own choices, whatever we think about them. I worry for him, and I know you do too, but he’s not a child." She handed me a glass, and took a sip from her own. "I’m sure two young ladies such as us can find a thousand better topics to discuss."

I couldn’t help but laugh, not missing to notice her wink in the meantime. I didn’t know what to add, so I took my glass, thankful for the "alibi" for not speaking.

"Soo… what are you going to do once you graduate? There’s not much time left until the end of your studies if I recall correctly."

"I never actually got this far when I was making plans for my future."

It was Amber’s turn to laugh, though she was more cynical than me.

"I get that, I didn’t plan this ahead either. When I started, I received two photoshoot offers for each one I did. I thought I was one of the few people who are lucky enough to skyrocket their career right from the beginning. Guess I was wrong."

Little by little, I had already finished my glass by then, and I felt a small confidence boost. I sat next to Amber, hugging her shoulders with my arm.

"I’m not speaking from experience of course, but I’m sure it’s normal to have ups and downs. The things we see in movies are romanticized, it’s never easy in real life."

I was so caught up in trying to comfort her that I didn’t even notice when she refilled both of our glasses.

"Yeah, I can second that. It’s never easy in real life…"

Maybe I was imagining things, but I had the impression that she was avoiding my gaze as she spoke.

I tried to recall all occasions we were together like this. Those late night phone talks, those seemingly meaningless strolls in the park, those "study dates" that always ended up being gossip afternoons. I never noticed until now, but sometimes she would mention her feelings of loneliness and being lost. I always thought she was the kind of social, confident, strong woman that they write motivational articles about in the newspaper. But I realised that it wasn’t only me who started spending more and more time with her; I also took up a bigger part of her life now than I did before. And while I wasn’t sure how she felt about this, I certainly knew how I did.

Mostly thanks to the liquid courage that the now three glasses of champagne gave me, I leaned in, half hopeful, half scared of her reaction. Amber didn’t pull away, and after a few seconds even put down her glass to place her hand on my thigh. Our kiss deepened, and I felt a sense of calm wash over me: whatever confusion I was going through in my life with my studies ending, my unknown future incoming, but also the consequences of Nath’s past threatening to reach Amber and me as well, now I knew I wasn’t alone with it.

Dykecember challenge

hi can i ask pregancy and first time for lance?

I wrote this while sitting in online chemistry class, so sorry if I wrote “alkane” somewhere 😂 also sorry for making you wait so much

12. first time

getting to that point where Guardian and Lance sleep together takes some time, given how their relationship started

when it does come, both of them are experienced to some extent, but it’s still their first together so it’s kind of neutral. they know their way around, but it’s nothing too dirty

Lance wouldn’t mind getting a bit freakier though, so he makes sure their second time comes soon

14. pregnancy / birth

(I already wrote some stuff about him with kids in domestic life)

pregnancy is a very unique experience, no amount of battles and adventures can compare to it

Guardian’s belly getting bigger, making it harder for him to hug her... Lance can manage that. her morning sickness? ah, he’s a professional, he can make her feel better really fast. but if he has to wake up just once more at dawn because she craves something, he’ll flip tables

also, just. mood swings. Lance has literally zero ideas about how to navigate these, the best solution he found is that he lets Guardian be, with whatever she feels, and brings her as much food as he can

the long awaited day finally comes, with Lance close to Guardian. he wouldn’t faint or cry, but he would certainly be speechless from the emotions when he can hold his newborn child in his hands

Thank you so much @jockallensworld and @myfallenangel04 it really made me happy 💕 I consider both of you amazing too

I’m tagging @marycecilyy, @amrrygae, @vanillaamoursucrethings, @momiyi-chan, @distantwhores, @candysweetposts, @ioana23, @my-love-for-leiftan, @mimiayachan, @satansfaery because all of you guys are awesome and I really love you 💕💕

Greatest Tumblr Award (Re-boot)

first of all, happy new year everyone!

I wanted to say this much earlier, though I don't even know if there's much point in me announcing anything. from having almost 200 followers and being active on a daily basis, I went to my current state where no one even reads what I post, but I need to let it out

many things happened in 2021. I know it wasn't an easy years for anyone, so I'm not saying this as an excuse. I have no excuse for isolating myself completely from Tumblr on some days, and not writing anything even on my "good" ones either

I only wanted to say that I'm not giving this account up. I'm slowly but surely catching up on Eldarya, and MCL seems to come back to life with the announcement of this Alternate Life (and who knows, I'm very much looking towards other fandoms as well.....), so I'll still be here

my first priority is finally answering those thousand-years-old requests I got while being absent, and then I'll try the angst writing challenge again (I had many exams + family stuff + I managed to get sick in December, so that's why I couldn't continue after the first day). any kind of kind or reassuring comment will be appreciated, but of course no one is forced :)

have a great 2022, may everyone find their peace again

oh well... this did not go as planned...

unfortunately, I started the year by getting sick + I had my university exams really piled up (some I had to take twice, because I failed the first time due to the previously mentioned sickness...). I don't really see point in finishing Dykecember, as not just December, but even the whole January has passed by now. maybe I will "recycle" the wips for something else, idk, but for now I'm going on with the second point

I hope the year started better for you guys, and I can actually be more active here from now on!

happy new year! ✨

2024 is over, but not my (hopefully not temporary) motivation for writing! my plans for the beginning of the year:

finish Dykecember. even though December ended, I really liked this challenge and I have an idea for most of the prompts, so I want to finish it, no matter how much time it takes. as it's a different month now, I don't think I'll care about the numbering of the days that much - I'll go with what I like, and eventually all 31 will be done

complete the old requests. I have some "leftover" requests from before my break (yes, from years ago.... I'm ashamed of myself). I wanted to do Dykecember as a way of practice to get back into writing, so that the requested pieces won't be half-assed, but these will be next

go on with my original ideas. believe or not, but I actually still have ideas for original fics as well, and I plan on developing these too!

+ if I get any requests in the meantime, I will write that too of course (though I don't really expect that to happen considering that I completely lost my old audience - which is not a surprise since I disappeared for more than 2 years)

I also started developing my own interactive fiction game.... it's just a lil' passion project for now, but maybe when it's a 100% finished and I feel confident enough with it, I'll share it too :)

Ok, so here is my first post about halloween with the outfits that I made for my candies and their lovers. I decided to include my best boi Nevra because I didn’t want Helene to be alone. The thing it that I included him too late so… you will see later.

In the first photo-like thing we have all of then and the rest are just couples.

For Alice and Ren I thought about some outfits inspired by “The Phantom of The Opera”, Alice being Christine and Ren being Erik (The Phantom). 

For Helene and Nevra, I didn’t really made a couple costume. Helene is a Grim Reaper and Nevra can be anything from just a crow who can become a human or, or maybe a mysterious gentleman who is related with the underground world (Uuuu… spooky)

For Alan and Rose it’s simple, he is a demon and she is a vampire.

The story is that uh… they organized a party in this house who is owned by Rose (she used to live there, but now she doesn’t anymore) and that’s it. Maybe something scary will happen, maybe not. Who knows?

The costumes for the boys are from Yume100 wiki, Rose’s base is from this group (I think, I mean I found it there, but I don’t know if it’s anymore) and Helene’s base it’s from this group. Other stuff are from Love Nikki game and some from this group and this one. (sorry I sinned).

I will also post a edit, a drawing and a pack, but that in the next days, I hope.

I can literally recall 90% of my classmates using "buzi" as a slur + if a girl looks "boy-ish" or vice versa, they will get called the other gender like. and? is that supposed to be an insult? what????

and granted, these kids took it from home, because no matter how legal it used to be to talk about LGBT+ stuff so far, there was literally no mention of them in school or anything similar. in movies and books from the West? sure, but that's all

(I just randomly remembered "Coming Out" and OH GOD, do I hate that movie with all my heart. I seriously consider it homophobic, though I always got shut down when I mentioned it to someone, because it's "such a cute and lovely movie, how can you hate it". yeah sure, it's lovely :))

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@vanillaamoursucrethings @marycecilyy I’m not even sorry