I know that someone else already did it and in much better quality, but I wanted to try to do this
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I was wondering if anyone could please help me out with something. Okay so I want to put Hana’s outfit on Zoey, but I literally have no idea how to. I don’t have any editing software, so like I may not even be able to do this lol but I still wanna try
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TW: the story happens after Candy's husband (I didn't specify who) passes away. there aren't any mentions about how he died; but still read with caution if this subject can upset you
Candy's P. O. V.
"Ma'am, are we free to go, is everything set now?"
I didn't pay attention to the question, still standing in the doorway, sweeping the empty room with my eyes. It was hard to take in the view: my brain filled in the void with the rugs, furnitures, pictures, newspaper on the table, the TV....
"....ma'am?"
I turned towards the young man in front of me; he was working for a professional decluttering company, the very one I called to help me get rid of some of my belongings. My heart ached to let go of certain things, but I couldn't possibly take everything with me to my new flat. The only real love in my life left my side, and I couldn't bear to live alone in the same house that was once filled with his laughter and voice.
I hoped that the organiser would impute me not hearing him to my old age, and nodded. "Yes, everything is on the truck, you can go. Thank you for your help."
He curtly said goodbye, then left, taking his favourite armchair, his desk, his-
The thought of raining on a day like this being cliché flashed through my mind, when I realised that it was my own tear that wetted my face. I thought that I had got over it by now; isn't grief supposed to last for only a few months? That's what all of my friends told me, at least. That it will be better, that I will eventually forget about him, that life will overgrow the pain...
When will it dull?
I walked back to my own car. There was nothing else I could do, the whole house is empty besides few things that the owners-to-be liked and bought. My accidental prediction became true after all; when it was already dark - so dark that the world outside my car's light seemed non-existent - I noticed some drops on the wind-shield. One, two, five, and many, many more. They imitated my tears that started falling once again, and I had to pull over to calm down. There were two images in my mind, never disappearing: one showed the house the way it once was, full of life when the grandchildren visited, being a safe heaven for them; and one showed its present state, the walls ripped from the family photos covering them, the wooden floor naked without the carpets warming them, the dark rooms with all the light taken away from there.
An image of life, and an image of death. A painful reminder of the past, and the truthfully cold present.
And I couldn't decide which one hurt more to see.
"The grief does not go away. It doesn’t go away, life just grows around lit. First, there is nothing but loss. All the time. It breaks up body and soul sharply, without mercy. You have to go crazy, you have to perish in pain. We feel like there's no more. With such an absence, such a large void, it is no longer possible to live. Then life goes on. Time goes on stubbornly. Suddenly the moment will come — it will only become clear later — when it no longer hurts without stopping. Breathing spaces start to take place in the flow of torment that was thought unstoppable. Minutes when you can pay attention to something else. Little islands. Then there will be more and more of these. Suddenly we find that the morning, the boundary between dream and wakefulness is no longer broken by the icy realization that they are no more. Then, sometimes we can smile when we think, "Hm, I remember how funny it was when....!" Memories no longer bring pain, but gratitude that they were here. Over time, there will be new joy, there will be new momentum. There will be plans and new desires. There will be peace and forgiveness, but grief will not diminish, it will not decrease. Life grows around it."
30 day angst writing challenge
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Hi! Could you do a headcanon with Nevra and (if you want) Lance in which Erika is having pregnancy problems and they are really worried about everything going on well but at the end she is in good health and the child is healthy too? Thanks in advance and feel free to ignore and I hope school gets better!! ❤️✨
ah, thank you for your request, it was really interesting! I tried not to go into details , since I don't know much about pregnancy anyway (though I could have managed that one) + I have no idea how pregnancy looks like in a fantasy world?? with a half-aengel, half-vampire / dragon kid??? so yeah, I hope you will like it nevertheless <3
Lance
Lance is this strange mix of crazy and calm. he's as level-headed as he can be, but if Guardian is not around to see him, he takes a moment to break down a little
he knows a few things about pregnancy, but he's not a medic of course so he's knowledge isn't that great, and who knows if the child being half-dragon, half-aengel complicates things?
hence, besides listening to Guardian, he spends a lot of time in the library, making research, trying and failing not to freak out every time he finds a case that ended with someone's death
generally speaking, he loves Guardian but knows she can take are of herself. during the pregnancy though? Lance becomes much more protective
he tries not to overdo it though; he really listens to Guardian and whenever she tells him she's okay, he takes back
the one thing that he can't completely believe is that "everything will turn out fine", even though that's the truth. he's optimistic, but he doesn't want to get his hopes up too much, in case he ends up alone again
he wouldn't miss being at the childbirth for the world; he's there, gently holding Guardian's hand and whispering sweet nothings to her. when it's over, he just stares a little - "wait, this was it?" - not really believing it ended well
as soon as he sees that yes, both Guardian and their child is completely fine, he breaks out in a smile so wide his jaw hurts, but he doesn't care. he's the happiest man in the world in that moment, and he will make sure to give his child's life the best he can get
Nevra
one word: overreacting. he's really focused on making Guardian feel as comfortable as possible
"the kid needs a calm atmosphere!!!!" / "okay, then, maybe calm down?"
if her "problematic period" takes a long time, he might start ignoring his tasks as a chief, which doesn't exactly make Huang Hua pleased, though she lets him be
Nevra doesn't want anyone else to meddle in their life; if he hears someone bring up the subject, he gets really angry - "mind your own business!" - then storms away
the only people he's not too proud to confide in are Karenn and Chrome obviously, and, interestingly, Huang Chu. she tries to be of help, which comes in handy at times
I can also imagine Nevra to blame himself to some degree, he apologises to Guardian many times, who just sits there like "??????"
when the childbirth begins, Nevra starts pacing around nervously. he doesn't trust himself enough to stay in one room with Guardian, so he asks Chrome to stay inside and reassure her if needed
when Chrome comes out of the room with a huge grin on his face, Nevra immediately feels like the weight of the world has been taken off his shoulders. some time later, when the bliss starts to ease, he tells Guardian that he actually feels a little embarrassed now, looking back
hi! thanks for doing Lance headcanons! can i ask 3 and 19 for lance? thank u!
you’re welcome! I’m happy people enjoy what I write ^^
3. injured
as they are both experienced fighters, they won’t lose their heads if one of them gets hurt. if Guardian was in Absynthe Guard formerly, she can even patch up smaller injuries, no need to go to the infirmary all the time
getting used again to fighting is a bit hard for Guardian though, so she often has smaller cuts on herself
Lance, on the other hands either doesn’t get hurt or he gets hurt seriously, thanks to his armour. Ewelein’s constant orders would make him feel better enough to look for another nurse though, his pride doesn’t let him to be pushed around, no matter his state
19. domestic life
the savior of El and the man who threatened it being together? that’s a strange sight for sure, but the others will slowly get accustomed to it
I imagine both of them to be quite proud and independent, so living together has its challenges: arguments over small things (“you shouldn’t have done it, I told you I would!”), lots and lots of missing things, shy and at the same time sassy apologies (“I’m sorry... but I was right, technically”), and so on and so forth
this is strictly my personal idea, but I think Lance is a terrible cook, while Guardian is a pretty decent one. this would annoy Lance after some point, so the two of them would shoo Karuto out of the kitchen and practice there together
if / when they decide to have kids, I’m sure Lance will have a really strong connection with the them, given his past and how he wouldn’t want his children to lose their parents as well
managing both work and family would be difficult in the beginning, neither of them wants to give up their position at the Guard, so the kids would often spend time with Aunt Karenn and Uncle Chrome
also, I just want Lance to teach his kids how to fight and Guardian to teach them how to braid hair, using Lance as a model 🥺🤭
send me headcanon prompts!
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headcanons:
being a father; being jealous; his reaction to Guardian sacrificing herself (Guardian x Lance)
crying; bathing / showering; soft spot / weakness (Guardian x Nevra)
crying; what turns him on (Guardian x Lance)
cuddling (Guardian x Lance)
cuddling; kissing; touching (Guardian x Leiftan)
cuddling; training; touching (Guardian x Nevra)
fighting; undressing; what turns him on (Guardian x Nevra)
first date; awkward moment (Guardian x Lance)
first kiss; bathing / showering (Guardian x Lance)
first kiss; first time; being jealous (Guardian x Nevra)
first time; pregnancy / birth (Guardian x Lance)
injured; domestic life (Guardian x Lance)
injured; pregnancy / birth; domestic life (Guardian x Nevra)
kissing; favourite types of kissing (Guardian x Nevra)
soft spot / weakness; pregnancy / birth; favourite types of kissing; domestic life (Guardian x Ezarel)
soft spot / weakness; touching (Guardian x Lance) NSFW
touching; favourite type of kissing (Guardian x Lance)
one-shots:
day of forgiveness (OC x Lance)
Valentine’s day 2021 continuation: Lance - Leiftan - Nevra
fanfictions:
drive away 1. (Candy x Nathaniel)
headcanons:
awkward moment; pregnancy / birth (Candy x Lysander)
crying; sleeping (Candy x Castiel)
cuddling; bathing / showering; first time (Candy x Rayan)
cuddling; kissing; touching; what turns him on (Candy x Castiel)
injured; first time (Candy x Nathaniel)
living together with the HSL boys
living together with the UL / LL LIs
pregnancy / birth; domestic life; being a father (Candy x Castiel)
sleeping; pregnancy / birth (Candy x Armin)
soft spot / weakness (Candy x Nathaniel)
one-shots:
“alone with your thoughts” (Candy x Castiel)
alternative ending for episode 6 - continuation (Candy x Rayan) NSFW
dared to kiss a stranger (Candy x Kentin)
“I’ll be home for Christmas” (Candy x Castiel)
kinktober 2020 day 2 and 4 - fingering and eating out (Candy x Castiel) NSFW
kinktober 2020 day 21 - blindfolds (Candy x Rayan) NSFW
kinktober 2020 day 31 - car sex (Candy x Eric) NSFW
proposing and pregnancy (Candy x Nathaniel)
shortie (Candy x Nathaniel) NSFW
snowed in (Candy x Rayan)
summer event 2020 - my rewrite
the perfect gift (Candy x Rayan)
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