Good thing I stayed till the end
Fura ló
I love the intentional parallel between Moxxie and Mille vs Stolas and Blitzo. The startled and worry looks on both Millie and Stolas's face when Moxxie and Blitzo were being ridiculed by others.
How at the end of Moxxie's love song, Stolas reached out (emotionally and physically) to Blitzo to try to console him. It symbolises his desire for love as pure and beautiful as Moxxie and Mille's.
But the past relationships that just came back to haunt Blitzo in the form of Verosika and Fizz reopened a raw wound, he wasn't ready to be vulnerable in front of Stolas just yet.
You can almost hear Blitzo's voice crack when he said how Stolas made it clear they were just using each others for sex. Blitzo is torn, he desires love but at the same denies himself of it. He's afraid. He doesn't know how to love or accept it. The fact all his past relationships have never worked out is the proof of it. I'm sure there is a reason for that, it certainly lies in his childhood with his family and maybe we will get to understand why he turns out the way he is.
And don't get me started on Stolas's dilemma. His current family vs his love for Blitzo.
Stolas truly loves Blitzo and he hopes their relationship will work out but at the same time Octavia is really important to him as well. Chasing after a hopeless love or choosing Octavia but getting stuck in a loveless marriage. Stolas will be forced to choose only one and i'm dreaded the day he may eventually end it all with Blitzo unless they manage to reconcile and understand each others' problems.
I hate seeing them suffer like this but this is necessary step towards mending the broken bridge between them. Thank you Vivziepop for focusing and exploring the potential of Stolas and Blitzo's relationship.
No matter how broken and flaw it is. This is just the beginning for them.
girl help I'm yearning
hi im bitter about people not commenting on fics. im sad seeing all these authors get so discouraged because no one comments. it takes like 5 seconds! just do it!! dont know what to type? me neither! heres some handy pre-written comments for you! “I dont know what to comment! That was great! thank you for your hard work!” “That was lovely! I really enjoyed this chapter/fic.” “How dare you?” “AAAAAAAAAAAAA” “Extra kudos because one is not enough!” if you read a fic and dont know what to say, leave the tab open, come back later! see if theres a line you really liked! tell them if it reminded you of something dumb! tell them if your roommate saw you crying while reading it and now your roommate is reading it!!! SHARE WHATEVER. BE INCLUSIVE! everyone wants to hear SOMETHING. silence kills passion. show authors you care! show artists you care!!!!
Wow. The patience, kindness and calm communication skills. Outstanding.
From raindovemodel
All of these used to be so common for people to show their appreciation of different fics and authors, and I think it’s a shame people don’t do it anymore. I love seeing fan work for my fics!!
Fire walk with me.
Anderson: That's ridiculous. No one thinks I'm Shepard's father.
Hackett, to his coworkers: Raise your hand if you thought Anderson was Shepard's father.
Everyone: *raises their hand*
Anderson: Shepard, put your hand down!
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